if i could describe my life in a song, this beat would be it

Most earnestly, rest easy. I will not claim complete understanding but I cannot overstate my reverence. circa May 2022

stream

rainbow bridge

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

Yeah I'm crashing through
Seeing things in my point of view
Where was I falling out of place?
I knew
I'm going through a new wave
Being things, repeating me
Now I'll say what I think

Please, please
I gave it one more
Taste, taste
Now I'm sober
You gotta
Wait, wait
Over and over
Now I'm back in

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

Are we choosing right?
Deep in the day and night
Come on see whos right
Restart & rewrite

Please, please
I gave it one more
Taste, taste
Now I'm sober
You gotta
Wait, wait
Over and over
Now I'm back in

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online

Stream

Cyberline

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04

https://open.spotify.com/album/1qCD013uRgsrVaRfccsnik

aka the boy that moved away

You
Fucking with my head again
And you
Don't think about nobody else

You were talking 'bout how you're moving out
I was talking 'bout how I'm losing out
On your final day I was the one to come out
I think you forget just what you mean right now
Intend to fuck it up it seems
I intend to sew you at the seam

Don't think you know the answer
You know 
What I am after is more than what you're offering
Is more than what you're offering
Don't think you know the answer
You know 
What I am after is more than what you're offering
Is more than what you're offering

I could taste the salt right on the tip of my tongue
It was over so quickly
And I thought I liked the unfamiliar
Turns out maybe not, but
Yeah, so when we talk about it (okay)
I respect your perspective
But I know that you've been stuck inside your bedroom all day
I keep telling you to keep the fairytales away

You were talking 'bout how you're moving out
I was talking 'bout how I'm losing out
On your final day I was the one to come out
I think you forget just what you mean right now
Intend to fuck it up it seems
I intend to sew you at the seam

Don't think you know the answer
You know 
What I am after is more than what you're offering
Is more than what you're offering
Don't think you know the answer
You know 
What I am after is more than what you're offering
Is more than what you're offering

Mastered by TROPHYTROPHY

new school

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

safety

여보세요 나야.. 거기 잘 지내니?

produced by @ilypvc

lyrics
yeah, im in two loves and its tearing me apart
so the ones stabbing my hearts, and the others got my arts
my hearts saying love, yeah, but my mind is saying cashes
im stuck in the middle, cannot get out of this crashes..
yeah, im in two loves and its tearing me apart
so the ones stabbing my hearts, and the others got my arts
my hearts saying love, yeah, but my mind is saying cashes
im stuck in the middle, cannot get out of this crashes..

i was just moving like 1, 2, 3
i've been counting up alone for me
yeah, but u know now i love u, see?
i wanna show my love before u leave
way2many scenes, yeah i got too many things
lovecalls on my phone, tell me why did i just missed
i got too much 원, but my heart is too broken
idk my life, but u make me smile
so i wanna make u mine
(i was just moving like 1, 2, 3
i've been counting up alone for me
yeah, but u know now i love u, see?
i wanna show my love before u leave)

lovecall

interlude III

Ryan Leahan's EP Beneath a Blood Moon
Released March 29th 2024
Written, Produced, and Performed by Ryan Leahan
Additional Guitar by Bryce Bishop

Lyrics:
So four five one three
Never hunted are the monsters underneath your bed
In the mirror there's a monster lives inside my head
And I keep on looking at it telling me I'm dead
Should I believe it?
Do you feel it?

Don't you feel it in you?
Oh no
Don't you feel it in you?

And all my life
I've believed in lies
So I dug myself my very own grave
Tossed my soul six feet deep into it
Seen it crawl right outta that hole n
keep on sayin' that I couldn't have screwed it up more
Believing the curse of its words
It fuels this perception of me that I don't hurt
It's a burden recurrin'
for I'm never alone
The devil's on my shoulder and the monster's in my bones

Don't you feel it in you?
Oh no
Don't you feel it in you?
Don't you in you?
Oh no
Don't you feel it in you?
Don't you in you?

The Monsters in Me and You

Emil & Friends // "Josephine"

update: i bought a switch lmk if u wana play LOL

but the animal crossing app is great

i cant afford the switch

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