This is my dong right here gahhh it gets me every time 😖🙈

least emo playlist

lyrics:
What's the point of
Feeling controlled
By my own damn self perception
Again

I don't try to
Undermine you
Cause you're all I ever wanted
Anyway

How could you be
Someone like me
When you made it look so easy
To leave

What the hell was I thinking?
Giving you just any reason to
Step right in and take ahold of
Everything you ever wanted

Why could I be at fault ?
I just don't know how to love
I swear i've seen this all before
It really never was enough

Why should I try to explain?
I'm sorry bud how bout next birthday
I never. wanted anything
Instead you gave me what I'm missing

What more can I say
All our goodbyes
Already made

I swear I can't live with out you
I'll meet you there
Knowing the truth

I'm caving in
Side of my mind
What's your excuse
For leaving a child
I can't believe
I've wasted this time
Wondering if
I'm the reason why.

almost funny

Montreal kept you overnight
Now you can't see the light
Hard to view you through the snow
But what do I know

I found a box with your name on it
God damn, if you would just flaunt it
I love you, you're a Goddess
Plant me in your garden
I just want a sorry

But all these thoughts, they hit a ceiling
And I get the feeling

You're like a motion picture
You say your words like it's scriptures
But I still need your elixir
And I think you've gotten richer
God knows I'll never fix her
Your movie is just so addictive

Ooh
And I see it's gotten worse
You're so California
Smokin' marijuana
you're a prima-donna
Don't need a lot to be focused on ya
Just so much drama, you can keep the commas
You said fuck Nirvana, don't need a Brahma
But I need to know
Yes, I gotta know today

Do you feel this way
Hollaback boys don't get no play
I can't feel my face
Hot box locked in purple haze
Do you need a place
I got you the perfect space
And it's even chaste
Can't keep up I'm demon faced

YOU'RE SELFISH AND YOU KNOW IT
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN CARE
AND NOW I GOTTA ROLL SOLO
LEFT ME IN THE AIR
AND THESE THINGS THEY DON'T HEAL SO FAST ANYMORE
I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT AND YOU CAN JUST GO BE A WHO-

"SIMPLER/TIMES"

all by me, inside and out.
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Motion Picture

lyrics:

am i feeling alright?
'you feeling alright?'
maybe, i don't know?
maybe i should care

they told me at times
that its not right
although im comfortable...
sometimes i do get scared

and id lay down sometimes
complain about songs i didnt write
and i don't want to go back….

i only said i was alright one time
so now i pray that you please come back
i never said i was alright all times
and now i pray that you come home

i never say it cause
i should assume that its ok
it should be ok

but never mind that though
you could say these things to me
i swear its ok

but i shouldn't i have to relay to every single person i meet on the street
it'd remind me of all those times


sports

ouço batidas na porta mas nao tem ninguém aq
eu falo com as estrelas
vai olhar e lembrar de mim
vejo sinais que me estressam e eu penso 
e me afasto de ti
reclamo do fardo pesado mas isso foi o que eu pedi

voce chegou
olhou pra mim
e percebeu
que eu tava afim
eu confirmei
e voce sorriu
entao rolou o que se viu

pra onde eu vo ir
tantos dias sem  sorrir
tantas noites sem dormir
palvras que eu nao ouvi
eu morri mas renasci
me lembrei mas me esqueci
eu nao sei qual caminho seguir

voce chegou
olhou pra mim
e percebeu
que eu tava afim
eu confirmei
e voce sorriu
entao rolou o que se viu

eu nao posso sai ileso
nao oculto meus defeitos
tenho cantado oq eu penso
nem sempre o que eu tenho feito
mas vai surtir o mesmo efeito
porque eu sei que eu sou assim
porque eu sei que o mundo é assim
porque eu sei que eu sou assim
porque eu sei que o mundo é assim
porque eu sei que tudo é assim
isso nao muda
nada muda
e amanha ja é segunda
essa agua bate forte na minha pedra mas nao fura
e eu nunca nem pedi mas voce sempre me atura
ja falei que nao é frescura
me julga na cara dura
nao posso nem falar nada me sinto em uma ditadura
quero uma nova aventura
corrigir minha postura
dou doces e travessuras
adoçar a minha amargura
so fumo se for in natura
se tem magia conjura
sabe eu ando tao doente vai que isso me cura
e eu tentei enfrentar o dragão mas to sem armadura
e se eu estender minha mao sera que ce segura
desculpa por falar tanto é que eu vi aberturas
pra vc sou um livro aberto entao boa leitura ;)

mix/mas: diggy

livro aberto

for track & field's summer compilation vol. 2

it was gone

Salad Days

merch https://spiritgoth.com

Stream on spotify/apple

CASTLEBEAT

download

Dreamgaze

Blue Coupe

Music Videos:
- I Follow: youtu.be/SMhBll2AWNQ
- Wasting Time: youtu.be/1z6ISfu0yH4
- Heart Still Beats: youtu.be/VzOLy5qIzRs

Spotify:
spoti.fi/castlebeat-spotify

Insta:
@joshzboy
@spiritgoth

FB:
bit.ly/castlebeat-fb

Merch https://www.spiritgoth.com

vinyl / tape / cd

I Follow

About the World

12 Regrets

LYRICS

With the grass so green
Sun coating everything
That day felt a lot like walking through a dream
And with the sky so blue
We snuck into the church at school
To play a song while no one else was watching us

With the sun so bright
Walking side by side
Let me tell you that nothing ever felt so right
And with the sky so blue
A feeling in my heart strings grew
It was then I knew that I would fall in love with you

So blue
Sky so blue
So blue
Just like a dream

I can see those skies clear in my mind
Frozen in time, frozen in time
Like a scene I picked from my dreams
I can’t tell apart from reality
I hope that I can find my way out
Before I get caught in fantasy world
And get too wrapped up in what it could be
Back on my bullshit, I’m such an Aries
So I break down, stuck in my doubts
Jump too far in just to fall out
Things aren’t the way I thought them to be
There’s so many miles still set forth for me
Hop in the car, take the top down
And when we get out, drive it around
Clouds part ways and now I can see
The sky is blue above me

Sky So Blue

Disco

see us live this summer https://www.songkick.com/artists/9111259-vansire

Metamodernity

Arverne

Nevermind

nevermind

Reminiscing

CASTLEBEAT / josh hwang
i record stuff & started @spiritgoth 

vinyl/cassette/merch 
https://spiritgoth.com/search?q=castlebeat

new side project @gloomjoy
other project @jadedjuiceriders

Dreamgaze

CASTLEBEAT

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