There’s a pile of laundry in the corner
And a nothingness in my brain this morning
The goddamn clothes won’t fold themselves
And this nothingness won’t ever leave me alone

In a crumbling yellow house I owned a dog 
We’d go walking and she’d clear my head
And those days manifest this monologue
Cause I don’t have that dog anymore

This is a song about a silly crisis
An existential corny catastrophe 
This is a song about this stupid crisis
Like summer’s grass have I gone to seed
I no longer trust all that arose in me
Since I have this crazy capacity
To always dream of sweet eternity

In that one story ranch I wrote the epilogue
I wrote each time that I was a laughingstock
And our history collapsed to singularity
And I wondered why I don’t have a dog anymore

This is a song about a silly crisis
An existential threat to everything 
This is a song about this fucking crisis
Like autumn’s wheat I think I’ve gone to seed
Should I never trust in anything
Or maybe there’s nothing to believe
Or maybe it’s time to finally 
Maybe it’s finally time 

To get a dog
Then she’ll come home
Please can she come home

The singularity was lost in the laundry

Laundry

Sometimes sounds are drenched with dread 
A sound a scream inside my head
Disguised as a sweet and silly song
About waking up where I belong

When will I see you my friend
When will I see you again
Where will I see you my friend
Where will I see you 

Maybe I’ll see you in a tumbling twirl
On a diamond mountain in a faraway world
On a distant planet in an ancient system
The stars twinkling aflight in your pale blue eyes

This raisin’s found inside my pills
A metaphor for something instilled
Inside your precious minds
About how you’ll be surprised

When I see you again
When I see you again
Where will I see you again

Maybe I’ll see you with that pink plastic girl
On an aqua hill in that faraway world
On a distant planet in that ancient system
The world shining bright in your big brown eyes

I know I’ll see you when our black holes converge
And our galaxies crash in a seismic swirl
On a distant planet in that ancient system
The stars shining bright in each of your eyes

Diamond Mountain

Content Warning: This song contains themes of emotional struggle and self-reflection. Listener discretion is advised.

I cut my skin, I bleed my name,
but I am still breathing, fading in time
When I tried to speak my words don’t land
Like no one hears a sound.

Oh, lucky man, I’m not invisible,
A big weight to hold, large pain to feel
So I’ll scream loud
I’ll scream loud

Turn to dust, fade to grey,
was I ever here anyway?
I tried to fight, but lost the war

Oh, lucky man, I’m not invisible,
A big weight to hold, large pain to feel
So I’ll scream loud
I’ll scream loud

I could be gone, you wouldn’t stare
If you don’t see me, I don’t care
I don’t care I’ll scream aloud.

Lucky man, I’m not invisible…

White Rabbit

Lucky man

[Peace Demo -Lyrics]

Straight into the darkness
I'll be fine, I was born there
Let motionless become you
Like a fly to a lamp

They'll be screaming "what's wrong with you?" Well, they don't understand.
Hatred, killing... on one planet. Will it ever end?

Pointless death is all around us.
Can god prevent it?

Life hangs on by a thread
And humans know but don't care one bit

I don't play no favorites
Cause suffering is all the same
I motioned to the blind ones
But they all know which way to go

They'll be screaming "What a freak!!" and "You're a radical!!"
Violence, murder... please don't hurt them, when will it ever end?

Up in the sky a cloud is looming
Is this what we all wanted?

What's with the hate...
I won't ever change!!!!

Fuck war.

Peace

I like to sing three songs every day and every night
I like to sing three songs or else I’ll fall down

Is everybody here with me
Everybody’s here I see
Yes everybody stays for free
Yes even you the cashy queen

Yes even you the cashy queen
As long as you always say what you mean
Yeah you never really have to leave
Cause you can always stay with me my friend
You can always stay for free my friend

If you sing a song of stars in me
Sing a song of stars in me
Then you don’t really every have to leave
And you can always stay with me

You never have to stay away 
Please come back again to play 
Cause these song they never do convey
That you can always stay with me my friend
Yeah you can always stay for free my friend
Oh please always stay 

Yeah you’ll be coming round here more 
Coming round here more

If you sing a song of stars in me
Sing a song of stars in me
Sing a song of stars in me
Sing a song of stars in me

Stars in Me

(Special guest lyricist and melody writer WDC, circa age 11)

When the sun comes out 
And I wake up
I start moving 

I am moving moving moving moving moving
Living the life of a dream
Cause I am going and I'm going and I'm going
And I’m flying through the air
Cause I am living living living living living
And I’m not resting now
Cause I am going and I’m moving
And I’m living the life of a fairy tale

And I’m coming from somewhere
Going for the clouds and the sky
I am climbing horizons
And making my way from the ground
Cause I am going flying
Rising in the air
But I couldn’t have done it without my wings
Oh I couldn’t have done it without my wings

I am climbing
To the horizon

My Wings (w/ guest songwriter WDC)

She was a terrible beauty 
But there were no songs to be found
Along her path that I wandered  
While I roamed from town to town 
I ended back at that place 
Where their words they numbed my mind
And they numbed my mind
And they numbed my mind

Awoken from my slumber 
With a bomb that left me weak 
Hand to hand we ushered in 
A toxic symphony 
In a germination flammable
It so ruined my mind
And you ruined my mind
And you ruined my mind

The trail you took was oh so very serpentine
But along that path I wish that you had turned around
And dropped that bomb on your own mind
I thank the lord I lost you 
In the nick of time

All I want is my soul to shine again

The path you took to find me was so serpentine
But along that path why couldn’t you have turned around
And sicced your love on another's mind
I thank the lord he took you 

In the nick of time

Bomb

Where have you been last night?
This love is over.
Won’t you say maybe?
Won’t you stay? 

When I look into your eyes,
I know it’s our goodbye, goodbye.
You chase the skyline,
And I'm left here waiting.

Want you say maybe,
won’t you stay?
Want you say maybe,
won’t you stay?

Where have you been last night?
This love is over.
Over
Over
Over
Over
Over
This love is over

Maybe

The still walls breathe in 
the shades of blue,
ghosts of your touch
hum in the air.

I drink the air 
but I drown instead,
lungs filled with things
we couldn’t save.

How can I call it home?
Since home is wherever you stay.
And should I tear the wall?
Since home is wherever we sway

No place like you

Drowned beneath, forgotten dreams
cry me a river.

I watch the crows paint skies in red,
their wings unfold where angels bled.
A golden mask without a face…
Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me now?
Through the dirt and through the ground?
I am singing
but the sound won’t reach your soul.

A river hums a hollow tune,
carrying voices to the moon.

Dust to dust, it all decays,
but something lingers in the haze.
A golden mask without a face…
Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me now?
Through the dirt and through the ground?
I am singing
but the sound won’t reach your soul.

Can you hear me now...
Or am I just buried in silence?

Can you hear me now?
Through the dirt and through the ground?
I am singing
but the sound won’t reach your soul.

The voice beneath

Enchanting lands
beneath our open skies
chasing light
nothing to let us down

Each kiss becomes a shift,
through stars and breath
to the end of time.

We tremble in blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.
We tremble in the blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.

Your green eyes, 
paint all the stars 
No regrets and 
space for the words now.

Each kiss becomes a shift
Through stars and breath
to the end of time.

We tremble in blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.
We tremble in the blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.

Now I lose my doom
I can see your 
hands on mine.
Now I lose my doom
I can see your 
hands on mine.

We tremble in blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.
We tremble in the blue
flying high, flying high
is endless.

Flying high

Purging my powerlessness over the infinite emptiness by serving up indie rock to the masses. 

Crafted and produced at home during an epic existential crisis. These songs came from outer space whence they shall return in due time.

Apologies if I wrote a song about you. It wasn't my fault. Peace.

Bomb

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