YEEE (level)

mix by me and @maysover

#hyperpop #hypercoll #edm

im (not) wrong (siemspark)

demo, mix n master by @arti
Beat by @prod.koda

thank u for listening

moonlight (koda)

i can’t sing but I can try:)

this one means a lot

Beat by mh mix by me

nostalgia

prod. zupehr
mix. me
lmk!

Lyrics

They say home is where is the heart is
Guess that’s why I’m trapped inside this darkness
Where have you been my dear 
I been tryin my damn best but you don’t HEAAAAAAAAAAR

I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyiyine
I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyine

I deserve this, all this torture 
For everything I did to make you feel
Worthless
You wake up next to him
But still think of me
Tell me why is love such a god damn mystery

I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyiyine
I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyine

home is where the heart is (prod zupehr)

For all that I could be
Please forgiveee me
I know I’ve been wrong
I promise I won’t take too long

Wake up, wake up
Wake up you’re dreaming

I said I’d never be
I said I’d never be weak
I said this time id be strong

I said I’d be ready 
I said I’d be steady 
I said I’d be here I’m yours 

You crystallize the sun and I don’t say a thing 
One day at a time is all I really need
You can’t promise forever 
So to me one days enough 
Just promise me that one day you’ll reconsider us

one day is enough

prod wh1tespxce
mix and written by me :)

changed mix on 8/24

save me (prod wh1tespxce)

prod. grayskies 

I don’t wanna go no more 5x
I don’t, I don’t I don’t wanna 

Oh mother where did you go?
Oh father I know you don’t know
Oh brother where did you go?
Left me here to deal with this alone

Heart bleedin, cut my damn lungs out
Thought you gone but it’s like you never left now
Still catch myself driving past your favorite restaurant
Doesn’t he know what to order when you come home drunk???
Cause I hate to think that he doesn’t
And I hate to think that everything
Wasn’t
Exactly how you want it

Can you bring me back to life?
Show me that there’s more
Anything but this I swear

I don’t wanna go no more 5x
I don’t, I don’t I don’t wanna 
Oh mother where did you go?
Oh father I know you don’t know
Oh brother why did you go?
Left me here to deal with this alone

Who saves us?
The forgotten left all alone
Who saves us?
The abandoned left with nowhere to call home

I feel so god damn forgotten
Throw me out I know I’ve gone rotten
Throw me out
Burn me up
Throw me out, I know I’m not him
But still I feel so god damn forgotten

Can you bring me back to life?
Show me that there’s more
Anything but this I swear

I don’t wanna go no more 5x
I don’t, I don’t I don’t wanna 
Oh mother where did you go?
Oh father I know you don’t know
Oh brother why did you go?
Left me here to deal with this alone

Who saves us?
The forgotten left all alone
Who saves us?
The abandoned left with nowhere to call home 2x

From ourselves when we’re left all alone

where did u go (prod grayskies)

mix by me prod grayskies trying something a lil new :)

underwater (prod grayskies)

shoegaze prod. anticøn  mix me

Use me
Abuse me
Save me from what I’ve become
Use me
Abuse me
Save me from what I’ve become
Cause I don’t wanna be here anymore
I’m holding on to my bloody shirt
Letting go of what we were
Cause I don’t wanna be here anymore

On my walk home last night,
The flames of distrust cauterized my heart.
But I won’t let your darkness tear me apart,
I’ll rise above, I’ll find the strength to restart.
In the ashes of pain I’ll ignite a new spark,
For love and forgiveness
I’ve left my mark

Use me
Abuse me
Save me from what I’ve become
Use me
Abuse me
Save me from what I’ve become
Cause I don’t wanna be here anymore
I’m holding on to my bloody shirt
Letting go of what we were
Cause I don’t wanna be here anymore

wisdom is wasted on the old

prod. til nord

I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you

A blur between the lines,
Of the finest,
I’ve been trying just to hide from the slightest
Misconception
It’s all misconstrued
My hearts open I’ve been trying to talk you 
Can you hear my scream from the mountain tops?
Can you hear the way I say it’s not 
your fault 
you hold me back?
Can you bring me forward?

I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you

teeth stained from cigarettes
heart stained with deep regret
I’m putting on my gloves to reach for things
that I could never catch
Can you hear me when I’m gone?
Can you 
Say my name in the absence of space
Can you hear me when I’m gone?
Can you 
Say my name in the absence of space
I’ve been trying my damn best to figure this all out
But you had to let me go 
You had to let me down

I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you
I’m toxic to you

toxic (prod til nord)

prod indie beats , demo

it started with a text,
Heart open head on my chest
Reach out, I know you feel it
One time is all I need babe

It’s ok to fall apart
When your minds gone you lose control 
Can you feel my lungs when you breathe?
Every breath is because of me, because of me

Bleedin out, movin on, you don’t love him the way you love me
Tell me now, am I wrong, could you love him the way you love me?

Write me up an alibi,
Save me from another life
You were mine you were mind,
 and I’ll never let you go 

Take your time take your time
Yeah I promise I’ll be home

fall apart demo (prod indie beats)

would u go back for U (prod fukcoreyy)

make up ur f6ckin mind (prod fukcoreyy)

prod. xenshel 
























i miss u peep

CanWeMakeTimeForEachother (prod. xenshel)

yeah (6x)

i gave you the world 
you told me you dont want it
tell me when to go
you know that i dont want to
leave, no

used to blend the days smoking marijuana
i dont want to live 
you told me i dont gotta
go, no

running from a world that paints me as a monster
i dont want to hide, i guess ill die a martyr
for you

one day ill be fine
to that i make a promise
tell me does your heart
remember all the finest 
things of me

since december 4th i knew just what i wanted
i just needed light i was trapped inside the darkness
without you

i shoulda called, i know i shoulda texted
i shoulda answered, been there when you messaged 
me

oh, me (3x)
Oh me, oh me
I don’t want to leave you told me I don’t got to
Tell me if I die, would you wanna follow me
Oh me

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