LYRICS:
it seems i am up to my neck
in debt 
to the voice that is in my head uh

it seems that the pills don't work 
in dirt
is where all the worms will lurk uh 

they eat all of my insides 
i cry
out in joy, they all wonder why uh

i'm so fucking insane
my brain
has been in so much pain uh 

reload this fucking clip
i drip
grave rot all on my lips uh

my name is fucking crypt 
i keep
blood leaks out from my lips uh 

if i let out what's kept inside 
then there's no doubt inside my mind 
that all who gaze inside my eyes 
will have their life ripped out their spine 

i promise there's no end to this 
i rip the clip until blood drips 
i sip the darkest of the liq
our that leaks out from your wrists 

i sleep amongst the carcasses
i do not know what mercy is 
i'll shoot your family, kill your kids
i'll pop your top, you fuckin prick
when i see death i just feel bliss
embrace the reapers cold dead lips

GRAVE ROT (PROD. ZODIACC)

props to ULTRA BE THY NAME for the original sample and song for references on this track
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lyrics
keep on dreaming
that's what i tell myself, everyday 
i keep on screaming 
hoping that she'll come and save the day 
i keep on pleading
hoping that she'll finally see my pain 
but now she's leaving
are these my tears or is it the cold rain?
i think i'm bleeding

my heart is damaged, bitch i cannot manage
thoughts are panic, it's so dramatic 
bitch i cannot stand it 
voices laughing
pistol packing 
weaving through the traffic 
heart is damaged
it's all her fault 
lil bitch i cannot manage 

i think i'm drowning 
bitch i'm under water, i'm not perfect
think i'm drowning
my lungs are screaming, tryna reach the surface
think i'm drowning
shades of blue, i question is it worth it?
think i'm drowning
allow the sea to take me, this is perfect


all i'll ever be is just a lonely motherfucker 
sabatoge is all i know, and now she ducks for fuckin cover 
it's like no matter where i go, i do not think there'll be another
i try my best to run from her, but i'll always fuckin love her
bitch my head is so fucked up, the pool of tears are fuckin filling  
why do i destroy all of the things that i've been fuckin building?
i have to watch her walk away, i do not think that i am willing 
glass is fuckin empty, from the tears that have been fuckin spillin

DREAMS TURN TO ASH AND LOVE TURNS TO DUST (REMIX)

LYRICS:
take me down tonight 
your skin looks like moonlight 
me and you ignite 
heaven in your bedroom 

take these drugs, take flight
snort the coke, snow white
we will be alright 
heaven in your bedroom 

get on top of me 
please yourself release
all your pain in me 
heaven in your bedroom

lips that taste so sweet 
hands where your hips meet 
seep into let's be 
heaven in your bedroom

HEAVEN IN YOUR BEDROOM (prod. richmnkey & Nextime)

summer 
in june
on that night
you said
look to
the sky
come with me
to there
where are we 
to go?
are we from the stars?
let's go
to home
you won't go
alone

KNOCK KNOCK/OPEN UP (prod. NuWAV)

red or blue pill, bitch i feel like i'm neo 
hop out the whip, i'm surrounded by black crows 
fuck with this bitch, she a bad lil nympho 
fuck with the kid, it's july but i got snow 

that ain't a sprite, that's a cream soda faygo 
she ain't my type, i like big booty white hoes 
late in the night, i'm off fish scale, white snow 
turn out your light, got the beam on my pistol 

that's how the addiction go 
benzo got me moving slow 
bad hoe got me fucking slow 
dumbo got me shooting poles 

drugs on me got them in love 
i am guarded from above 
i am guarded down below 
shoot that pistol, let it blow

CREAM SODA FAYGO

we both knew what this was 
and now it's gone again 

if i knew from the start 
that this is how it'd end 

i'd have never left 
i would have just stayed in 

how'd you become my life?
just to leave me in 

pools of thought i can't swim
i think i'm sinking through 

all the shades of blue 
you knew that i loved you 

flowers picked from the fields 
wilted and washed away 

all the things we would say 
just left to go decay 

i can't sleep in my bed 
because you're not beside 

staring straight through the night 
all i feel is divide 

i want you by my side 
but it's like you have died 

mourning the fucking loss
of someone still alive

bright oaks

baby 
we are trapped inside this hell 
baby 
grab my hand, escape the cell 
baby 
there is heaven in our love 
baby 
we might have to shed some blood 

baby 
look at what we've both become 
baby 
down below blessed from above 
baby 
in the fire we both burned 
baby
to the angels we return 

through 
twisted passages we roam 
love 
is the beacon to go home 
wade
through the tortured screams and moans
look
to the light and where it's shone
this 
is where both our demons dwell 
you
are my heaven in this hell

HEAVEN IN THIS HELL

if y'all run this up 200 plays i will drop the slowed version, love you all, hands down my favorite song i have ever written 
silent hill ftw 

where is my mary?
your secrets are buried here 
this air is heavy 
ash like confetti dear 

tempted by torment 
it spreads through the cement here 
i look for where you went 
each step to the descent dear 

this town is demented 
i feel this connection here
and all i've regretted 
has the streets infected dear

where will i find you?
your skin is burned and charred 
let me remind you 
i'm the reason you're scarred 

where is my mary?
your secrets are buried here 
this air is heavy 
ash like confetti dear 

tempted by torment 
it spreads through the cement here 
i look for where you went 
each step to the descent dear

WHERE IS MY MARY? (SILENT HILL) prod. kinsei

where is my mary?
your secrets are buried here 
this air is heavy 
ash like confetti dear 

tempted by torment 
it spreads through the cement here 
i look for where you went 
each step to the descent dear 

this town is demented 
i feel this connection here
and all i've regretted 
has the streets infected dear

where will i find you?
your skin is burned and charred 
let me remind you 
i'm the reason you're scarred 

where is my mary?
your secrets are buried here 
this air is heavy 
ash like confetti dear 

tempted by torment 
it spreads through the cement here 
i look for where you went 
each step to the descent dear

WHERE IS MY MARY? (SILENT HILL) SLOWED prod. kinsei

what lies beyond the veil of our dreams 
what lies beyond the steel of machines 
what lies beyond the fields of dark green
where does the water go when it streams 

take me beneath the towering trees 
become one with the cold wet leaves 
this pain has made me a deity 
drop to your knees and pray to me please 

i wanna become all that there is 
i wanna taste the reapers cold lips 
i wanna rot in mold and decay 
i never wanna see the light of day

what lies beyond the veil of our dreams? (prod. awfuldrama)

falling into you, makes me feel alive 
crawling into you, into you i'll dive 
love the way you move, look me in the eyes 
one can become two, you are my demise 

we don't have to stay 
we can get away 
we can leave this place 
we don't have to stay 
we don't have to stay 
we can get away


put your hand in mine, show me what you are 
it'll be just fine, let's just drive real far 
let's just take a ride, to the furthest star 
it's just me and you, and this love of ours 

put the car in park, love on me tonight 
melting into you, you can take my life

DRIVE

i am so sorry this happened to you 

i watched her 
fall apart 
i stitched her 
cold dead heart 

wiped her eyes 
when she cried 
cut in deep 
her pain, it seeps

i watched her 
fall apart 
i stitched her 
cold dead heart 

i watched her 
consumed by dark 
blades on skin 
she paints her art

i stitched her cold dead heart

heartbeat 
is not something
that is pumping 
through me 

in my flesh 
is puss and cess
i'm melting 

drenched in blood
the locusts flood 
they're buzzing 

strip my bones 
the dirt's my home 
flies humming

HEARTBEAT//28 WEEKS LATER

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
tears are staining your makeup
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
what you said just fucked me up
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
tears are staining your makeup
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
what you said just fucked me up
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

i thought i was dead to you? (prod. nextime)

i run to her 
amidst the pain
i come to her 
when i can't take 

this cold dark dread
that makes me ache 
it's in my head 
my heart, it breaks 

i feel the end 
inside my veins
i lay in bed 
what will it take 

to make it all
just go away 
i wrap my arm
and drift to space 

i run to her 
amidst the pain
i come to her 
when i can't take 

this cold dark dread
that makes me ache 
it's in my head 
my heart, it breaks

HEROIN pt. iv

needle, my sweet escape 
you are the drug that i can't erase 
your touch is fire, burn through my veins 
in your embrace, i'm numb to the pain 

you pull me under, into the dark
tangled whispers, that leave their scars 
in my bloodstream, substances dance 
codependent, make me relapse 

your kiss is my fix, baby i'm craving more 
the weight of the world, take off what you wore 
under influence, your skin i explore 
keep pulling me closer, what's mine is yours 

to say i'm addicted, is a harsh truth 
i want my whole being consumed by you 
if all i remember is what i do not 
how do i stay sober, when i have forgot

HEROIN pt. v

all i feel is so painful 
cut by the hands of an angel 
all you are is so hateful 
why the fuck are you able 
to stare deep into my eyes 
and make me just want to die  

all i feel is your hatred 
all alone in this basement 
all i feel is invaded 
hands around my throat is so sacred 
angel eyes tore me apart
left me bleeding with a broken heart

all i felt was my lover 
make me beg while i suffer 
all i felt was my summer 
turn cold while i got smothered 
your angel eyes, they never cry 
promised heaven, what a fucking lie 

all i felt was a sinner
burn me with words like loose cinders
all i felt was my winter
turn warm with what is within her 
her angel eyes look like the sky 
close my eyes and say goodbye

angel eyes (prod.blyatifuldawg)

you hide from me, i know
you lie to me, i know
you'd die for me, i know
you cry for me, i know

bleed your hurt into my crimson blood
drown in tears, my baby, bring the flood 
entwined in you, i want to lose my form 
a fragile being while inside your storm 
take my body, baby take my mind 
baby, leave nothing of me behind 

i want more of her, i can't stop 
she flows inside of me, i'm on top 
she wants more of me, i'm inside 
i want more of her, i won't lie 
she pumps inside of me, my heart stops 
i pump inside of her, my heart stops 
she cries in ecstasy, i won't hide 
i drown in ecstasy, we both cry 
don't let go of me, please don't stop
don't let go of me, please don't stop
i want more of her, i can't stop
she flows inside of me, i'm on top

HEROIN PT. VI

you say you wanted more
i heard it all before 
if i stay it'll hurt me more 
if i leave, will you close the door 

you say you wanted this 
when you gave me one last kiss
if i stay, maybe we can fix
whatever ruined this 

i know you want to see what I've locked inside 
i know it hurts your heart when i run and hide 
you know it's not your fault, i just want to die 
if i show you me, you will run and hide 

why don't you scream some more 
i heard it all before 
if you stay i'll just hurt you more
if you leave, i will close the door

wHaTeVeR rUiNeD tHiS (prod.cristalbeach)

your eyes, a shade between wrong and right 
all of my days blend into night 
i scream your name over the rain
just to hear you say, don't wait
if i wait eternity, no less
it's better than leaving here heartless 
i'll wait in the cold, the endless grey 
still hoping you'll come back some day

if i wait eternity, no less (prod. qyurisuu, nihil2free)

there's so much pain 
will you just lay with me while the world ends
there's blood in the rain
will you please stay with me while the word ends
there's mud on my hands
and all of our plans my love, are no longer
the sun, it expands
it's burning all the lands
my love, i die beside her

lay with me while the world ends (feat. perplexx)

matching your pace

the white noise surrounds me, and it pulls me straight in 
such a haunting sound you are, it's under my skin 
thought i heard your voice in there, but it's still unclear 
just a fading echo, i know the end is near 

now i hear the silence hum 
the loss of you, i must succumb 
no more pain, but no more love 
i'm leaving now, i wish you'd come 

how is it you're everywhere but you're never there?
i don't think my heart can take much more of despair 
you told me that you'd be fine, you said, yes i swear 
now i'm standing at your grave i scream it's not fair 

HEROIN PT. VII

i'm so trapped
i got the drugs on me 
kill the pain
baby just set me free
ghost in my bed
no you won't let me sleep 
talk to the sky, and it talks back to me 

i'm so trapped
i got the drugs on me 
lines on the sink 
i miss your love, on me 
tears in my drink, no i can't feel a thing 
if i die tonight, would you cry for me?

woke up alone, i don't know what's real 
your names on my phone, i hate how this feels 
drowning in my sins, consumed by all this guilt 
i fucked her last night, and then my tears all spilt 
touched what isn't you, and threw up in the car 
felt my hands on fire, how did i come this far 
thought i'd hit the gas, and throw it all away 
i'd rather just die, than have to feel this pain 

talk to the sky

baby 
free me 
comes to me at night 
and it haunts me every time
 

see you in my dreams 
it's why i do not sleep 
awake, i never heal 
you're the pain i wanna feel 

chain around my neck 
you smile and i forget
that heaven tastes like hell 
and i wear it all too well 

moonlight through the haze
my skin burns from the chains 
wrapped inside my pain 
see your face, my god, it aches 

taste you in the rain
like rust and love and shame 
buried in my veins 
you nest inside my brain 

every breath i take 
is another slow mistake 
you're the death that i still chase 
with a kiss that burns like flames 

chains (prod. NW)

chris and adrianna (PROD. SEGADOR)

if i die, i don't really give a fuck
pop the pills, you can watch me self destruct 
if i'm dead, it'll be around dusk
all my life, all i ever got was fucked

i'm an angel, but my fucking wings are cut 
any joy in my soul has been sucked
got my heaven in the back of my trunk
i will kill myself, i've had enough

as the sun has rised, it'll fall
just like my body in this off-white hall
i tried to reach out, so i called
but she just ended up declining all

i can hear all the voices in the wall
they just scream at me, it's your fault 
the shadows stretch, and now they crawl
they tower over me, they're black and tall

one final plea before i'm dead
when you take my corpse off the bed
make sure that my ashes are spread 
anywhere is better than my head

i'm so sorry mother, i'm so sorry father
i'm so sorry brother, i cannot live no longer
i'm so sorry Ashley, i hope you all forgive me 
this darkness that is in me, has finally killed me

if i die, listen to this

waking up to rainy days
why the fuck am i awake
fuck the sun, i draw the shades
and a sigh, i guess i'll wait
till everyone in this fucking house
finally goes about their days
i conversate
but my mind is on vacation
have a time share
for the darkest of the basements
where the light is vacant
and the shadows stay in
the cobwebbed corners
of my subconscious
and if i'm honest
i think i'm running
what from, who knows, but it's something
it's like this creeping dread, inside my head, it wants me dead
but i sprinted too fast, so it took my friends instead
don't know if i'm alive, i want the fucking lead
to spread my brains all over the fucking bedspread
and my ex bitch
she's with some other fuck
all our memories are tainted, and i'm feeling so fucked up
to see her live the life i wanted with that fucking fuck
she don't want me
kinda feels like no one does
my momma pushed me out her body after those nine months
then she pushed me out her life, left me to myself
my dad was too busy drugging up somewhere else
took after him, started tainting all my veins
heroin is heaven when you've lived a life of pain
i look in the mirror, i don't like what i see
sanity is something i don't think was meant for me
losing grips, my grip was weak, and reality
slips away from my mind, and all that i percieve
is a dream, it isn't real, i'm trapped in purgatory
reaper creeping close, grinning wide, he's wanted me
i think it's time to give in and just fucking bleed
my heart beat, begins to cease, leave me in the trash
all i want is to be taken out, just let me crash
do not resuscitate, let the pills do their job
let em work full time until i'm not alive

PSYCHOSIS/I REGRET EVERYTHING (PROD. EARL SWEATSHIRT)

Cut off the lights
Can’t stand my face
Bags under eyes
Can’t leave this place

Scars on my neck
From dreams I hate
Time moves slow
I rot, I wait

Can’t feel love, can’t feel death
Just one breath, then one less
Bite my tongue, bleed in bed
Nothing helps — I live in dread

Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day
Say you care, but never stay
Still rotten — locked away
Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day

Eyes go black
Skin turns pale
Bite my tongue
Dreams all stale

Can’t go back
Heart won’t heal
Voice like ash
None of this real

No more love
Just this rot
Blood on sheets
Sleep forgot



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