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Lord, thank You that it’s normal to love You,
And thank You that it’s normal to need You,
Another day I ask You to make Your home in my heart,
Your Spirit in my spirit’s dispensing,
Although sometimes the growth I’m not sensing,
I’m happy just to give You my open vessel in faith.

So Lord today, in the normal ways,
By the dawning of Your face,
Don’t leave any part of my will and heart,
Separated from your grace.
Give Yourself to me,
May Your Spirit lead,
Keep me opening,
All the little things,
And so lovingly, You can do all things spontaneously!

Open Vessel

✦ Nocturnes Beyond the Mirror
A piano cycle by Artur Tokhtash

There is a mirror that never forgets.
It gathers light as memory, and sound as breath.
Through it drifts the living shimmer of night —
a quiet space where everything listens.

Within this luminous depth, the winged beings awaken:
moths of tone, dragonflies of resonance,
small creatures woven from radiance and air.
Their flight is not escape, but awareness —
joy moving through form, existence realizing itself.

Sometimes, across that silent field,
a single wing touches the surface of water.
The instant trembles — light, sea, and being
fused in a single pulse of recognition.
Then the motion dissolves,
and the mirror keeps the trace of what it once saw.

The piano speaks in this language of reflection —
not about longing, but about presence,
about the bliss that arises
when everything remembers it has never been separate.

In this night, sound and silence breathe as one.
Music does not describe the world —
it is the way the world remembers itself in light.



✦ Ноктюрны за Зеркалом
фортепианный цикл Артура Тохташа

Есть зеркало, которое не забывает.
Оно собирает свет как память,
а звук — как дыхание.
Через его глубину течёт живое мерцание ночи —
пространство, где всё слушает.

В этом сиянии пробуждаются крылатые существа —
мотыльки из тонов, стрекозы из резонанса,
маленькие создания, сотканные из света и воздуха.
Их полёт — не бегство, а осознание,
радость, движущаяся через форму,
бытие, узнающее само себя.

Иногда над тихой поверхностью
однокрылое прикосновение касается воды.
Мгновение дрожит —
свет, море и жизнь
соединяются в едином пульсе узнавания.
Затем движение исчезает,
и зеркало хранит след того, что когда-то увидело.

Фортепиано говорит на этом языке отражений —
не о тоске, а о присутствии,
о блаженстве, рождающемся в тот миг,
когда всё вспоминает, что никогда не было разделено.

В этой ночи звук и тишина дышат вместе.
Музыка не описывает мир —
она есть способ, которым мир
вспоминает себя в свете. 

The Mirror Sleeps with Light

Lord Jesus draw me

My God, My Portion - (PIANO)

Take Time To Behold Him - (PIANO)

Thou Breath From Still Eternity - (PIANO)

Since long before the world began,
In Your heart You longed for a Bride;
’Tis mutual dwelling, Your glorious plan;
With me e’er to abide.

Not knowing Your heart,
I sinned and thus should die;
Yet You shed Your blood to set me free.
You gave me Your life, to me drew nigh;
Wondrous love! We two one forever will be.

O glorious divine love! How can I fathom,
Higher than the sky, deeper than the sea;
It crushes death’s pow’r and Satan’s kingdom;
Nothing can compare with Your love to me
So fervid and so deep, so gentle and so true;
I’m in love, Lord, with You.

I give You my heart, my life and my soul,
Come suffering or joy whatever betide.
By Your boundless grace, I’ll lay down my all
To build up Your church, Your glorious Bride;
Your heart to satisfy, mutual abode we’ll be
In eternity.

https://www.hymnal.net/en/hymn/ns/141

Since long before the world began - [O Glorious Divine Love] - (PIANO)

The Uniqueness Of The Lord’s Recovery / 主恢復的獨特 - FTTT 14th -(PIANO)

I Love You Lord, Just You Alone - (PIANO)

He Tells Me, Guard Thy Heart - (PIANO)

2006 WINTER TRAINING BANNER SONG - (PIANO) - [TRIAL]

NOW TO HIM WHO IS ABLE - ROMANS 16:25 & 27 - (PIANO)

A FLOWING RIVER AND A TREE (PIANO) - [TRIAL]

Played by: J. A. B./C. G. S. (62nd Batch)

From The Morning To The Evening

Written by N.H.

Lyrics:
1. Enoch and God walked for three centuries
And then God took him and he was not
And Abraham lingered in God's presence
As they were talking God showed His heart

	Chorus
	Lord, I'm here, just spending time to get to know You
	Just draw near, reveal Your heart, show me Your purpose
	Keep dispensing into me
	
2. Walking with God we are in fellowship 
Talking to Him shows me His heart
Gazing at God, He is infused to me
As I abide here we both are one

3. Regular days but there is God in them
Regular hours spent talking  with Him 
Do not despise days full of the small things
Life's being added to you when you say…

FTTA

Enoch and God (cover)

Lyrics:

You have longed for sweet peace, and for faith to increase,
  And have earnestly, fervently prayed;
But you cannot have rest, or be perfectly blest,
  Until all on the altar is laid.

Chorus:

Is your all on the altar of sacrifice laid?
  Your heart, does the Spirit control?
You can only be blest and have peace and sweet rest,
    As you yield Him your body and soul.

Would you walk with the Lord in the light of His Word,
  And have peace and contentment alway;
You must do His sweet will to be free from all ill;
  On the altar your all you must lay.

Oh, we never can know what the Lord will bestow
  Of the blessings for which we have prayed,
Till our body and soul He doth fully control,
  And our all on the altar is laid.

Who can tell all the love He will send from above!
  Oh, how happy our heart will be made!
Oh, what fellowship sweet we shall share at His feet,
  When our all on the altar is laid!

You Have Longed For Sweet Peace

▼ MAKE ME WHOLLY THINE - [Coming soon]
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MAKE ME WHOLLY THINE.
CHOSEN.
...TO BE CONFIRM.
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▼ THAT'S WHY I LOVE HIM
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THE FIRST LOVE.
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▼ CUP OF BLESSING
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THE SONG TO ME BELOVED.
THERE ARE TIMES.
HIDDEN BEHIND EVERY SCENE.
NOTHING BUT LOVE.
LORD, FOR THIS DAY, THANKFUL TO YOU.
MORE OF OUR HEART.
MY WILL IS WEAK, MY STRENGTH IS FRAIL.
I LOVE THEE JESUS.
DRAW ME, WE WILL RUN AFTER THEE.
LOVING YOU LORD'S ALL I LIVING FOR.
MY LOVE, IS LIKE A DOVE.
I HEARD THE VOICE OF THE LORD.
I AM THE VINE.
SEEK YE LORD ALL YE PEOPLE.
I WANT TO FOLLOW HIM.
A LIFE OF NO REGRETS.
EAT GOD.
O CHRIST, HE IS THE FOUNTAIN.
JUST AS I AM.
ON THE TABLE OF THY LOVE.
NO MORTAL TONGUE CAN EVER DESCRIBE.
MORE HOLINESS GIVE ME.
GLORY, GLORY TO THE FATHER.
DEAREST OF ALL IS HE.
GOD'S ECONOMY IS HIS PLAN.
I JUST KNOW TO LOVE YOU.
THOU BREATH FROM STILL ETERNITY.
HE LEADETH ME! O BLESSED THOUGHT.
THESE THINGS SAYS THE HOLY ONE.
WHAT MADE YOU DIE FOR ME.
CONSECRATION: TO BECOME THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS.
THEREFORE WITH JOY SHALL YE DRAW WATER.
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▼ LORD NOW I SEE
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DIVINE ROMANCE.
LORD JESUS, DRAW ME.
COME, LORD JESUS.
LORD NO I SEE.
I LOVE YOU LORD, JUST YOU ALONE.
THE UNIQUENESS OF THE LORD'S RECOVERY.
HE TELLS ME, GUARD THY HEART.
THE GOAL OF THE GOSPEL.
NOW TO HIM WHO IS ABLE.
IF WE HAVE AN AFFECTIONATE LOVE.
2006 WINTER TRAINING BANNER SONG.
A FLOWING RIVER AND A TREE.
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Take Time To Behold Him - (PIANO)

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