still a bit messy but too soft to let it lay around 

----lyrics----

hold me tight
till the morning light
take my breath
although it’s burning up inside your chest

cause all you ever knew before
is how to isolate yourself forevermore
and all I tried teaching you before
is how to open up a little more  

once more

„take control
until I come to know how to ease my soul
all those years it’s been too hard to recognise
that I’ve been blunt all the time“ 

„'cause all I’ve ever learned before
is how to shut myself out from the world
I never even thought of wanting more
but I am done following something i disown“ 

I want to breath and lose control
like I have never tried before
I want to laugh and cry for help
release myself from
all that’s held back

'cause all we’re ever getting taught 
is how to align to given norms 
and it takes a lot to free from what is taught 
but I’m dying to see what we will be waiting for
yeah I’m dying to see a little sparkle in your eyes   

once more

Once more

Once more (Original)

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Is it weird that I still keep your ribbon 
at a place where I can see it everyday?
Or is it weird that I keep on checking my phone 
in hopes you’d send a message any day?

They say time kills all the hurt and the sorrow

"Look on the bright side you’ll be better just tomorrow!
It gets better after time, just give it a little while..."

But they haven’t seen my heart from the inside.


Because it was already broken,
At least it felt like you could fix it
I hate that this time I really wanted to try
And everyone keeps saying „it just wasn’t your guy“

But if you tried a million times and 
no-one ever got so close except for one
Would you really move on?


Would you really move on?

Broken

How many times do we both need to fight
to see that those words are not meant deep inside
are we stuck at the finish line?

How many times do you want me to cry
to see you're the only one thing in my mind
why do you want me to die?

Help me to see that you do really want me
Help me to understand the colors you speak
I don't know why..

Why is it me who is eager to see
that you are the only one looking at me
when did your heart stop to beat?

Why do you know that I'm drowning in sorrow
but still just pretending that you can not follow
when did your soul turn to ice?

I don't

10cm - 죽겠네 (So Nice) COVER

this is a warning
this song’s about a man
it didn’t go as planned
guess what?

one time, you took my hand
and something happened
I’m sure you understand

But I - I’m trying to smile
drinking whisky and wine
erasing my mind

I don’t even know why
you're the one who takes my smile
although you were the one who made me cry

I’m not leaving you behind
although you’re killing me inside
and I don’t even know why
I’m not leaving you behind
although you’re killing me inside
although you’re not even worth to try

But I guess I’ll write cheesy songs
without the drums 
to make people cringe
and wait for you to run in a canyon or jump off a bridge
I don’t even know what I’m expecting you to do 
I simply know that I want you

I know I never said a word
but still expecting to be heard
I just wish you would feel the same

You know I would do anything
for you to feel something
although I know for you it’s just a game

But I guess I’ll write cheesy songs
without the drums to make people cringe
and wait for you to run in a canyon or jump off a bridge
I don’t even know what I’m expecting you to do 
I simply know that I want you

I’ll be waiting for you 
to realize this is about you
but even if it is you won’t mind, would you?

And I wish you, would realize this is about you
well, you won’t ever consider, would you?

Would You (Original Song)

Acoustic Cover of "Cool & Calm" by Sticky Fingers

Cool & Calm Acoustic

[Verse 1]
New moon and I’m a mess.
Couldn’t there be more light
to caress?

Crescent - I hold my breath,
while all the stars seem to
redress.

[Interlude]

[Chorus 1]
They say I’d change, I don’t
need no water.
It’s just a phase - just wait
for the next quarter.
But I’m a human, phases are
for the moon,
or am I the one who’s hiding
way too soon?
No I’m the moon,
I am the moon.

[Verse 2]
I’m old now but still depressed.
Wish I could hide in the dark
behind the sun that reflects.
Only holes that can cover
my wreck
but I’m no moon. I got no
sun.

[Chorus 2]
They say I’d change, I don’t
need no water.
It’s just a phase - just wait
for the next quarter.
But I’m a human, phases are
for the moon
or am I the one who’s hiding
way too soon?
No I’m no moon.
I am no moon.
Maybe I got phases but
you just judge too soon.
I am no moon.
I am no moon.

[Verse 3 - Outro]
I am the moon,
bright in the gloom.
Or are you the only one
who can see me brightest at
noon?
I am no moon.

Phases of the moon

Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare

I am a strong, beautiful womxn
I do deserve everything I need
I have emotions in all kind of colors
And I have so much love to give

I am a weak, vulnerable womxn
I do lose fights and I give up
I have scars from all kind of battles
And I shed tears darker than the sea

But what is it you ever really fought for?
What is it you honestly earned?
Have you seen darkness and still believed in sunshine?
Have you ever been honest with yourself?

I am a kind, understanding womxn
I have been broken and still I do stay
I have been told to be cold with no emotions
But I will grow to a warrior of love

Warrior of love

I'm from a small village but my mind is bigger than that.

Cassandra

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