[Verse]
You don't know why you're here, and you feel like a doormat
But I know what you want and you need, if it's still serious
How the fuck are you still curious?
I know you need your reassurance
I'm just quiet, not mysterious
Today I'd rather be hurt
When you talk to your walls
I just hope they get along
And the sound of your voice gave me piercings

[Chorus]
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong

doormat cover

they found ur lust
choose to run
ill hide ur body with the gun
do u think i give a fuck
no
when i saw you knew your the one i wanted to kill

and my bodys taken by satan
im growing the horns and i need a facelift
im gonna kill you dont think im playing
im gonna kill you dont think im playing

I miss you Basmah.... Yearning for you everyday but I understand

shawty move like that
i guess its mb
i just bought that bitch new bag
im with basmah counting all these racks
how i fuck up on ur bitch dats sad 
why u talkin on the net stay mad
why u talkin on the net stay mad
im wit @claorieie and we smoking on this gas

pretty girl on the street pls bite me

i just wanted to die
body's on the rope
i don't wanna hide
keep my feelings closed
do u wanna see me falling down below
she just saw my corpse 
it was all alone
baby watch me bleed
as my body leaves my heart
there's no coming back
fuck
guess i'll run from all this pain oh god
oh god , oh god , oh god

raw vocals i dont care im killing myself in like 2 weeks or sum shit gg lol Love yal

carving up ur face like a scar tattoo
i just took some fucking molly now ill msg u
u can tell me all ur lies know that shit aint true
if i was girly bae id rub my pussy thinking bout u
i know u dont talk to me bcz im not normal
but maybe if we talk we can be more cordial
i wanna kms cuz this life is so difficult
i wanna kms cuz this life is so difficult

yeah its a scar tattoo

bae tell me whats on ur mind
i wanna see whats inside
you make me wanna kill myself just a little bit
you think im creepy and i hide
but i just want you all the time
you make me wanna kill myself just a little bit

and fuck that instagram girl yea im talking about you

fucku jasmine

you just wanna say it girl
but you dont wanna do it girl
i want you in my world
but you dont want me back
so ill just rot inside my grave
and then ill slowly decay
i hate this girl
ill fucking kill her
every single day you wake
is worser than the last
girl ill kms while ur drowning in the bathtub

i hate her so much its hurts my head

happy tunes even though i wanna kill myself

and baby we could go to vegas if im not dead by fall
my lifes a joke and i hate it girl
i cut my wrists while i bawl
get me off this planet 
it destroyed us all
and girl i think im manic
cause you just fucked me up

moral of the story i'll be dead soon lol gg x_x

i wish i could kms so slow
girl i hope u see my pain cuz its what u fuckin wrote
and i cant even get some pussy so i think ill die alone
and i know that im so creepy i just wanna make you choke
girl ill lick ur fucking blood bite the flesh to the bone
baby tease me so bad i just wanna make you moan
but i woke up its a dream thought id fuck its all gone
i dont fuck with white bitches i need mi latina hoe

and fuck my life #killlllllllllme

i cant even lie i just wanna feel the thrill
i do all these drugs just to feel something real
baby cursed me like a witch see my skin and i just peel
why does every goddess fucking sting like an eel
six bottles in my body i dont wanna stay awake

vampire girl

u think that im  a weirdo 
i think i wanna chop u up
she said that im so creepy
(bleh)
but shes a stupid fucking slut
they'll find her body bleeding
they'll find me rotting out in cuffs

35 to life and i don't give a fuck

i promise i'm not weird... pls don't think i'm weird..

mix by me

@coldwntr
cant escape this feelin bruh i be feelin sorrow
when will it all stop? idk u tell me tho
cant make up my mind ill reply ig so
ppl say they know me but i swear dat they dont tho
always put down when ur around
my face always cast a smile when u talk but u just frown
and i always seem to wonder why u dont care
cus whenever u walk by i look for ur scent in the air

@cat-named-chris
and all my friends call me a faggot
now im rotting in the ground and im eaten by the maggots
said i wanna kill myself now she's calling me dramatic
she won't say nun else when she's rotting in my attic
i don't talk in my room , u can really hear the static
i jus rly want the drugs now shes calling me fanatic

u can really hear the static lol i hate my life x_x w/ coldwntr

and i still relapsed hahahahahahahahahaha this song is a year old btw

the shit i  be making to not relapse LOL

you just fake your heart and i cant even go
i watch the time tick by it's going by so slow
where do we go at death? i always feel alone
but its whatever cause atleast id have a home
im sick of doing shit to help me cope
it doesn't matter cause no matter ill just be alone
i wanna fucking matter ill just go back to the unknown
my skin it fucking shatters and ill kill myself its all that i can hope for

no mix to show how fucking ass i am

if it were 2008 cover (2024)

was gonna go on the main but i dont like it anymore

you hate me
i hate you
im crazy
cant blame you
dont want me
ill kill u
and then ill leave without a trace

im at the same damn spot we met at
im off my meds and idk where my heads at
you make me sick and idk if i can go back
dont wanna live cuz everyday is a throwback

you hate me
i hate you
im crazy
cant blame you
dont want me
ill kill u
and then ill leave without a trace

my life is getting harder to romanticize

save ur tears
before i break
give you my soul
its for you to take

waking up , i dont wanna be here x_x
my visions so damn blurry and i can't even see clear
i wanna kms before the end of this damn year
i don't care bout ur love x3

i start school tmr Fucking kill me

another shitty drop why havent i killed myself

ground open up beneath my feet
swallow me whole , leave me to die
running out of my medication
but at least now i can cry

when i lay down in my bed, i forget what it's like to breathe
i told you that i love you, so when are you gonna kill me?
turn your back from me while i drift away
i won't be here tomorrow
but you're best thing about today

i wont be here tomorrow

sweet september
(sweet september)
the stars are blue
(the stars are blue)
and i could spend the night
(i could spend the night)
but only if its
right with you
so take my hand
(right with you just take my hand)
and show me the way
(and its so good won't let it end)
and its so perfect
(ur so perfect it makes my day)
wouldn't have it another way
(and i'm so awful i wanna go away

(oh girl
oh girl
breath
wouldnt have it another way
so take my hand
fuck
no, no
oh)

september

i see your face again
i'm walking down the road
i just needed to think about it
i wish i couldn't think about it

you make me so upset
but you treat me oh, so good
i wish i could go back
i wish i didn't meet you
oh god



its just another song so i dont kill myself don't expect much

old / mixed by me

walking down the street looking for a victim（＾ｖ＾）
i'll pick her up then slide the drugs inside her system (x . x) ~~zzZ
baby lets fuck, get together, paint the picture ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
she's anonymous so nobody will miss her (╥﹏╥) 
carving up her face now they gotta call the stitcher ◦°˚(❛ ‿ ❛)/˚°◦
can't get it together, can't repair it, they can't fix her:)*
got a perfect body wish i didnt have to kill her
but ud tell the cops so i kinda have to kill ya

bitch thought she would fuck no i killed her instead 😂😂✌️(㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ)

i cant bother mixing this i fucking hate myself and everything i make 

and this life is such a joke
leaving everyone i know
why do u think that you know
you can't see me
i can see you, i know you're leaving
i thought life was so damn easy
i was a kid i was standing 2 feet
i'll be 6 feet in the ground
i feel nobody's around

i know you're across the world
but i'm needing you right now
i think i need you right now
i wish i could see u now

oh girl oh girl oh girl

scaared

mix - @cat-named-chris

obsessed with your asphyxiation
i wanna feel you in variations
and we could fuck girl were gonna make it
i'm gonna kill u so girl stop play-

and i been stalking i been creepin thru the window
and when ur sleeping i jus watch u w/ ur eyes closed
i think one day i'll really take u, now ur my hoe
i got a collar in the cellar so u won't go

take your time, cuz u can't take it back
u can take what's mine i threw it in the trash
i been wasting time,, i wish i could go back
now u sit and laugh
but one day i'm gonna get you

creepin 👻thru da windowww ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊

@huurt og

tried 2 love ᰔᩚ
failed twice . . .
now i feel my heart ache

⌞please just say its true⌝

dont leave
i already fucking miss you
cant live
if . .

im not the one you're into ♡⸝⸝

try to cope with
i say no 2 it ٠࣪⭑
feeling home alone
when ur not in my phone
i cant stand it
reprimand it ⸝⸝
i cant lose you
i cant lose you

chorus x2
hurt . . im feeling hurt ! ( ◡̀_◡́)

tried 2 love failed twice

self prod

honestly i couldnt wait for u to leave and run away
i can't breathe, when i was looking at u tears struck on my face
time of day, feel the air, ur so happy, couldn't care
and now i'm staring at ur photographs i'm wishing u weren't near

i should've listened to my friends
they all said that you're a joke
i'm so happy that you're gone
oh no more txts up in my phone

i hope u think of me at night while ur js
up
in
bed
alone >:)

i hope u 
cut 
urself 
tonight
i hope u
cut
up
to
the
bone

i really hate you

shawty what u tell me
i just wanna see u
i can't get enough of u bby yk i need u
im 2 fkd up gassed i can see thru

tell me is it real...
bby u been off ur meds
i don't wanna feel again
i just wanna lay in my bed

is that guy ur other option?
somedays i'm wishing i was dead
i just wanna be with you
ima

throw up
every single day
i just wanna fucking
go up
been so annoying lately
i just wanna
call u up......
im never sober
ik its over
but ill still hit u up 
oh god x2

nervous

i wasn't meant to be here and i'll be gone with time

cat named chris

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