Prod. weepings

yes I'm shooting for the stars 
but from the start I always knew
had to change my life up
get my drive up
do what I wanted to do
cause I'm the only one that cares
you don't know the weight that bares
imma run from, my own purpose in life
making music
watching how I do this
sing another song tonight to heal up all the bruises
waste away
grind another day
lying to my face
hope I can escape
~
hold the phone
back in my zone
got some backbone so I left for the throne
had to postpone all the plans for the fans
got my fate in my hands
gotta chase all these bands
smoke all these jams
spread all these grams
working at night while y'all counting these lambs
~
New moon working on myself, i'm getting in tune
Too soon, slow but steady ready for the new you
new views, take all that you know
never trust no hoe when you're in a state of flow
x2
~
i said it's new starts and new beginnings
red hearts and gucci linens
hitman, I'm on a mission
I got a vison, I'm only winning
I killed that
think that i'm reaching my skill cap
mixing producing and rapping I finese with passion
I'm making the music I couldn't imagine at 19
flow is so dirty need hygiene
killing the beat, it's a crime scene
raising my vibes. then I go for drive and my purpose is clear like some visine
oh I'm love with this shit, live for the music I'm never gon quit
thankful for you, got something to pursue on
~
white lines in the night time, got me floating in the clouds at the right time
but I'm done with that, make my mental wack
when I hit her on the phone I hope she hit me back

New Moon

produced by boyfifty and kuji 

not dropping officially so i thought a soundcloud release was good enough ❤️

-lyrics- 

(lxst boy)
been a minute, i’m sitting
i’m thinking about you 
let me finish, i didn’t 
i didn’t know how to
where did all the time go?
the memories we made
used to live them in the moment
now i write them on a page
i got
i got something to say
and God knows you won’t listen
i been holed inside this room
there’s no escape, it’s like a prison 
and i know it’s probably cliche 
but karma came to repay
i met up with the reaper
now my heart is set to decay

an omen in the breeze 
i’m sorry i can’t stay 
i’ll never fall asleep
oh baby im dead awake
in my head
i’m a wreck
i cannot say what’s inside 
oh darling i might
i might run across this bridge and jump it
i don’t 
i don’t mind

(rxseboy)
drawbridges open, closing 
like our dms
every couple days i’m getting blocked
now i don’t see them
i pretend that everything is good
girl i get recents
but you decide it’s time to be petty
without a reason
it’s really improbable, create the obstacles
i swirl around while the current is changing 
i got a bottle of problems, i swallow them
now im drowning in pain meds
i never thought that it would get to this point 
im jumping off the bridge 
cause everything i loved, you destroyed 

(lxst boy)
an omen in the breeze 
i’m sorry i can’t stay 
i’ll never fall asleep
oh baby im dead awake
in my head
i’m a wreck
i cannot say what’s inside 
oh darling i might
i might run across this bridge and jump it
i don’t 
i don’t mind

water under the bridge (demo) w/ Rxseboy

Blind Guided Steppin'

Entropy
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Entropy
You could look in my eyes and just tell that I'm gone
Entropy
It's the state of my mind after packing the bong
My room is always a mess, Piling stress
Can't say I'm trying my best
Chaos is on the horizon
Fight like I'm Tyson
God this life sucks like a Dyson
Always fall back into my stupid ways
Thought it would stop but this shits not a phase
All my mistakes I have them on replay
Up in my mind until I fade away
To nothing
Now I have nothing
Oh don't I know myself, not anymore
Tired of bluffing
I play pretend when I walk out the door
Act like I'm something
Waking up sober and cold on the floor
Clutching to nothing

Entropy
You could look in my eyes and just tell that I'm gone
Entropy
It's the state of my mind after packing the bong
Entropy
The easiest path is most often the wrong
Entropy
The choices you make will come back and haunt

I collect addictions
Like a trophy on the wall
Static in the air
I can barely breathe at all
In this generation we truly have it all
Overstimulation, we're in constant withdrawal
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

i cant sleep please leave me alone (prod. ocean)

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