Kittydog playlist

im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

SHIT VENT MUSIC BY KD WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

when has healthy ever been my priority

more shit vent music by kd this one from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHBAl-zzow

even when im not ok ill be ok

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

Kittydog - No Inbetween

prod. by me
epic vocals and artwork by @kittydoggo

woohoo collab track!!
I'm not entirely sure what genre to call this so I'm just gonna refer to it as "post-hyperpop"
172 bpm
stems available @ https://learke.github.io/bewildered-stems.html

bewildered

Stream/Buy

kittydog & learke - bewildered!!

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuckin
eat it like ur last meal
idc i wanna forget things i dont want

consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my only connection
to be this broken obsession

my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i can't see my own existance
you just click with me like clockwork

my digital wires are fried
so eat them like crispy french fries
i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to di-i-i-ie

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuc-
consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i-i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to die

don't leave me hanging
stuck all day trying to connect
i got no patience
so why keep tearing at my threads
i thought you were all i wanted
but now i got nothing left
i really miss what i had
I REALLY MISS WHO I AM!!

SO BITE INTO MY MIND
LEAVE ME WITH NO CONNECTIONS
ALL OF MY WIRES EXPOSED
LEAVING MY MOTHERBOARD BROKEN
ALL OF MY DATA'S CORRUPTING
SLOWLY LOSING ALL ITS POWER
BABY I LOST ALL RECEPTION
BUT ILL BE BACK THE NEXT HOUR!!

1. no reception

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

(hahaha, i dont care anymore! your heart's shattered on the ground? thats great! i'm so fuckin proud of myself)

so you wanna test me??
dreams dont come true when you
best me
its not made for you
years catching up to me, feel my patience running thin
hear me scream out again and let the cycle begin

i can't wait! to tear your fucking heart out
im a heartbreaker, baby im a fuckin wreck
you better stay away!! for the good of ur own mindset!!
sculpted for eternity, sculpted for the grindset

yeahhhh im married to the grind you know it treats me right
it leaves me crying out for help until i cant fight
it's too busy thinking about other people to notice
im fucked up and crazy and betting on a death wish

i'm seeing the flaws in the ways that im breathing
i'm tainted with all of these heartbreaker feelings
i want to have love in the way that im treated
i want you to love me, the way that i love

do you believe in love,
do you think souls can intertwine?
do you feel like everything will be fine?
will you ever be secure in time?
everything is bright,
the universe is on our side
love is falling into place forever
i'll cherish these moments til i die, yea

3. heartbreaker feelings

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
tear my face off!
*loudly crying emoji*
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

you said you would kill me
11 years ago
now i'm living off all my dreams
i'm spitefully alive to grow
you tried to take my ambition and love
now i can never be killed at all

so u can smash me to bits
but i still saved the data
like divine intervention
saved me from my death

it's like i'm meant to be here
and you were meant to suffer
when you hid me away
and you still live in my veins

they say blood's thicker than water
but now the blood's in my tears
and now the lack of me crying
is showed inside of my fears

and i'm forgetting the days
and i'm forgetting the years
but at the end of it all
i'm still fucking here!!!!!!!!!!

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
(when it wasn't this way)
tear my face off!
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

4. you still live in my veins

inhuman mechanical these parts of me are valuable
selling aspects of me at a high high price
don't you want these pieces everybody wanna buy

do u love me? do u miss who i used to be?
do the little pixels on the screen give u dopamine?
did it give you something to forget ur reality
so much to the point u forget im a human being?!?!

ive lost it! i lost my humanity!
but i was never human in the first place baby!
my heart and soul strapped up to a computer screen
kittydogcrystal, the motherfucking meme machine

ive found it, i'm not a kid anymore!
so don't be surprised when i break the floorboards
got hearts in my eyes with the clouds on the floor
tell the moon in the night im a star nothing more

inhuman an animal
driven by instinct natural
im wild and free, my fur dances in the breeze

the feeling's unexplainable
but you could understand it
if you lay here with me
just sit right under the trees~

6. inhuman

im taking a picture of this life
and i always and i always wonder why
im thinking of you watching me die
and i'm dying and i'm dying with you by my side

bar was in hell
now baby i know what i need
pour me a mixed bag on the fourth
have a toast for a new year a new me

always knew my love was eternal
and baby if u respect it
i'll take u in my forever
lets make a pocket dimension

my mind's going static, im dizzy look at the stars
want u to be my /everything
even if we're apart

u got me rethinking perfection
believing in forever
u checkmated my soul
but im bad at chess i flipped the table!!

picturing us in a pocket dimension
picturing love that's beyond comprehension
picturing trust lasting despite the outcome
picture a future that we can believe in

im taking a picture in my mind
and i see us with eachother taking flight
im thinking of you right by my side
and im flying and im flying with you every night!!

lets make a pocket dimension
i'm furthering intentions
got your wingspan thru the portal
galaxies in our possession

yeah my love's your solar system
i'm pocketing more wisdom
every star that supernova's
feel like a new love explosion

my mind is ecstatic
im feeling like a fanatic
so lets make a new forever
yea show me all your schematics

we're building a better timeline
it all fits inside your pockets
you're something that i believe in
yea nothing could ever stop it!!

woah, lets make a pocket dimension
woa yeah!!

7. pocket dimension (extended)

collab with @learkeoffic  !!! my wife!!! yeah oh yessa

[kittydog]
Baby, you’re like a worst kept secret
Put u in the bag and think when to release it
The cat’s out, I’ll chase her downtown
I scream out loud when I hear her sweet sound

[learke]
Baby, I swear I’ll never leak it
Take it into my thoughts and I swear I mean it
The cat’s out, i’m running ‘round town
I hear you scream out, want you to catch me now

[kittydog]
Wow!

[learke]
See you in my thoughts, wanna fall into your paws
[kittydog]
Barks inside my head, think of sinking in the claws/clause
[learke]
Chatter all around me but I’m only hearing yours
[kittydog]
Let's take a walk when it’s dark and fill the air with our voice
[learke]
See you in the street and it brightens up my day
[kittydog]
I’m in the headlights, close my eyes I see u anyway
[learke]
Yeah u crashed into my heart 
[kittydog]
I hope it doesn't fall apart
[kittydog & learke]
Now we’re picking up debris it's all falling into place!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

[learke]
Loving ur barks, singing ur praise
Pouncing through the universe to see your face

[kittydog]
Ethereal meows through my headspace
Pawing through the pathways of time, you're my soulmate
The cat’s out of the bag, and I can't get enough dawg
Let’s stand on top of the world with you holding my paw

[learke]
Spread it through galaxies, until everyone hears,
Sitting paw-in-paw there’s nothing more sincere

[kittydog]
Nothing more real than ur love now
Hear in every bark and meow
That’s what its all about 
(Reow!! Bark bark)
Let’s escape under the sunset
Scenes we’ll never forget
I feel it in each time we progress
Our pawprints thru forests, the plants that we forage
Your tail wrapped around me, can’t escape the softness!!
Exploring the world with a brand new perspective
Our barks and our meows echothru every moment!!!

[learke]
Everything I’ve ever wanted
Hear it in my purring
Yeah you got me so certain
Let’s run away from this city
Make our own galaxy
I’m certain it’s better than perfect
Tangible feeling your love’s so appealing
From chasing our tails to feeling so astounding
Love every minute
Your barks all I’m hearing
Your fur in my arms, swear we’re more than just living, it’s

[kittydog & learke]
falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

falling into place!
falling into place!
falling into 
falling into place!
its all falling into place!!!

[Instrumental]

falling into place [the cat's out]

falling into place [the cat's out!]

yea i wanna be seen with u
make a rly big scene with u
do u like what u see?
everything around me
it so obviously agrees with u 

feel so free, a ride or die
so long since i been high on life
feel so gay, girls on my mind
baby girl i want u to be my wife! !! 1!!
 
women!!! slams fist on the table waitress more women please!!

im begging on my paws and knees
im a gay fluffin kittydog
ive been thinking bout

women ~!!!!1
put my paw hands together!
wag my tail side to side cuz im feelin too flustered!!!
out of the box, never been in the closet
this feeling of love is renewing my outlet !!! >//<

yea i wanna be free with u!!
releasing energy with u!!
wanna be on the stage
jamming out to ur bass
feeling like the real me all day with u

and that is a Factual statement!
No cap allowed on my setlist!!
here's an important piece of information:
im tryna be like Aw yeah that s perfect!! 

free, a ride or die
so long since i been high on life
gay girls on my mind
baby girl i want u to be my wife!  

free, a ride or die
so long since i been high on life
gay girls on my mind 
baby girl i want u to be my wife!
 
yeah!!
women!!
wagging my tail for u
making me feel pure love
through my universe its all imbued
waahhh!!
women!!! 
feelings that feel brand new!
my claws will look better with a cute ring on my finger!!

free, a ride or die
so long since i been high on life
gay girls on my mind 
baby girl i want u to be my wife!
x4

AAAHAHH your the girl from my daydreams
no form of love can escape me
crash and burn down the TV
don't want it only thru the screen  

feel extreme, ill ride or die
do anything for u in my life
feel so gay girls on my mind 
baby girl i need you to be my wife!!!
 
womeennn!!!
im wagging my tail for you 
loving so intensely 
oh my passion can't be misconstrued
women!!!!!!
i'm blushin all day its true
im so fluffin lucky to have a cute girl that loves me!!!

extreme, ill ride or die
do anything for u in my life
feel so gay girls on my mind 
baby girl i need you to be my wife!!!
 x2

b my wife!!!

collab with @learkeoffic and @joshualanuarii !!!
lyrics:
[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i dont wanna talk shit!

[kittydog]
if you wanna talk to us, u better watch out
bitch we clear the air, cut thru it til we on top now
shatter LED's, look right at me with ur eyes or
ill press ctrl a delete and remove u from my life

if they resonate with my vibe, ill talk to em
and if they wanna talk shit n hide, ill see thru em
yea we driving music into the night, we straight cruisin
and u know we always fuckin survive, thats how we do it!!

[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
if they wanna talk shit!!

[learke]
I don't wanna talk em if they wanna talk shit
I don't wanna talk to em cause they fuckin toxic
See into your thoughts, all you think about is gossip
Better gas me up cause I'm not playin round- type shit
(type shit)
you gotta give me a damn minute
butcher with my words how my cuts hit, are you with it, bitch are you listenin'?
Leave you in the background, yap sesh, i aint fuckin with it
Just another waste of time, no I'm not going online cause

[all]
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit!!!

[joshua lanuarii]
if they say that talk is cheap, i know that you ain’t shit
they white flag with weapons up, i dodge it and i rave it
i don’t give a fuck hoe, you fakin that you famous
i spiral out like pretty hoes, you thinkin you a bad bitch
(hah) (oh)
every time i walk around i feel it in the air (like)
diamonds got me safe, too
i’m really about that flair
i dont give a fuck about a love if they don’t care
(i) i got all my swords, like the king you get despaired

[all]
i don't wanna talk to 'em
i don't wanna talk shit
i don't wanna talk to 'em
if they wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit
i dont wanna talk to em
i just wanna talk shit!!!

Stream

TALK SHIT!!

this is a remake of a song that i made in 2021, i remade it in 2025 as a reflection of who i was when i originally wrote it. i added more lyrics and breakdown sections

og from 2021: soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/so-numb-that-shes-in-hell
credit to jreg for the intro + outro samples! www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

lyrics:
[jreg sample]
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?

and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me

i need happiness i dont need drugs, drugs
dope me up until my body's numb, numb
how come every day i feel so dumb, dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um

popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle

popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent!!

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im fucking up my system emptying cans

im saying fuck you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell

i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no

i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!!

YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4

4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!!!!!!!!!

[jreg sample]
instead of doing the inhuman amount of work it takes to finish my degree,
i instead find myself doing useless things!
for some reason i just can't bring myself to focus!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2025 remake)

fl studio 20 song!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah default fl studio instruments time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

now im crying in the club
tears they wont shut up
cry in the club
and i wont shut up
im a little baby kd
and i need a head rub
i cant stand 2020
year of big fuck ups
im a dog im a kitty
and im givin u my love
ur an angel
always floatin in my dreams tho
ur a rainbow
blue black red and yellow
its late though
way to late to make a change oh
now ur on a second date owo
(u know im cool with that yea)
crying in the club
but my tears are made of love
cried enough to fill my cup
and ill serve it at the pub
x2

crying in the club

summer in december, against my shell (w/ @kittydoggo)
prod & mixed by @nbmusic098 <3

[chorus]
i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

[bridge]
i don’t know where to go
my dreams are growing old
i just can’t fathom i guess
my family’s often told
i rock right by the beach
sun shines on me and me
some say i often preach
bout the old days i repeat

[verse: kd]
i'm tired of the distance
internal disconnection
been questioning existence 
like am i even a person
i didn't grow up in the real world
and none of my friends did
i feel like my sense of self
is dislocated
our reflections in the ocean
don't reflect who we are
when you're miles away
writing notes in the stars
but it's all temporary
won't be this forever
the future might be scary
but oh i won't surrender

[verse: wolficide]
i ran another mile
i sang it to myself
and with no other words
we'll just chill right by ourself
i think like back to school
there was no other tools
i said i felt so cool
brushing baskets after two

[chorus]
i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

against my shell

against my shell (w/ kittydog)

more shit vent songs with beepbox instrumentals yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy  fuuckin hate my music r893458974785934utr43u8t534 but im postin em any way LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

where have the times gone

im m  proud of this,,,,   :)
animation: 

lyrics:

COPE!

dreams become reality but not in the right way
motive in my heart to create something that i crave
if its not straightforward then ill curve to make it straight 
its a paranormal parasocial selfish masquerade 

I AM JUST AN ANIMAL I BELONG IN YOUR CAGE
I COULD BE YOUR SERVANT I DESERVE IT ANYWAY
TAKE BACK FROM THE BROKEN PIECES REWRITE WHAT I GAVE
IM A TWISTED NARCISSISTIC BASTARD LIVING IN FAER BRAIN

COPE!

dreams become insanity 
fiction is my reality
flopp a way from my imminent fatality

dreaming of another world
where they took my morality
if it was real
the blacklight would be pointed at me

dont have to be scared you see
my visions aren't misery
555
change is what the angel's telling me

coping with our history
i wake up and i go to sleep
but next time ill make sure
we'll wake up in another dream

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