mixed by @johnkwondll

lyrics

Baby I can tell you’re into me, you’re into me
And if you’re down baby keep that same energy
Keep you around till you tell me you aint feeling me
Remember days when you said you was my enemy
Them my brothers, pussy nigga you aint kin to me
We gon touch down with my niggas in the phillipines
Keep it real I cant fake the peace
So nigga watch just what you say to me
She heard my new song screaming “ryen it’s the shade for me”
Baby please stop playing with me

Its gonna take two if we’re gonna make this right
Poison in my cup and its got me feeling right
I’ll tell you when I touch down when I get up off this flight 
Tell me when you touch down and I’ll on your stripes
Yeah you tell me that I’m fine when I know you’re not alright
She only wants to see me trash, she dont wanna see me fly
I dont wanna have to give it up-
Cuz I know that you never wanted to give a fuck
So don’t you call me crazy

Trying to get my life together, I’ve been acting crazy
Everybody outside of my circle trying to save me
And it gets hard for people like me
You dont know the patience it takes to like me
Doing what it take for the peace to find me
Anxiety from all the things you used to tell me
I still hate the way you are and I still hate the way I am
I think I took it too far
I dont wanna do this shit again
And its been exactly one month since I’ve been off the grid
I’ve been tryna save myself but I dont know what safety is
I dont do this for myself, I do this for the others kids
And dont you ever lie to me, I’d rather you tell me how it is, love

N 2 ME (p. typhoon)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

still i wish you well
you saw how hard i fell
i kept my end up for you
and i proved i always will
you said i'm what you want
say you'd stick around baby that's a bold lie
seeing all red like roll tide
wouldn't change, i could see it with both eyes
your life's just how you want and i don't wanna pass you by
hate how i watched you walk alone but i can't go back now
darling
i don't wanna wait around for it

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

blameless

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

but baby you're not your mistakes
was i the one who led you this far in the first place
first place
i let you go i know
things just won't change
but i understand
i'm not the same saint that i was
you could rest easy knowing i wont ever change
i wont

i fear i played my part way too well
if you stayed would it change, i can't tell
i've been chasing dotted lines i guess
all the precious time i spent
you're not a ghost
baby i want you around
to tell me i had some more time
to tell me how you felt
i wasted time and paid the price
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i paid the price
and i won't let go

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

BLUE

and it's gone before you know
friends you made
way back home
hold your breath all the way to georgia
it was a pleasure to know you
and i know you well

and i never count my blessings
memories arrested when i'm alone again
it's just the dark, so what am i scared of
when do i wait for peace to come again

(i know better)
(know better)

if it's all that i know then why would i leave
god, don't make this hard
cus i don't wanna let you down

and it's gone before you know
friends you made
way back home
hold your breath all the way to georgia
it was a pleasure to know you
and i know you well

and i never count my blessings
memories arrested when i'm alone again
it's just the dark, so what am i scared of
oh do i wait for peace

dodger

i've done all i can to let you know
i'm here through and through if you need
i'm here if you need me to love
it's both of us

[instrumental]

i've done all i can to let you know
i'm here through and through if you need
i'm here if you need me to love
it's both of us

(slow down)
if i die tonight
then make it worth your while

sweet

Break-Hearts & Hearing-Callouts(ON&ON Pt.2)

thank u for 1 million total plays!!! i love u all so much, #ACAB

lyrics:
loose cigarette upon my lips i
feel my best
im in my head i count my thoughts too much
watch my step
it would be easy if i cruise thru life
with no regret
i burn down everything that makes it right
and nothings left
got late night calls from all my exes
and ive been looking for an exit
turn your words into a weapon
i remember when you said it
it go

i fucking hate u!
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

and i stuck to you 
like parasite
i always end up lying to you baby
ill be fine
and you so cryptic with your words baby
gimme signs
you show me everything you feel
read between the lines

im the person that you made me
i wonder how ur feeling lately
and i just cant help from wondering
why?
cuz u treat me like im garbage
tell me that i start it
i remember what exactly you im-
plied
and it goes like

i fucking hate u
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

you realize that i makes mistakes
i know ur cold inside
i know ur filled with hate
sometimes people never change
and im happy to say

i fucking hate u and everything u seem to like
that you seem to like x2

blameless

cybertrash

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