wow... thank you so much to everyone, so much, for listening to my music and for encouraging me. my heart is beating so fast rn.

it's my first song where i'm singing, ever... and i was truly scared and holding back for awhile. i didn't want to release another ambient song, i love too many genres to limit myself to one where i can hide behind the production like i have. first time making shoegaze too, it was so fun.

the deep words from friends, and even strangers who'd tell me they liked a song... really really makes me emotional, it was such a help to put it out. anyways, this isn't out on spotify, i'm debating on it; for now i'll let it breathe on soundcloud and bandcamp. 

thank you ৎ୭ see u soon i promise!

as if

aaaaaaa... so many feelings going through me rn. i am kinda insecure about this song (the singing part at the end took me so long to decide on). it's a bit unusual/experimental but i had so much fun making it. my bby Caldera, now for u too. 


thanks to all of my mutuals - your support on what i make calms me down - i'm lucky to know you. 

n thank u to the strangers who only show up when i post music (??) its so cool that u keep tabs on my music :]


｡۫۫۫ as if & Caldera are both on spotify now!


-> https://beingofheat.com/caldera

Catra

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