Nice and interesting atmosphere. I like the vibes with nicely driving beats.

The song and the artwork are dedicated to my cat, who is no longer alive.
He was born during the pandemic and was hit by a car after 9 months of the same year.
The song is written about wishing there was a heaven for cats. Because I remember my mother used to tell me that animals don't have souls and there is no heaven for them.

My cat's name was Panda. In his memory!
I have also written rough drafts of a few other songs dedicated to Panda.

Youtube Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C24ERPlTMUM

Lyrics:
I can’t tell you how much I miss you,
I can’t tell you how much I wanted you to be there
You couldn't fight, you couldn't fight
And you aren’t there.
You aren’t there

There's no heaven for you to stay
I can't tell you how much I want you to be there.
You couldn't fight, couldn't fight
And you're not coming back

Done it
I thought I was so strong
Come back
I just feel alone
My way
I want to end this one
Myself
I want another path

My love
I need this all the be scifi
To believe in alternative lives.
And I hope you are in heaven.

I couldn’t let you down,
It was my fear and it was my scar
I can’t see you up in there.
You are only in my heart
and I couldn’t let you down,
But I just let you down, I see you there

I couldn’t let you down
it hurts deeply and makes me cry
And I'd feel all your love, memories vanished in my heart
and I couldn’t let you down,
But I just let you down I can't see you there

I can't Tell You

Heartless (prod. QBIN)

19 (freestyle)

Disdain

A Collaboration project between Blaxk Roses & Jordan Black

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Instagram
https://instagram.com/blaxk__roses
SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.com/morgan-campbell-590942756
YouTube
https://youtube.com/channel/UCuqhBkGfwSJGCNnrOPvvbfQ
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5tQkK5nGA5zvQ4qJINJRvg?si=UBvsuJcYShW69HmHnkfgLg

Prod. Wolet
https://youtube.com/@woletbeats
Prod. Maestro Wons
https://youtube.com/@MaestroWons

#TheDeepEnd #JordanBlack #BlaxkRoses

Tone (Feat. Blaxk Roses) (Prod. Wolet X Maestro Wons)

Awake apnoea
Awake apnoea

Now that I have all these things
I never could have thought up
Somehow I missed out
On the thing I never wanted

I never asked for this
Never requested it
Beyond in my dreams
I never expected it
Too good to be true, only these bad dreams come true
It's sad, but all the promises fell through
I thought I got a guardian angel
But then they took me from you

I can't stop holding my breath, without meaning to
I know I'm doing it, when I can feel my face heat up, as it changes hue
I told you my lungs wouldn't breath
With or without you

Awake apnoea
I hold my breath, but I don't mean to
Awake apnoea
I'm holding my breath, but I'd rather be holding you
(I'm holding my breath)

I never asked for this
Never expected it
Beyond in my sleep
I never requested it
Too good to be real life, my nightmares aren't only at night
It's sad, but it's true, it's like déjà vu
I thought I caught a break
But I clearly never even knew

I can't stop holding my breath, I don't do it on purpose
I'm either crazy, or I'm stupid, but I'm not sorry, and I'm not perfect
Nothing more you can do, I told you my lungs wouldn't breathe
With or without you

Awake apnoea
I hold my breath, but I don't mean tuh
Awake apnoea
I'm holding my breath, but I'd rather be holding yuh

Now that I've done these things
I never would have thought of
Somehow I'm missing out
On that thing I never wanted

I never asked for this
Never requested it
Beyond my means
I never expected it
Too good to last, these days just keep going past
It's sad, but it's true, I had some plans, but they fell through
I thought I saw the future, but I never did
Because I saw me with you

I can't stop holding my breath, I do it by accident, but I do my best
Tell me, is it my time? Or am I timeless?
Nothing more you can do, I told you, sometimes my lungs don't breathe
With or without you

Awake apnoea
I hold my breath, but I don't mean to
Awake apnoea
I'm holding my breath, but I'd rather be holding you
(I hold my breath but I don't mean to)

Awake Apnoea (prod. Black Koi)

just a demo! pls support black out sirens :) <3

all the things demo

Phoenix

Lyrics:
And I wish I could stomach
Stomach thoughts wear a blank face
I cover up what you gave me
Play it rough carry that pain

Dust off
Dust off
Off the ground dust off the clothes on my back
Jump off
Jump off
Off the edge I jump to ocean and back
Yeah
Soap and water
I wash the car with
Rain drops hit my skin but it won't hurt
Army crawl shot to pieces
Yeah
Doctor help me
Cost to be healthy
Take my cash for pain that I can't see
The bathroom stall barely breathing
Shot to pieces barely breathing
Shot to pieces barely breathing

Give me that combination
To open up that golden safe
Live beside the constellations
Away from what I can't escape
I'd run away
I'd run away
I don't feel proud of what I've been through
And I can't say that I'll be fine
Makes it harder to believe in god
And paranoid to die
So far in life
I've coasted by
I've coasted by
I've coasted by
Coasting

Dust off
Dust off
Off the ground dust off the clothes on my back
Jump off
Jump off
Off the edge I jump to ocean and back
Yeah
Soap and water
I wash the car with
Rain drops hit my skin but it won't hurt
Army crawl shot to pieces
Yeah
Doctor help me
Cost to be healthy
Take my cash for pain that I can't see
The bathroom stall barely breathing
Shot to pieces barely breathing
Shot to pieces barely breathing

Army Crawl

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Hennessy (feat. L@ndyn and Hook)

Headphones Recommended! 🔥
With You're My... I bring back the 2nd wave of my original songs! Gonna put a pause on those remixes because it's Original Time. A huge kudos to OM for his awesome vocals! I hope you all love the song! ❤❤❤


Lyrics:

You're My...

[Verse 1- Intro]
Serenading in my wonderland
Making you feel all I can
Like
You’re my type

Watching you fit in my jeans
Dressing up for Halloween
Like 
You’re my life

[Verse 2]
I get worked up with a song
You help me out where I go wrong
Cause
You’re my tune

I’ve picked the kids up from the school
But you’ll be late, after noon
I’ll
Wait for you

[Pre-Chorus]
We wait till they’re fast asleep
I play this song then kiss you back
We dance to the aftertaste
I love you more but I underact

[Chorus]
But I’ve been wasting every moment
Cause I’ve been running out of breath
For I feel we are almost ready to be
Taking every single step
Together

[Verse 3]
You’re a treasure, you’re a prize
Every day is a surprise
Cause
You’re still mine

Let the kids say that we’re old
I think you’re so damn beautiful
Babe
All the time

[Pre-Chorus]
We wait till they’re fast asleep
I play this song then kiss you back
We dance to the aftertaste
I love you more but I underact

[Chorus]
And I’ve been wasting every moment
Cause I’ve been running out of breath
For I feel that our journey’s almost over
And we’ve taken every single step
Together (Together)

[Bridge]
I was waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Baby
And you were waiting for me
Waiting for me
Waiting for me
Daily

[Chorus]
I’ve been wasting every second (I was waiting for you, waiting for you)
Cause I have taken all the steps (Waiting for you, baby)
And I think that we’re almost ready to be (And you were waiting for me, waiting for me)
Losing every single breath (Waiting for me, daily)
Together

[Verse Outro]
And baby now that we are ghosts
I bet everybody knows
You’re
Always mine


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Heartless (prod. QBIN)

Cassiel

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