I turn on the tv so its not obvious that i have lost my mind
been staring at a blank screen and im afraid in time that someone will catch on
what happens if prince charming never shows?
will i be the consolation prize waiting in ragged clothes?
i dont know
well, everyone that i know has a reason to say, "hello" then, "fuck you"
some girls disguise with eyes that burn so bright you'll never see them hang the noose
say what you want because tomorrow never knows
if you're worth another day another punch to the face
or bloodied nose
i don't know
"hello?"
"FUCK YOU"

Sanity's Last Little Ditty

Hope is a Demon Bitch

Smashing Pumpkins tribute. my mom's and my favorite song. promised to do it for her and I love my mommy...

take me down to the underground
won't you take me down to the underground
why, oh, why 
there is no light
and if I can't sleep will you hold my life?
and all I see is you

take my hand I've lost where I began
in my heart I know all of my faults
will you help me understand?
I believe in you
you're the other half of me
sooth and heal 
when you sleep, when you dream 
I'll be there if you need me
whenever I hear you say
there, there's a sun
it'll come, the sun
hear them call me down
I held you once, a love that once, 
life had just begun
and you're all i see
and trumpets blew and angels flew on the other side, dear
and you're all i see 
and you're all I'll need
there's a love that god puts in your heart

Take Me Down {Pumpkins COVER}

Doug Theme Song

{☆ DUN, DUN, DUN! ☆}

wicked rock and electronic hybrid instrumental. very proud of this one. hope you can dig 🤟😜

{☆☆.time thief.☆☆}

The end is near the end is nigh
oh my god let's fal lapar
count a  m illion of the filthy fucking sheeps
then fall apart
wake up every 
hour just to fall apart
crying in the shower
til the hot water runs out

mama said there'd b3 days like these
didn't think they would be one in three 
I'm getting ratio like a bad YouTube video 
need I remind you? you f****** liar 
you told me you'd be here, where are you?

did you retreat? did you piss off?
 did you beat feet, fucker? did you go and get lost?
if you're feeling froggish, leap, Frog, LEAP!
Just get away from me 
yeah we know the end is near 
we don't deny that the end is nigh 
but it's not tonight 
soon the nuclear fallout takes us all out
and chokes out the sunlight


{☆ Bloodbuzz, NJ ☆}

No i wouldn't call this shocked 
It's more just upset 
I've always kinda been 
A manic depressive mess 
I used to want to die 
But now I'm just pissed off 
And I don't know why 
In despair I said an open-ended prayer 
If there's a  God  out there listening 
Show me that you care 
I ditched the urge to kill myself 
But still kinda wanna die

(Loserboy)
Because I'm a loserboy 
And I'm blasting off 
(Loserboy, what's your status?)
Explodes through the atmosphere 
With hopes to get lost 
(Loserboy) 
Im burning up everyone 
And everything I run into 
I won't hang around 
No ill leave this town 
I can't stand by and watch you drown 

I'm sorry, sis, for almost leaving 
Somehow forgot that you might need me 
Intrusive thoughts are fvcking sneaky
Had me scheming 
Peeking into the void 
There's no relief even when I'm sleeping 
I'm still surrounded by these demons 
I tried to hide but they see me 
This is loserboy, over and out

《○•☆• loserboy •☆•○》

bad blood
flash flood, flash flood
I'm still wrong 
so I'm stomping on your heart
don't lean on me 
I fall too much 

Two Ships in the Night {DEMO}

CTRL + ALT +DELET3

cover of Polaris' theme song for The Adventures of Pete and Pete. 

Hey, Sandy!

remixed version of electronic/ alt rock/ trap beat from a few years ago. higher fidelity hopefully 

casting long shadows - 》•●• time thief •●•《 2025-08-24 22_15.m4a

37th re-upload. maybe one day I'll be happy with myself...? what? prolly not? yeah,  prolly right,  good call. 

loserboy {casting long shadows}

LMFA, OH, MY GOD {leave me the fvck alone,  ok?}

the parkway is the only Road tonight that I'm taking/ drifting off for an hour going further/ further from the start
somehow I've tricked myself again/ into thinking someone would care if I'm gone (but I'm wrong)
it weighs heavy on my heart

my closet is empty no more posters on my walls/ the batteries in the Crockett died/ let it hang there till it falls/ my closet is empty/ nothing's left in there at all/ telephone wires on the ground not that anyone should call

I'd rather live my life alone
and wander the open road than to stay here with a certainty to explode
now where the sun sets in the west
let the flames lick my face
it's where I'll call my home

it was so beautiful/ but the bright lights all blacked out/ it was so beautiful



me and steve chernish = killme, killroy. writing credits to rob hartman.

Telephone Wire

I turned on the TV so it's not obvious that I have lost my mind/ been staring at a blank screen, I'm afraid in time that someone will catch on/ what happens if Prince Charming never shows?/ will i be the consolation prize waiting in ragged clothes?/ i don't know/ well everyone that i know has a reason to say "hello" then "fuck you"/ some girls disguise with eyes that burn so bright you'll never see them hang the noose/ "hello?"/ "FUCK YOU!"

Hello and thank you. My name is Topher P and I'm Casting Long Shadows. I've been making noises for 20 years now and no one has made me stop yet so here I am.  I do all types of styles/genres but mainly I'm a punk rock kid that makes sick as beats and electronic stuff cause why let such awesome Producer talents be wasted or pigeon holed, ammiright!?  .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..   As always if you are interested in any beats you may find here DM me and I usually give them away for free if they've been on here for any amount of time. Second verse same as the first if you're looking to get something commissioned fresh. Come to think of it just DM me anyway, I'm lonely and almost friendly 🥴

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