teeth straight but my smile not w/ lxst boy (prod. raspy)

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Today, I realized I've been letting myself down.

Jan 17 (Excuses)

Anyone waiting to hear my voice/rap can finally hear it :)

Telling the story of a kid living in a rough household, not personal, but something many can relate to. Enjoy :)

Written by jxsie beats & Lxst Boy
Produced by jxsie beats

LYRICS:

jxsie:
I woke up feeling so dizzy with a flower in my hand
Stood straight up tall then it hit me
I always think that I can
But all the bones in my body been shrinkin' down recently
And all the weight on my shoulders is getting down to my knees
I think it's time to let go because I dont feel alive
While papa stares at me vaguely oh God I just wanna cry
Cuz I dont eat that much food and when he asks me "oh, why?"
I dont give him an answer no I just stare in his eyes
The days they only get longer and God it's just getting old
So soon my story will be somewhere and will only be told
(yeah)
I hope you cry
And I'm so sorry, mom and dad that I say that
But I really wanna die
The pain is settin' in the sedatives ain't helping and it's eating me alive

Lxst Boy:
I just wanna be the man that you want me to be
I wont tell you what I'm fighting but I talk in my sleep
And if you'd listen then maybe (you'd) know much more about me
I make sad music spell my name like L-X-S-T
And my
Day dreams are spiralin' into nightmares (uh)
Fight the demons they dont fight fair (huh)
It gets harder every night
I swear I'm fallin' to pieces
Pray to God that I find
I'm showing all my credits 
All my dreams are in the septic 
All those hours being restless is going towards cleaning messes that
Aren't even mine
And yet you take up my time
And then you act like it's fine
But it's not really fine
You should've been more supportive yeah that would've been right
But you dont even ask if my day was alright (yeah)
I find solace with the sedatives  
The voices in my head get repetitive
I never respond to my messages (huh) 
Yeah it's got me down like pessimist 
When I run away please just read what this letter says

I am really hoping you guys enjoy this one, I put quite a bit of effort into it with the vocals and the production. First song with me rapping is OUT!!

a letter to my parents (feat. Lxst Boy)

I Smoke To Cope

Down In The Dumps (feat. Jomie)

written by Lxst Boy & Giovanni
produced by Boyfifty & Ayleen Valentine 
mixed and mastered by Giovanni
out on all platforms

thanks for all the support on the old version 💙
shoutout Matthias, love u bro

-lyrics-
(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)
I'm sorry that I let you down
it's probably cause I sleep too much
and every time that you're around
there's always something wrong

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
late nights and talks with my conscience
lately i been feeling nauseous
I write songs so call me off topic
lowkey wanna tell them to stop it
I'll just get walked on
I'm feeling that way like non-stop
I'm sorry I'm an outcast wait no I'm not
but I let you down whenever I talk
I'm feeling like a 9tails knockoff
I came from the sewers then the time stopped
im running around in circles in my thoughts
the clock winding down, hear the tick tock
when I'm locked in my room
I'm feeling the tension
record at my desk
these lyrics unscripted
writing these songs
that you'll never listen
cause you never cared
I'm a solo mission woah
uh I wanna talk
without feeling guilty
I need a shower
you making me filthy
blood stains the wall
you know that you killed me
its cold in my room
and at night it gets chilly
I wanna talk
but every time I do my heartstrings in a knot
in getting tired of writing these songs
and day by day 
you wouldn't tell me what's wrong
yeah

(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)
 
(Verse 2: Giovanni)
where am i goin, what do i got 
i feel so lonely, everyone stop
want you to hold me, damn i forgot 
what it was like, i feel distraught 
i let you down and watched you depart
now everything’s loud and i’m caught in the dark
like i’m in the dirt, buried with the worms 
and that is the funniest fuckin part
cause what did we say together
all of those times, that you let me down
tell the words that we sang together
everything’s fine, we’ll be alright 
we’ll fuckin stand in the rain together 
i don’t mean to cry, but why did you lie
remind me again why stayed together 

(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)

S T R E A M

Let you down (feat. Giovanni & Ayleen Valentine)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

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@rxseboy x @jomie - hit the road (prod. boyfifty)

"Latency (feat. Powfu)" Out Now: https://fanlink.to/ltncy

Produced by KULTARGOTBOUNCE & AK

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Released via R&R Digital

Latency (feat. Powfu)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

Did I write this song for you? Of course I did.
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Within the week I'm deleting and replacing with something worthwhile

teeth straight but my smile not w/ lxst boy (prod. raspy)

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