my girl lives in auburn. shit made me cry, great fucking work. literally a goat musician i s2g

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songs I produced

OUT NOW on all plats: https://songwhip.com/yazida/bum-crush-v2
@angelus7k @prodkbl <3
track n°6
#meant2b
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lyrics:

gimme all ur love and
give me all ur love
won’t ask you for much
now won’t ask you for much *2

tell me all the things you’re hiding 
it’s tough baby it’s tough out there 
gimme all ur love, no fighting
cuz I won’t ask u for much i’ll bear

the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 

[angelus]
brand new bitch, flashed her tits
ball out, paris you know what it is
rosé one hand, green fuming in the other 
told my new girl, i ain’t fucking with another 
no no
but I’m lying, I’m defying
cheap thrills, sorry if I ain’t replying oh oh
got me crying, a divinebitch
fuck her friend, then I act like it ain’t happen 

she miss me, she thinks abt our time alone
I blocked your number, please don’t try to call my phone
she kissed me, she got a man, I didn’t know
she feeling guilty, but that ain’t my prob no more

I’ll bear 
the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 
yeah you’re just a bum crush 
I’ll get obsessive over nothing 
but that’s just me, I need to fix something 

I won’t fight give it to me right *6

gimme all ur love and 
give me all ur love 
won’t ask you for much 
now won’t ask you for much *4

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mixed by patrick o'neill, KBL and yours truly
mastered by KBL

bum crush v2 + angelus (KBL)

pshifty - layup

armory 
so hard to see your self assured and tested iron mail
know it can’t be helped
a scarred achilles heel 
it’s limping along
hurt as you feel
it’s patient love and knowing you can heal 
that’s heart forreal
i know that im selfish
you know i can’t help it when im without you still
(part of me just knows i would kill to be somebody you spill to when you’d rather be alone)
guarded to the bone
childish and alone
but your love is real
know i love you more than i can deal

armory (KBL)

Tension

prod me :) ft. @alkylartist 
guitars by @notdiscxrdia

jig is up
jury's out
ill pass away before i figure out
who to trust
who to doubt
were in the dark
i tore the curtains down

baby u always on my mind so obsessively 
i know ur body and ur time sold separately 
u always hit me up when life is gettin me down
ill skip the freakout 
survive on my own volition

this shit always happen when i open up
we ran it back round 2 bc im close enough
n i dont wanna let u down i know ur hopes are up
this case is open, shut
a four leafed clover still aint got the luck i need baby

*alkyl*
Cause how do I bridge the gap between?
What I want and what you see in me, baby?

Just had to let off some steam
It gets crazier the more you have to talk to me
Why’d expectations arise past the ones that we set?
Cause god, always leave me shameful
Playing it careful

Yeah, I swear shit gets painful
When you talk you me
Tried to align my ideals to meet your strategy
You earned my trust just to fuse it with your fallacies
Why can’t you take a plea?
Guess I’ll just sow myself up
“Court adjourned”, baby

slated w/ alkyl

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3
track 1/2

self prod
mastered by @anem0s
@gasmaskatl helped a ton with mixing the beats
@alisynn pulled me out the vocal chain gutter

I'll always be on your side
if even only in hindsight
but I don't mind spending half my time
wondering if you're okay
'cause I can't listen to you
but I know you feel the same about me
I'll be right here until you find me
Is that surprising?
I wont take it light
unveiled at the perfect time
the dent inside of my psyche
It shouldn't be that hard to understand
you know I tried to explain
that it don't matter how much you changed
I'm not tryna bother you but
I got water if you walk through the flame
(know it's not as scary as you think)
but you know that I can't believe that now
too bad I wanted to say
cause if you got my back then I got yours and
I know you know so tell me why is everybody the same
youll pick me up and throw me down again like it's all a game
what a shame
nobody's listening to anything to anything that i gotta say
guess it's all my bad now
but you should know I'm on my last try to get my story right I
can't listen to you
I know that I cant be the bad guy
It's just not worth my time
I won't take it light
unveiled at the perfect time
the dent inside of my psyche

hindsight

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

westmont

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

xoxo

welcome

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/heavyweights-feat-spoder--cambi0

written by us 3, 
produced by me, 
mixed by me n spo

words:
heavy weights
messy days
there's no place to let this go
walls get closer, trapped at home 
crowded streets
now it's me
to find my own way out
to like my own self now

i see the trees all going by
the things i'd do to grow as much
i think to myself: "why can't i try?"
could i relieve my burden, grow w u
long for your hand, my humble abode
to leave with u than live alone

@1spoder
i walked into a corner store
the boy he worked, and worked some more
i had a twenty in my pocket
gave it cause his legs were sore
said, "do you want this for your life?"
he told me, "i'm just passing time."
i took the gum and walked right out
i knew he knew my hands were tied
he faked every moment
he loved you, i know
in the heat of the moment
those heavy weights crushed down on him
 
"i loved you, i'm sorry,
i hated my body,
i'll fix my whole life... yet i'm treated like a zombie. "

these heavy weights, they're killing me
wash me away, wash me away
x2

@1cambio
jump before i look
i hesitate to fall
i keep on going faster 
as everyone else stalls
everybody’s crying
but i know we’ll be alright 
if everything was worth it
why second-guess your might 

skin the moment bare
i'll put it in a locket 
to hold when i'm not there
wish that i could stop it
feeling is a burden 
i sense it every time
they speak, but i done heard it
i'll end it with a line

i'll end it with a line

heavyweights

click on me mf

heavyweights, +spoder, cambi0

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

onesteptwosteps w/ cybertrash (ryo + joeboi)

prod. quip

got so close to me 
just pick a side now 
want more dopamine 
don't need a timeout 
right where you wanted me
you'll shoot your eye out 
so no more playin pretend 

braindead i been
don't wanna see less it's 
behind my eyelids 
it's not for me, but then you caught my
iris 
can't waste my time because 
you're so  damn timeless 

u know i would never play with you
when im away thinkin things i wanna say to you
it's almost time, babe i know your plate is crazy full 
counting my blessings ungratefully 
i know you got something to say to me

so won't you say what's on your mind
from the bottom of my heart 
i'll spend my whole damn life
wouldn't change it from the start 
i've wasted so much time 
tryna make it with this art 
i've wasted so much time 
so i gotta leave my mark baby 

(im selfish) 
(unselfishly)

can't settle for this 
i cannot figure it out
i'm selfish 
i cannot break it down 
i'm selfish 
use it to make sense 
my egos loud 
i'm selfish 
i'm selfish 


outro
baby don't break your neck for me
that weights not to bear alone 
so baby don't play along 

save your breath for me 
you know that the waits been long
for me

lush

doomed

KBL
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END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

cybertrash

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