This is some of Willow’s early bedroom pop stuff. He called himself “Portable Document Format”.

0:00​ stop kissing in the middle of the hallway
2:04​ my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar
4:12​ lonely boy goes to a rave (cover)
5:26​ I love my computer
7:57​  my favorite aesthetics
9:43​ 最後の曲

XO_willow☆ - stop kissing in the middle of the hallway

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tbh i was just ranting over a beat to let my feelings out, pretty amateur

im so confused i dunno wut 2 do now u say u lov me but u alwayz seem to let me down
we both know its not how it was before n it hurts so much cuz now all u do is ignore
why is it so hard for me to just control my feelings say ull love me forever but u always end up leaving
i just wanna go back but maybe its too late but u dont even care why do i try in the first place
i wanna leave but im so scared of change i wanna let go but im so afraid

i rly just wish all these thoughts would stop 
and i know its not all ur fault but it rly hurts me a lot
i just wanted comfort but all u do is use me use me~
why is everything like this? why is it so toxic?
get out of my mind i dont wanna feel the distance...

i dunno what to do i just wanna stop crying 
maybe i should say goodbye i always feel like im dying 
n i know u dont love me n ik u dont care 
what the fuck did i do? why is everything so unfair?

im sorry its like this im sorry i cant fix it
im sorry i ruined everything im sorry i was toxic
im sorry i loved u too much im sorry i still love u
im sorry i drove you away im sorry that i stayed
im sorry i even loved you in the first place

i should just say goodbye 
but it hurts so much inside
i dont know what to do 
im lost without you..

the devil has the best tuna

on the movie screen
past the greatest loss
surely I am stuck
shows her soft eyes
bask and ageless
x3
she asks herself

I'll say
don't wait for me
I'll say
I'm losin sleep

Movie Screen

Fluorescent Ray (Official Video) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZl3KV0GT2E

Fluorescent Ray *Video In Description*

--lyrics--
bleed out all the sin
lips of death sing lullabies
enchanting
she's calling

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me

by the tree there's a bird
she eats the worm
feed off of pain
life so worthless
like an idiot
you make me feel stupid
oh oh oh oh oh

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me
filled with rot
make me something i'm not
the sun shines apon me
and it burns
i begged for your help
and you turned

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

somebody's fiending around the corner
dopamine.
i looked for too long and i
fell in love.
accidents happen again, the same mistakes
i'm losing my friends.

i know i'm worthless
i know to give up
you don't care
don't pretend
i hate myself
this is the end
lay down in a grave
i'm nothing
end my suffering.

diary

For skanks, big rigs, morning misery and love's coffee

Bloody Daquiriz n Trailer Park Junkiez

everyones having fun but me 
shoot every fucking NPC
just lock me up and throw the key
i dont deserve a single thing
if i fit in would you still leave
im a dumb ass, a fucking meme
where shes from shes a whore 
play the game never score
cut you off its so forced
fuck you too get ignored

i switched up
you whored out 
you see the look on my face
when we meet everyday
i wont leave a damn trace

im still a fucking normie
at least my life isnt gg
im tired of online girls 
i talk to them and then repeat
my genres rated PG wtf does that even mean
i wanna blow my brains out
i think i need some more HP

Internet Terrorist

Dead body ( MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE )

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