Name: Serenade (of a Claymation Pterodactyl) by Cassie Candles 2
Duration: 3 min 34 s
Description: from the perspective of the demon that causes me to derealize

sometimes things do be shapeless

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Lyrics:

I’m the same shapeless thing I already was 
I’m the same faithless thing that I have become 
I’ve got nothing to hold onto 
Nothing holding me on 

I am a weightless thing, floating out of bed 
I’m an ungrateful thing, a hole in my head
I’ve got nothing to hold onto
Nothing holding me on 

God am I real 
God am I real 
God am I real 
God am I real

Well lately I’ve been talking in my sleep
Coughing up things that you would not believe 
And the lights in my bedroom
Flicker off and on and on 

Well lately I’ve been peeling back my skin 
Oh just to see if I can let some light in
Cause I never trust a man who 
Says he knows the mind of God 

God am I real 
God am I real 
God am I real 
God am I real 

God am I 
Oh God am I real 
God am I 
Oh God am I real

I am a graceless thing, untreatable 
I am a faceless thing, unreadable 
I’ve got nothing to hold onto 
Nothing holding me on 

God am I 
Oh God am I real 
God am I 
Oh God am I real

Shapeless Thing

I wanna study him like a bug 
I got a jar with the air slits cut 
And Watch him while he sleeps
Twitching like an animal

fireflies, cold light, sky
turns to violet, turns to night 
He is pale to the point 
of glowing Like an alien 

I’m always leaving, 3 am
It’s just a midnight crush 
Don’t know what I’m supposed to learn
Just know that I don’t know that much 

My favorite part of him was 
 his skin because 
It’s fluid against mine 
Falls around my shoulders, like dim light 

I’m the stain on the ceiling and
I’m reaching for a feeling 
 I can never find, trapped between
A piece of paper and a water glass

I’m always leaving, 3 am
It’s just a midnight crush
Don’t know what I’m supposed to learn
Just know that I don’t know that much 

Throw a sheet over my cage 
so I can sleep in peace
Sometimes I get the creeps 
and I don’t have the words for what is happening 

Tailspin, rail thin, try 
my best to suck more oxygen 
and he doesn’t know that I’m
Looking up from the bottom of a well 

I’m always leaving, 3 am
It’s just a midnight crush
Don’t know what I’m supposed to learn
Just know that I don’t know that much 

You’re being nice to me and I feel weird 
You know I’m using you, right?
In a year of isolation you were
 the nearest warm body I could find 

Soft like skin, tough like ligament
How I’d get in this predicament 
You are every single person 
I have ever met

Midnight Crush

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you’re not going to get through death alone /
you’re not going to get through death alone /
I will not turn out the light, though the light is low/you’re not going to get through death alone 

There’s only a dead end down that road/there’s only a dead end, please don’t go/ I will not give up on you, even if you go/  there’s only a dead end down that road 

If you were uncertain, now you know/ you were always worth it, now you know/ When the light hits you just right I feel like I’m home/ if you were uncertain, now you know 

This is not home but the way home/ this is not our home but the way home/ my shoulder’s ready for your head, be heavy as a stone/ you’re not going to get through death alone

Death Alone

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from the perspective of the demon that causes me to derealize

Serenade (of a Claymation Pterodactyl)

music to be in your body to 

Lyrics: 

Metal and dust
Iron and scars 
A galaxy of rust
Reaching out its arms

A flood of blood
A crawling spine
A fibrous heart
Keeping me alive

I’m covered in craters 
Like the surface of the moon
The shadows aren’t staying 
In the corner of the room

Like a particle’s position
Like the light of dying stars 
Looking out into perdition
I wonder where you are 

Ash and stone
Mud and flesh
A frame of bones
Contemplating death

Nerves, nerves, nerves
Sensors multiply
Every open arm straining
Straining towards the sky

The stars, they are fading
Undone in entropy 
My cells, they’re decaying 
It’s getting hard to see

Like the wax of a candle 
Like a raindrop to the sea
Like an atom to a black hole
Death won’t be the death of me

My body is aching
My joints are pulling loose
My bones are breaking
My nerves are a noose

Like a vessel that is broken
Like a flood of perfume
I’ll let myself spill open
I will bleed out for you

Life goes on
It goes back to haunt
This feeble, fragile flesh
That does not know what it wants

As the night is crushed
By fingers of the dawn
In the morning hush
I will linger on

Oh these bones
Fractured by the fall
Can you bring them back to life
Can you leave us unresolved

As starry night 
Bleeds into blue 
I will watch the sky 
I will wait for you

Aurora

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Serenade (of a Claymation Pterodactyl)

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