going insane listening to this 🥹🥹🥹

unhealthy attatchment & realization,

..
lyrics:

it was fun while it lasted
should've trusted my gut
i was such a distraction
and i wish i wasn't so nice,
guess thats just god did
and its a weakness,
you didn't need me,
you didn't see me, though

and i've lost control
and you dont even know
how it feels
'cause you played with my heart
and now you get the thrill
and tell me baby was i enough?
was i all the things you loved?
and tell me baby , was i the one?
'cause i'd rather disappear if you weren't here

something about this world
just seems to drive me insane
dependency on levels they can't be explained
I'm unhealthily attached to you
i just don't feel clear, with you i feel so blue

---
prod. quintuple

i wish i wasn't so nice

jansport (zoot)

https://open.spotify.com/album/60QnC1LcNdkbJMQHsb5No4?si=Qs2M4sTYQCegRMq42iNlEg

all plats

(14 out of 15)

* goodbye happy ending,

~ 
prod. flyy eli
lyrics:

its always you
i cant love anybody else but you
and it doesn't matter what you've put me through
and i wish i wasn't such a coward

cause everyday you're in my mind like, oh
and everybody says let go
oh cant you see i cant let go of you?

oh what do i do?
cause its always u
cause i love u
and i don't want anybody else but u

i didn't know what true love was
and you pulled on my heart strings
you're so enticing
tell me what do i do?
tell me what do i do?

and i gave it my all
and i watched it all fall
and i really needed you
i really wanted you, oh


-


thank you, for everything ~

always u ~

https://open.spotify.com/track/75EtZMopZrrw4N1wIdWPeh?si=af6f10aafd9f4af0

intro - (1 out of 15)

* how i felt the day we met,

~
prod. KASH!
lyrics:

and i could never forget the day that we met
all of those silly jokes and flattering compliments
and in my mind i'm thinkin'
"God, i hope i don't lose him"
he is one of a kind, one i'm not losing, no

and i hope that he stays
he's got me feelin' a type of way
God, don't play a trick on me
this boy is all i really need (2x)

(he's all i really need)

i hope our future remains so bright
remember singing you all those corny lullabies
and all those nights we said "it will be alright"
i knew i forever wanted you by my side

by my side,
please don't leave my side
how could i forget the day we met
it's always on my mind

when you were by my side
everything was alright
how could i forget the day we met?

-

thank you, for everything ~

thank you, for everything ~

the day we met ~

(12 out of 15)

* this is sickening, i might go insane

~
prod. meutry
lyrics:

cant sleep or eat without you
but you're happy 
and that is the truth

i dont know what to do and
feelin' like such a fo and
i can't get you out my brain
think i'm goin insane

i'm fallin 
where are you now
cause i'm drownin 
and i'm screaming out

i didn't know how it would feel 
when it's not you & me
i'm fucking sick to my stomach
i might go insane

i need you
and this can't be true
i miss you i miss you
i fucking miss you

mmm' i don't know where to go now
don't want anyone else
don't want anyone else

mmm' love will never find its way out
my heart belongs to you
i dont want anyone else

-

thank you, for everything ~

i don't want anyone else ~

Lyrics:
only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies (x2)

trying to keep it together but im falling to pieces
you promised me forever, so why are you leaving?
you know ill keep holding onto you
even if you're the boy who cried wolf

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies 

wish i could get out my mind
the exists too hard to find
getting too tired to try

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies

Only Feel Okay Sometimes

build me up, break me down w/ JUT & BH Malice (prod. saint mike)

the way i $aw you [prod pr1nce]

Ima roll up the dope and then smoke it 
I can’t fuck with my ex no more 
my nigga can’t talk with lames
Yeah She said that’s she wanna go back to the past 
do I look like a DeLorean?
Shout out Che this shit like euphoria oh
Come here girl tryna see more of you oh
If that boy try me then fuck ima send him there
That bitch been shining so much like a chandelier 

Demons took hold of me fuck why you standing there?
She wanna be with me don’t put your heart in there
No I’m not thinking right no
I just wanna be left alone 
In tandem with my mind all night long
restless nights mental fights Watashi-bo no kaku kunai (I don’t have any of my books)

I told the bitch goodbye I wanna ruin her life 
Let’s take a trip to night
Don’t waste all my time

She wanna come and go hang like a chandelier
Told me come over but I do not see you here
Hold up, it's a stick up
I just wanna talk about how I want my dick sucked
Shut the fuck up bitch go and take notes
All my enemies topple over like some goddamn dominoes
I don't wanna see you with another guy
Baby do you remember that one night
Baby do you remember that one sight
Mental battles in my head, had to bring a gun into my dreams
You're the reason why I don't keep peace
You're the reason why I don't fight sleep
I realized that you don't need me
I realized it's not that deep
You may think so but it's not
I still want you out by 3

Yeah, bitch it’s 4am not really 4 but it’s 4am 
Run it run it up bitch I got plans
might fuck with the system solo ima level 
I know don’t we talk but im tryna level 
You not at the top but you top at the spectrum (haaaa)
That nigga dumb that nigga special
Guitar rock ready my nigga I’m a rebel
Rap beef chief keef nigga don’t try it
Put a glyph on my gun that shit look Mayan 
Ooh I think she lying 
Ooh I think she mine
Wheels up bitch no time for that
She gave her soul and signed for that

i don't want anyone else ~

catrica

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