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i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

@uvshy is fucking awesome i love him
(casperrr)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder what i did wrong

(shy+ casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

(shy)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder why i do-

(casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

deceived pt2 w/ shy (02ashes + reesoo)

a demo

light like the way you talk
but i was never what you want
soft like the way you smile
but i could never call it mine
bleak in the august cold
but we could take the long way home
words that had cut so deep
falling out of love with me

wish u asked

(GHOSTBXY)
Don't hit my phone
Leave me alone
Can you please go
I can't play anymore

You're toxic
And a bit obnoxious
The face I used to love makes me feel so nauseous
You're reeling me in just like a fish
Then tossing me out, the disrespect
You're calling my phone but who is this 
(who is this b*tch, wait, oh...)

(SLASHY)
Stop hitting my phone
Who the f*ck are you
You need to go
I don't want to
Go ghost on you
But I will if I have to
(I will if I have to)

You are not in my interest no more...

(GHOSTBXY AND SLASHY)
Don't hit my phone
Leave me alone
Can you please go
I can't play anymore

Why is love such a f*cked up sport...

ghosted w/slashy (prod. Tennis Player)

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

i wont tell em that im right
if i wake up and i want it
ima get it 
waste my time dontchu get it im not fine
i been tryin all my life an everybody switvhin sides
so what i gotta do to tell em i was right

im pickin fights atleast my parents think im nice
think twice
being honest oh my gosh i think im blind

yea tey to play me youll end up payin the price
never thought id say this but i feel alone at night
yea walk thru where they hangin in the back
I won’t pull up witta tool I won’t pull up wit a mac

yea you think you cool ima lay you on ya back
you been actin like a fool lemme show you where its at
if you hate me its okay im movin on
and i hope that if you ever hear this song
talkin bout you and that new man that you want
i hope they lnow that you had did me so damn wrong 

all he ever did was really talk
walk along the lines i felt like i could never solve
all these issues that hes putting in my paws
guess ill have to tell him off and tell her that hes gone

whyd i run away from everything that i want
i promise that i did everything but i took too long
so whyd i write the song to tell you how i feel
when i feel like i could rot

lemme rot away so i dont feel the pain no more
if i pull then you know yhat you mot safe no more
I dont need nobody else to play these chords
you’re acting like ur purpose wasnt there before
watch me do it all again
past tense where we used to be friends 
no more
i jus wanna know where you been 
I been layin down passed put on the floor

yea now hes gone but so am i
you killed a person with ur disguise
who am i to be if i wanted lies in my life i dont want it i just want you alive

rot. (yunnygoldz)

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

prod me<3

lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

smoke

@cpt_sad
vox mixed by @vibevoka

i try to act the same when i hardly know ya
anxious at the party in the corner
thrownin on my songs but they barely know me
asking who the fuck is the sad homie
they seem to like the way that i do it to em
take a sip of what im brewin
lil pieces of me in ya whole movement
actin like you dont know what the fuck we doing
same mattress with the new sheets
see the thread count shit aint cheap
checking eBay for the listing
trynna find what i been missing
monetary value at an all time low
think im going back to who i was before
tall skinny kid with a good heart
getting by trynna do his part
back up the track till im back in the zone
back up my life till im back on the road
spending  these dollars i cannot afford
dreaming of women who do not adore
my sluggish demeanor i have said before
please show me a sign from way up above
dont give me an act unless its from a god
who decides the fate im hungry for
boutta hit the fuckin road 
me n jerry on the move
when we in yo city hit us with the plug
we needa smoke a blunt before we perform 
we’re coming for your throats
you better fuckin know
we want all the smoke
throw it in the bowl
we’re way too fucked up
we need about 10 minutes  before we die
we dont wanna make you cry
we dont wanna look you in the eye
we just wanna get a move on to the next show
baby i think you deserve to know
i aint going anywhere before
i settle the score i was fighting for 

twist off cap to open up
memories ive burnt to dust
coated with a shiny rust
sat in the dark for way too long
wrote about one too many songs
the content full of repeated words
half of em come out slurred 

haven’t even really earned a check worth saving
i know you fake it the love, pain and the hurt
ill say all the right things you wanna hear 
every fucking day
can i have one thing just go my way
lifes a bitch have you met her yet?
she’s beautiful  dont need a man
or any kind of rules to follow
pop the pill its hard to swallow
fall asleep will i wake up tomorrow 
fucked if i try to make a difference
beat within inches  of this life
i take for granted 
how the fuck u gonna manage
any kind of real work schedule
trapped in this hell hole
rewind and tell me every single detail
causing me to derail
can’t be bothered to check an email
can’t be bothered to set an alarm
putting it off like it’ll do too much harm
stuck my ways since i was a kid
born knowing nothing take it all to the grave

SPOTIFY

skinny (prod yesterday)

🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙
Prod. @diamoonofnhg

Lyrics:
I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Be in my sad life
X4


We both sad, we both sad
Said she love me but its cap
I can see right through your mask
Wanna fuck me, simply ask 

Bleeding black, hurt me bad
Smoking from the demon pack
I get high enter the past
I get high with her and crash



I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2