guess it just wasn't enough then (prod. eric godlow & M.E)

Produced by @skinnyatlas 
Guitar by @prxstigious
Mix & Mastered by @skinnyatlas 
Cover art by ig @hxyzo




Tell me how you dealin 
Like I don’t know the feelin
Only time I’ll healin 
when gun shoots backwards
Ya from the bleachers 
Hi it’s nice to meet cha 
I’ll be for the evening 
N then I’m getting plastered 
 
Got the world on my the shoulder 
N my back hurts 
In a room full leeches and some actors 
Ya It’s just another chapter 
Of idk wtf I’m chasing after

plastered (prod. skinny atlas)

lyrics:

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

cause i get paranoid as fuck
from seeing my role models shot
and taking drugs from trusted people and then drop
so they can drop all of their music and then turn disgusting profit
so i’m dropping any plan to give em money from my hand
because no matter how i feel they gonna want me sad again
and i just worked too fucking hard to be taken advantage of
and i’ve seen visions of my early death ahead

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

and i don’t wanna die in vain 
every day i worry bout this shit it make me feel like i’m insane
and i don’t trust nobody other people gonna be the ones to put me in a grave
so i'll play it safe
never go outside never leave my fucking cave
if i can't get high then i drink
and all i really need is for you to fucking

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
"systema solaris" ep

darker side of the moon w/ eric godlow

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

Lyrics:

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 1)

I feel stuck in my awareness, I’m not tryna sound arrogant 
It’s just that I feel like there’s so much goin’ on 
around me 
They expect me to be hard as iron, and that’s word to robert downey 
Watchin’ it slowly surround me, everything is cloudy

I look deep into the mirror
And I see me frowning 
I wish everything was clearer
So the rain won’t fuckin drown me
Started pickin up the slack 
For all the people that’s around me 
Started pickin up the pieces
So they’re not upset like I be

And maybe that’s the real issue
Need to do it for myself and not because I fuckin’ miss you 
If I get back in that story I’m gon’ need a fuckin tissue
Hopefully you understand why I no longer fuckin need you

Sorry everybody for my language 
Lately I’ve been so upset that i start causin hella damage
I’m not violent, just depressed and it’s a never-ending cycle
I just hope that I can be at peace when my eyes close 

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 2)

See nowadays I don’t even worry ‘bout what
could’ve been
It’s taken me so long to finally figure out where I fit  in
They wanna smoke up and get high and wanna be a kid
I can’t even blame ‘em cause nobody listens 

No one hears me, hears you
Here is me, what am I supposed to do 
I don’t get no fuckin sleep
What the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, I need answers please
what the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, tell me, honestly 

“Just, tell me what’s wrong
I wish that you would talk to me”
I said you better go home
I know you’d rather try to help because that’s better for your conscience
Bur if I’m being honest
I’d rather you feel guilty
Than talk about what I’m lost in
Than talk about my nonsense
I just need to process
the concept I’ve forgotten

Lately I’ve been locked in
Or maybe just a bad friend
Depends on where you’re watchin
Maybe I should stop and -

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, (woo), oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now

When do we settle?

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Breathe, slow down

Go Now (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

love u @seem_bng
Mixed, Mastered & Produced by: @areyoumatthias
Vocals Mixed by: @kayostarri

lyrics:

im starting to think im worthless
cause my lifes a fucking mess
im just going through these curses
please know im trying my best

you're saying its not as bad as it seems
but i know you'll learn to regret me
i wanna learn to love myself
but im just so fucking ugly, yeah

dropping out, disappointing everyone
try my best to make it up to my mom
do my best, that's what you use to always say
now im falling apart on the brightest day

now im bitchin' 'bout how life ain't fair
got me doubled-down, on my knees, tearing out my hair
got one big, happy family, but im never there
cause no one ever gave a shit, no one ever cared

x2

i want to love myself, but im sO F*CKING UGLY DUDE

produced by jhove
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)

yeah i know im making excuses
im on the brink boutta lose it
when you are feeling by yourself
i just sit and make music
yeah it's messed up i know it
i care and wanna show it
but it's kinda difficult
because i know you're also broken
i can change it, trust me
i know it's hard to love me
there's a lot that i dont talk about
i shrug it off, its funny
how i know you feel the same
and im the one to blame
maybe someday i'll grow up
but for now i'll stay the same yeah

i dont deserve you
(i dont deserve you)
i know i have issues
(i know i have issues)

yeah but you helping me through them
healing my cuts and my bruises
what you been doing is working
and my conditions improving
oh take me back tonight
i cant explain whats inside
and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright
(and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright)

maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)
x2

when we’re older (jhove)

written and performed by: @futoh and @lxstboymusic
mix and mastered by: @futoh and @lxstboymusic
produced by: lean teen
---
first single of my collab album with my good friend Lxst Boy, hope yall enjoy<3
---
lyrics soon.....

four in the morning w/ Lxst Boy (prod. lean teen)

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

no.cape - R U N A W A Y (stream_error)

my main ig has been hacked. new ig @imstillawakeidiot

darker side of the moon w/ eric godlow

cavasoul

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