Name: cemetery park by catstem
Duration: 6 min 52 s
Description: artwork drawn by carrie mark (https://x.com/carriemarker_)

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i am going to fail english this semester but its fine

lose

Venturing - Gaze Of Eternity 01 04 2001.mp3

gentle machinery

prod. me

lyrics:
pull my heart out
when you told me
do you see?

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?

I'd try ask you but you're part of me
I'll cut into my own self

Breathing from my skin
Let my body dwell within
My head enveloped in constant tides of thoughts
My own ocean
I don't see myself when I wake up at night
The mirror in my mind is black and white
I don't have myself
I can't feel my hold
Where's my light
Where's my way out now

Try my best to heal
But you can't fix emotions
Without all the
Time I've  lost
Chasing time i held
Thinking that its right
But my body just won't move
All the times I've told you
All the times I've
Tried to stay whole when I fell down

Still hear my name in the wind
Still feel what you said float by me
Deconstruct my own emotions
Maybe ill find what's wrong with

Did you feel me did you love me
Was this really what i wanted
Did you see what i was did you open me
Did you need what i felt you wanted to see

I try keep it locked inside but I  (ego shatters break my heart)
Don't think i can hold on much longer (tear my body rip apart)
Don't you see i'm just breaking down (cause what do I really want)
Into pieces of what I once was (cause is what I have enough)
(cause do you still care for me) (cause like who am I really)

Won't forget where I came from

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
Do you feel?

deconstructing the human ego

dedicated to that hang nail i got before my last senior concert in highschool RIP

all the noise
it blisters my hand
so ill need some love
cover my last scar
and ill show you 
what i wanted to hide
ill bleed and ill cry
my finger is so torn
all the scabs
i thought they were scattered on the floor
i felt so useless after that 
what did you do
i felt like crying so many times
cry me a river 
i couldnt do anything
 i shouldnt do anything
 i wouldnt do anything

torn skin

artwork drawn by carrie mark (https://x.com/carriemarker_)

cemetery park

@pincode8485
@bpiv

Murrumur:
I think I've hit another point
Where I'm not sure what i am
Threads don't start then never end, never end
My room is splattered with pastel blood
And photos of the dead
And dead ends from the hair that I've kept
Tethers mend
Patchwork friends with empty sigils in their names
Find a vein and draw their blood
Lost in language all the same
All the same

8485:
Hello please
Legacy recall
Crawl my backup files
Facial scan, halfway smile
Sudden face, sudden glance
Camera flashes back again
I watch the change reanimate itself
A frame a day and forget where it ends
I came back wrong,i wake up then
Missing now, shrouded thieving lore
From my unselves’ unfriends unsuspected nonetheless
Covering up my unclean hands

Body 40 below
Time frozen and cold
As it would be, as it should
As above, so it goes
Body left, representing innocence even in death
Tore my tongue and went ahead
From the last back to the next
The threshold gets your fingers wet

Murrumur:
Cancer’s sixes as Gemini's twins eat themselves like a snake
All my skin, all my limbs tear and screech like violin strings
Venus splits me into halves, into thirds, into fourths
Initiate second phase, second gate from the source
Coincidence, 108
Is there more to this fate
Hallucinate fragmentation
Replication of my frame
Let me out of this case
Vessel’s sick, no escape
But if i cut myself away I'm not worth shit
And I’ll still age

In the mirror someone’s face
What was i called anyway?
Different places, different names
Different masks, different tape
Navigate through my maze
Labyrinth, stew in hate
Centipede made of threads
Every leg carries death out to the places that I’d fear to tread
Not sure it’d ever end
Let it end
I’m shreds
Dead again and again
And again

patchwork of the twins + 8485 [murrumur & bp iv]

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