GIVES OFF SO MUCH GABBY START/VYLET PONY VIBES ITS SO INSANE

i love this song so much diary ng fanget core

cat boy jeepney is my favorite 2024 soundcloud find

reques po aq lyrics neto tnx po shoutdout sa fsmily ko from baguio

(fka 'notes / mmxx')

written last 2019-2020, me switching PCs earlier this year & creative differences with what I had in mind two years ago has led me to lose all my files for this project. I'd consider this project 'scrapped' up until two months ago.

as i'm currently working on another EP, the thought of this project unreleased has bothered me enough to finish it off mp3 exports from a year ago. even the album art was salvaged off an old SoundCloud export I had around april 2020.

paalam

09/19/2021

i don't know when i'll see you

wag kang umiyak
sandali gumayak
aking sigaw

sa pagmulat ng mata
akoy di makapagpahinga
pagod na pagod ngunit
hindi ko kayang umidlip
sa paggising sana
mundo ay wakas na
bawat talata 
ng mga liham na pinadala
hindi kayang mabasa
dahil ang mga letra ay binura

ang pagwakas ng lahat
sinulid nakatatak
hindi ko
kakayanin

behave - century tuna at skyflakes sa antigong papag

iyong-angbandangshirley-cover-draft-001hehe

hindi na makakain
hindi na rin makatulog
dahil sa malalim na malalim na kalungkutan

hindi na makaligo
hindi na ako makalabas
dahil ss malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

sa pagpitik ng bawat segundo
iniisip ko nalang sana
kaya kong magpahinga
kahit isang buwan
kahit isang taon
isang linggo
gusto ko lang naman mawala muna sa mundo sa maiksing oras at bumalik kung kelan kaya kona lumaban muli
sana ganon lang kadali
sana buhay ay madali
hindi kasi ako mapakali

hindi na makausap
hindi na makapagaral
dahil sa malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

hindi ko na kaya
hindi na pwede pang
sumaya
dahil sa malalim
hindi ko maintindihan

behave - hindi na mangyayari

salem
naiinis ako sayo pag tumatae ka sa ilalim ng lababo
sa gitna ng madaling araw at magagalit si mami
"damputin mo na yung tae sa ilalim ng lababo"
paulit ulit paulit ulit

gigising sa tanghali sa tatlong oras na tulog
panibagong araw nanaman para tarantaduhin ng kapitalismo
sawa na ako mainvalidate
buti pa ikaw wala kang pake
nanapak ka lang pag ayaw mo na ng belly rubs

salem
alam mo bang first time ko mapanood ang radioactive sago kagabi
siguro pag naging tao ka
si lourd de veyra ka
tapos slowcore ang tugtugan pag mag isa sa bahay
parang ako minsan 
nakikinig sa sana nandito ka

pero salem
sana umuwi ka na mamaya
tulog na ako
miss na kita

Reflections After Salem

cause maybe (lately)
ive been wondering if you were just hasty (lately)
my heads been turning (i earned it)
why you were dishonest did i hurt you (i earned it)

so spit it out, bubble gum
(you dont even have to say it)
shape shifting now, just for fun
(changing by the way you want)
and then you take it off when your done
(you hide it far away from me)
there was a wedding ring, now its gone

DONT CALL ME LOSER
I WIN I WIN
WHERE DO I BEGIN?
I SEE YOU FALLIN IN, FURTHER THAN, I HAVE EVER BEEN

IM NOT THE CHEATER
I SWEAR I SWEAR
DONT YOU EVEN DARE
COME AND TELL YOUR LIES, VOLATILE, NOTHING COULD SUFFICE

u used to be 
someone I could trust 
but now youre hurting
your posture looks like an L
no wonder youre so good at always losing

so spin around a couple more
till fall down to the floor
just like how you hurt me before

youre just a fish girl wearing goth nets
with an ego for a heart
all you do is tear people apart

LOSER

will i still love you in the spring?
cause my heart's got lots to give
or will you let it wilt away?
color my world, then leave it grey

will your picture stop my heart again
so bad i light a cigarette
then i summon my ancestors
who shame me for how down bad i am

will you be aching for my presence
the way you crane your neck for a kiss
from the summer sun to your skin

sorry for all this talk of seasons
i just fear for a future where you wont be familiar with my name

will you still like me in the spring?
does your heart have room to spare?
if/when you thirst for tenderness
know that my spring's for you to rest in
dive in

will you feel so unreal to me
i reach out for your hand
when you hold it back
feels like i'm finally running my fingers thru some grass

and it won't feel like the first time
ever again, but i'm fine with that
just as long as you want me for the next

cause you can bet that i'll still want you
but if my spring of love's a bit too big
for you to swim in

you can tell me, like we practiced
better to quit while we're ahead

but if i still love you in the spring
when my heart's got more to give
please don't let it wilt away
please don't let it wilt away

lovespring - Japanese Surplus

MAYBE MITSKI

matches on the floor
screaming ashes im terrified
i said "let me have some more!"
while Im beside my back door

in Quezon Ave.
i thought I was someone new
(I'm still imprisoned by my own mistakes)

what I said was true
it all depends on you!
(i loved you from the start)

accidents are meant to happen
and you didnt signed up for this
(hands down it's over, the end is near)

you're my perfect memory
too bad we're not meant to be

I think about you everyday
i wanna see you again someday
i'll always find a way
and i hope you will forgive me
you are always beautiful
even if you hurt me

tossing rocks at your window
i know you're underneath your pillow
all alone in your thought so

finding meaning and answers
Pull my heart on the trigger
wish I could've been better

oh juliette you don't know how much you mean to me

my head's on the ceiling
(i wanna see you again)
you should know what I'm feeling
(i wanna hear you again)
i don't know where I'm going
(would you guide me again?)
tell me what am I doing?
(are we playing pretend?)

my heart
my heart
my heart

Sin In October

in the abyss of my soul, im chained
in this prison of emotions, restrained
stillness in my room, silence so loud 
they stifle my sound

chains of sorrow, it pulls me down
memories and regrets, battles fought
love and heartbreak, truth untold
with each tear shed, my heart cripples

nay
tay
paalam na


paalam na

"Veering from ditties about outdated technologies and Chinese take-out to accurately observed portraits of young hearts in turmoil, the lengthily-named album (which seems to have been concocted for the sole purpose of irritating music critics) is the perfect soundtrack to the manic-depressive adolescent, the kind who finds amusement by either endlessly debating the absurd with oneself or by playfully running the sharpest of kitchen utensils over the exposed and inviting wrist-flesh."
-- Erwin Romulo

NU 107's Best New Artist 2002.

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