This is hard! I fw this heavy bro! Keep doing ur thing!

from this past semester
dont rly feel attached to this anymore but its too good to scrap
prod. @deadyami <3
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
part of the problem’s always guessing where you went
i’m always back to that evening
i’ve tried to focus on the present since you left 
you know damn well it aint easy

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here

another step in the wrong direction
im losing grip on whats real 
if we’d just focus on communication
then i probably wouldn’t be here

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year

another case of what if
i know its face value but
theres still something there 
got my attention with a
post, not a mention and i
wish i didn’t care, i
will never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

telegraph, a motion picture [dead yami]

support https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

recorded with my beeb inkspores

We’re just two broken bodies
made of coffee cups and bone 
But I’ll need some conversation once we safely make it home 
And invite me in for one last night I don’t know where to go 
But I’m dealt the hand so better learn to play it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 


and what’s a little understanding faced against the shame 
and I brought this candle light to show our way around this place 
I gave you both of my hands until it’s known to be replaced 
I’ll never have enough glue to seal away all of the pain all of the 


and my cursive isn’t great I hope someday to accept it 
like the curvature of my spine it’s incomplete it’s just a set back
I’ve gone through enough of those to understand it’s not the end
just take another detour 
best direction yet 
got nothing left not to confess

two broken bodies (pekarot)

lyrics-

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*
im getting sick of all talk
i needa take a walk


cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i wont be around too long if i stay here
say hi to the neighbor while im fried
i know shes pretty, i dont like my life
taking out the trash, while i look into her eyes

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*

sorry that im sorry (prod. secre swallowtail)

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

thank u for the support. out on all platforms.
lyrics:

we locked eyes for the first time
in a while
you said you can't love
but that's vile
then you're searching for me
in someone else
should i even be here?
man i can't tell

it seems you've broken our promise and i can tell by your eyes
felt the ridges on my arm and said i saw your disguise
how do i cope inside my mind?
i'll disappear from everyone,
social suicide
but if you called me and told me you didn't even mean what you did
i don't think the blade would retract from my skin
please don't look
i swear i'm fine
i'll disappear from everyone, 
social suicide
you're holding on by a thread?
you looked at me as you said it
i didn't know what to do
but now i really regret it

staring wide eyed looking what you forced in
and all the apathy deterred me from your coffin 
feel less manic in the gardens
exhausted my options
cause every single step leads me right back to you

and there's bones in your closet
regrets that are haunting
there's really no difference between me and you
how should i cope?
am i just a character inside your book that you wrote
you threw me away in what felt like a boast
now i'm really struggling staying afloat

it seems you've broken our promise and i can tell by your eyes
felt the ridges on my arm and said i saw your disguise
how do i cope inside my mind?
i'll disappear from everyone,
social suicide
but if you called me and told me you didn't even mean what you did
i don't think the blade would retract from my skin
please don't look
i swear i'm fine
i'll disappear from everyone, 
social suicide

skin

prod me and @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
Are we in a loop
This artificial flavor aches my tooth
This taste is dry
In a tight filtered space
With no light from the panes
It's the high that I fake
Just to lie to your face again

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Don't expect me to confide in you
Pay upfront when tithings due
I don't got no pocket change
Sorry for reminding soon
Keep my name right out your mouth
Chew me like some gum around
Words you spill
Won't let them fly
Boil trouble on the side

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
If your brain out in the gutter
I don't got your medicine
Two-sided like a benjamin
Foot the bill your payin' up
IRS they've played enough
Knockin' down your bedroom door
Get the clues you left ignored

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for your time to burst
And make them break

leftquiet:
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vampire

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

lyrics

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind
I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind

these times 
hardly yield what
we'd classify
holy and Ill
sit tight
on Halloween and
pretend I don't think of u every 

ion have the energy to go thru this anymore
and u laughed in my face
when I was down on the floor
the tears that flow freely I will drown in
and the wheels that go turning are out again
and I fight hard to be tossed round again
so I been on my own and conjure up defense
I wish for one day where ur not in my head
useless I'm just so useless

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind


October

///////LYRICS/////////

////////V1//////////
Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
///////////////////

///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay live 
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
/////////////////////

///////V2////////////
can he make you give up like i do
i do i do i do
can he betray you and your heart like i do
i do i do i do
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
/////////////////////

///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay alive
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
/////////////////////

////////V3//////////
Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
///////////////////

I Do

wait for you (cayto)

produced by lildeath
Lyrics:
im going ghost
switch up to the other side
i just wanna go
fuck u and them lames
u know i could never fold
if money could buy happiness
then id get all the gold
shawty dont get sad when i turn into a ghost

i whip the wraith
bitch im fuckin paid
im gettin cake
know im gettin face
im wit my woes
and everybody knows
i got that dope
bitch im like a pharmacy
im sippin lean
shawty she off of a bean
i bring those vibes
know i pour a five
im wit my woes
skrt off wit a hoe
cuban link
now my neck on froze
aquarium all on my wrist
pourin a fifth
poppin a tab while im gettin the wrist

im going ghost
switch up to the other side
i just wanna go
fuck u and them lames
u know i could never fold
if money could buy happiness
then id get all the gold
shawty dont get sad when i turn into a ghost

wait for you (cayto)

cay2o

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