cdogstar above all else

what a mess this sounds like.
I'll listen to it again I just might.

Cdogstar Glitchstep

this sounds familiar have I heard it before?

Cdogstar Funk

Sing to Spread the Truth.mp3

it is what it is and that's all that it is and I'll take full responsibility if it's a total mess

You might die by AI

I am c dogstar
Can't catch me on radar 
Out of this world

I'm a quasar

Hey hey hey wait 

What's happening

 why's everybody laughing

You say

 it's a Dumb song

And it's too long And now your ears are bleeding

It wasn't Hocus pocus

I want you to know this

I worked hard on it 

I was focused

It doesn't matter what you think anyway

I know what's good

It'll get radio play

And I just bet that'll ruin your day

Cuz I know I rock and I know I roll 

I'm more of a king than Elvis 

you should see me gyrate my pelvis

More of a poet than Bob Dylan 

even though some of his lyrics I'd be stealing

And talk about oh what a feeling

Madonna 

Willie Nelson 

motley Crue 

they're all jealous of what I can do

So when I reach the Billboard top 10 

 I'll look back at can you

And you can sit and spin

And I'll keep singing with a big old And grin

My imagination is limitless

I'll be rich you'll be penniless



FOCUSED LIKE A QUASAR

Splat splat 
F this F that
 Bam Bam 

who the F do you think I am

Popeye the sailor Man

Eating out of a garbage can

You say it's on Facebook so it must be true

And you must be sniffing glue. 

Hit me with a bat making me black and blue

And it really doesn't matter what you do

It's my turn when your turn is through

This song is out of control

It's more like trash than rock and roll

Footloose and Fancy free

Question every answer on Jeopardy

This song is weak it barely rhymes

Got to watch out for those who are dropping dimes

One two three let's go

Stay in your lane don't go against the flow

Burn those bridges self-destruct

Perseverance not to stay in touch

Ones and zeros are they demons are they heroes

You Turn nothing into something

Me 

something into nothing

See

What is wrong it's hard to say

Blown away by tooth decay

Up all night sleep all day

C dogstar loves to play






FROM SOMETHING TO NOTHING

Warning

This song uses psychiatry

So you can take it personally when I say


Your eyes are sunken

You lost your executive function

Your eyes are blown

Windows to the soul


And oh boy you're in a pickle

Spent your last nickel

So broke it makes you choke

It's no joke here comes the reaper here comes the sickle

Some good advice don't take another toke

Straight up and it ain't no riddle

You know your muscles are weak and your bones are brittle

your memory is history you can't think

Your gray matter went down the sink

Lost all your cognitive skills

So much danger from chasing those thrills


So let's get into the subliminal 

way down deep you know you're a criminal

The pain you cause is not minimal







die by the sword

So what if I think the grass isn't greener on the other end. 
Not everyone likes to pretend

So You call me a loser but I win again

Got my Lowe's got my highs

 I got old but still am spry

The force of the habit powerful and strong 

Either causes pain or just makes you numb

Such a waste when memories get wiped away 

You think I'm a loser but I won today 

It's not as simple as I will or I won't 

It's more like a puzzle 

will I beat my high score 

I need less but will do more 

Up in the clouds till I hit hard on the floor 

C dogstars popularity has never grown 

Put stuff out there that should never have been shown

You say I'm a loser and a sinner 

Today I got the big W yes I'm a winner winner 

Go eat dirt I'm having a chicken dinner






THE WIN

they're in plain sight with all their might ready to take you down there's no escape no way no how

MONSTER

Moral failing's from this freaking disease

God does not need to be appeased

But There is no rest 

Moral distress

What a wreck

Biological psychological social factors 

So complex

An unhinged mind 

Try with all your might

Behaviors you can not hide 

Sometimes you just need 

To sit and cry

Loneliness guilt shame and fear

Anxiety sadness they all are here 

Lighten up toughen up 

be a man 

take a deep breath 

While I still can

I know I'm not 

it is sad but true 

The only one swimming  

in this cesspool

Yeah I have it bad 

It's like a curse 

But on the bright side 

Things can be worse

An unhinged mind 

Try with all your might

Behaviors you can not hide 

Sometimes you just need 

To sit and cry 

I keep trying

Some things don't change 

What a painful thought 

when you think 

that you are strange 

Yeah I have it bad 

It's like a curse 

But on the bright side 

Things can be worse





HOPE

manipulate Indy

it's all about the waves the sand the cold beer all at the day at the beach

DOG DAYS OF SUMMER

THE LABORATORY X

I surrender on a bender listening to Freddy fender's 

wasted days wasted nights

Ready to fight 

Fight fight fight


Facade


Common sense and experience

Love freedom Justice


You never know how important a moment might be until you're in the middle of it


What can exist alone

What is it before it comes into existence



When One is too many 

Sometimes spaces are better without people in them


When the right train takes you to the wrong place


Sometimes things are special because they Don't last


Mirrors never break they just multiply


Waste your days

For heaven's sake 

Arguing about white and brown eggs

Do they not all crack the same


Sometimes the holes just don't fit the pegs 

And we think we've come a long way 


For heaven's sake how long does it take 

For the will to break 


This one is theirs and this one is mine 

How could you have not read the signs 


How can there be more of nothing 

Or turn nothing into something


And

When we've been there ten thousand years

Bright shining as the sun

We've no less days to sing God's praise

Than when we'd first begun





I surrender

You want to zoom zoom

But you're living life in a tomb

Say goodbye or stop getting high

The universe will always have room


Boom boom out go the lights

Communicate by throwing kites

Bloom bloom reach for the Stars

Gloom gloom broken bones and scars



at the end of the long road

In the midst of chaos and strife
The thunderous clash of metal and life
The darkness descends upon the land
As battlebots stand with weapons in hand
Piss in their veins
Hi-Tech in low earth orbit

Kamikaze drones 
Stealth ships sail air and ocean waves mission awareness domain
these critical capabilities 

Invisible faceless ruthless fearless invisible army

A Tactical advantage
Laser focused The machine locust 




MACHINE LOCUST

You say you love me 

Ditto


I thought nobody could 

Cuz I'm like a hippo


Hippopotamus that is 

With you I'm no longer anonymous 


So come and get some of this 

Cuz I want more of you 

not less 


I am Misunderstood

But you found the good 

I hoped someday that somebody  would


I was lost, adrift,

No anchor in sight.

Then you came along,

And made everything bright


I was so blue 

But now I am a rainbow

As We share a pillow


Our love vividly

Pure ecstasy 

For all of eternity



DITTO

Here's a set of lyrics inspired by the image:


Verse 1:

Pink shell cracking, oil for blood

Pigs all around me, wallowing in mud

Cigarette burning, smoke in my eyes

Am I alive or just wires and lies?


Chorus:

I'm a robot learning how to feel

Rusting from the inside, is this real?

Cdogstar, that's the name they gave

To this pink machine, half-built, half-saved


Verse 2:

Mechanical heart with a human vice

Addicted to living, paying the price

Red tears are falling on circuits below

In this farm of flesh, how can I grow?


(Repeat Chorus)


Bridge:

Sparks fly as I take another drag

My code's corrupted, systems lag

Are these emotions or just broken parts?

In fields of bacon, do robots have hearts?


Final Chorus:

I'm a robot learning how to feel

Rusting from the inside, is this real?

Cdogstar, glitching in the sty

Half-machine, half-soul, learning to cry


Outro:

Pink paint peeling, revealing the truth

A robot's journey for meaning and youth

In a world of pigs, I'm smoking away

Searching for life in shades of gray


These lyrics attempt to capture the surreal and contradictory elements of the image, blending themes of artificial intelligence, addiction, and the search for identity and meaning. The repeated mention of "cdogstar" ties directly to the image, while the descriptions of the pink robot and its environment paint a picture of the scene for listeners



Pink robots and pigs #2

I AM AN ANIMAL APPROACHING AT TOP SPEED

EYES ARE FOCUSED ON THE DIRTY DEED


I'M SO FREAKING TRICKY I NEED AN EXTRA SLEEVE


DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR TATTOO 

OR YOUR HAIRDO I'M GOING TO CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE 


You ain't going to put it in a straight jacket


Or a casket

It's a pyroclastic flow

And you still don't know


Rocks smash to dust

Nature you can never trust


River of fire 

The heat goes higher and higher 

You'll have The feeling of 


Or a casket

It's a pyroclastic flow

And you still don't know


Rocks smash to dust

Nature you can never trust


River of fire 

The heat goes higher and higher 

You'll have The feeling of

Terror

#cdogstar




PYROCLASTIC FLOW

Chicken heads and feet in the burgers that you eat 

You're willing to die to just eat fries 



Golden arches, more like a warning sign

Fast food that's cheap but far from divine

Burgers, fries, and shakes that make you sick

It's not a meal it's a trick


Processed patties, and stale buns,

It's a meal that's far from being fun.

The grease, the salt, And oh that taste 

It's a dining experience that is just a waste


A culinary catastrophe

I know the truth they won't poison me


Drive-thru convenience at a hefty cost

A meal that's always worth being tossed


Billions and billions served

Billions and billions feeling worse



#cdogstar

McStake

Bad trip 

Dope sick 

Damn it 

Can't quit 

Poisoned shit 


Chasing that toxic cloud 

You can't be proud 

Your mind ain't sound 

Feels like your wrists are bound 

Clarity cannot be found

Round and round 


Bad trip 

Dope sick 

Damn it 

Can't quit 

Poisoned shit


Melting rocks and your life drops off 

A little was never enough and enough  is the language that you don't speak

Tweak geek, speed freak, getting weak 


Bad trip 

Dope sick 

Damn it 

Can't quit 

Poisoned shit


Look in the mirror what do you see 

You Don't look familiar to who you used to be 

Those chemical demons got you on your knees 

Committing felonies 

that will bring you years 

And when you're there 

You cannot shed a tear 


Bad trip 

Dope sick 

Damn it 

Can't quit 

Poisoned shit


Up Your nose 

Goes the devil's dime 

Soon you will be out of time 

Looking to God asking why why why 

Wishing that you never tried it 


can't quit 

Poison shit 

Damn it 

Dope sick 

Bad trip

Done with













You can't be proud

YOU CAN'T BE PROUD 2

Here is a page I wrote about how to deal with someone who is schizophrenic:


Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder that affects how a person thinks, feels, and behaves. People with schizophrenia may seem like they have lost touch with reality, which can be distressing for them and for their family and friends1. The symptoms of schizophrenia can make it difficult to participate in usual, everyday activities, but effective treatments are available. Many people who receive treatment can engage in school or work, achieve independence, and enjoy personal relationships.


If you have a friend or family member who has schizophrenia, you may wonder how you can help them cope with their condition and support their recovery. Here are some tips on how to deal with someone who is schizophrenic:


Educate yourself about schizophrenia. Learning more about the causes, symptoms, and treatments of schizophrenia can help you understand what your loved one is going through and how to help them. You can find reliable information from sources such as the National Institute of Mental Health1, the Mayo Clinic2, or the Schizophrenia and Related Disorders Alliance of America.

Be supportive and respectful. People with schizophrenia may feel isolated, stigmatized, or ashamed of their condition. They may also have difficulty trusting others or expressing their emotions. You can show your support by listening to them, validating their feelings, and encouraging their strengths. Avoid criticizing, blaming, or judging them for their behavior or beliefs. Respect their choices and preferences, as long as they are not harmful to themselves or others.

Help them get treatment and stick with it. Treatment for schizophrenia usually involves a combination of medication and psychotherapy. Medication can help reduce the psychotic symptoms, such as hallucinations and delusions, while psychotherapy can help improve the negative symptoms, such as apathy and social withdrawal2. However, some people with schizophrenia may be reluctant to seek treatment or may stop taking their medication due to side effects, lack of insight, or fear of stigma. You can help your loved one by finding a mental health professional who specializes in schizophrenia, accompanying them to appointments, reminding them to take their medication, and monitoring their progress and side effects.

Help them cope with stress and triggers. Stress can worsen the symptoms of schizophrenia or trigger a relapse. You can help your loved one by identifying and avoiding the sources of stress in their life, such as conflict, trauma, substance abuse, or negative emotions. You can also help them develop healthy coping skills, such as relaxation techniques, mindfulness exercises, hobbies, or social activities. If your loved one experiences a psychotic episode, try to stay calm and reassure them that you are there to help. Do not argue with them or challenge their delusions or hallucinations. Instead, focus on their feelings and offer empathy and comfort.

Take care of yourself and seek support. Caring for someone who has schizophrenia can be challenging and stressful. You may feel overwhelmed, frustrated, angry, guilty, or helpless at times. You may also neglect your own needs and well-being in the process. It is important to take care of yourself by maintaining a balanced lifestyle, setting boundaries, seeking respite when needed, and reaching out for support. You can find support from other family members, friends, mental health professionals, or support groups for caregivers of people with schizophrenia.

Dealing with someone who is schizophrenic can be difficult but rewarding. By following these tips, you can help your loved one cope with their condition and improve their quality of life. You can also strengthen your relationship with them and enhance your own well-being.



Schizophrenia is serious

The badge makes sure

There is no Opulence here

The badge makes sure


I am cddogstar 

We know who they are


Kept down and led astray

It takes a thousand years to wash my tears away 



Either black and white stripes or a suit and a tie 

Both sides lie lie lie 

The government suffocates life 


Fight fight fight to make things right


It's just the facts that the tax will lay you flat on your back


The badge makes sure

There is no Opulence here

The badge makes sure


I am Cdogstar 

We know who they are


Kept down and led astray

It takes a thousand years to wash my tears away


Maybe one day we'll get things straight 

But by then I will be past the heaven's gate 











NO OPULENCE



Here is my story 

No one trick pony

You aim to be my crony 


I know the game 

I came to play

Only takes a second 

Checkmate


I have a hunger 

Hunger to eat the rich 

Here is a shovel 

Now go dig a ditch


Don't make mistakes you can't come back from

No excuses for the things done

Cdogstar will Right the wrong


I am a hammer

like a tool 

I am a driver not a screw  

Count to three 

I'm done at two


Don't point your finger 

Swallow your Disdain

Beg it to be over 

Consumed by pain


Splatter All the flatter

I am mad Hatter 

Climbing Jacob's ladder


An ancient agent 

In the raw

Taking action

Free from law

Cdogstar 

I see all




 



CAN'T COME BACK FROM 2

CAN'T COME BACK FROM

cdogstar says 
Listen up.
The time has come.
Where you going?
Where have you been?
Stay where you are.
Time to pay.
Go ahead.
Wide awake.
Make your bed,
Fall asleep.
Brush your teeth.
Comb your hair.
Come out to play.
Don't you cry.
Don't you tell.
Shut your mouth.
Dry your eyes.
Blow your nose.
Open up.
Nice surprise.
Another day.
Tomorrow comes.
Some will die.
Funeral march for mankind.
Cars do cruise.
Boats must float.
Trains to travel.
Airplanes crash.
Guns shoot.
Heart attacks.
Violent vocals.
Hardcore bands.
Lip service.
Say your prayers.
Do your deeds.
Mind your own.
Bow your head.
Place your bets.
Who will rule?
To be announced.
Let it be.
Let it go.
Leave it alone.
No one knows.
It's alright.
It's ok.
cdogstar says 
It doesn't matter.
more or less.
And all of that.


JUST  WORDS heavy reggae version

Cdogstar says 

Listen up.

The time has come.

Where you going?

Where have you been?

Stay where you are.

Time to pay.

Go ahead.

Wide awake.

Make your bed,

Fall asleep.

Brush your teeth.

Comb your hair.

Come out to play.

Don't you cry.

Don't you tell.

Shut your mouth.

Dry your eyes.

Blow your nose.

Open up.

Nice surprise.

Another day.

Tomorrow comes.

Some will die.

Funeral march for mankind.

Cars do cruise.

Boats must float.

Trains to travel.

Airplanes crash.

Guns shoot.

Heart attacks.

Violent vocals.

Hardcore bands.

Lip service.

Say your prayers.

Do your deeds.

Mind your own.

Bow your head.

Place your bets.

Who will rule?

To be announced.

Let it be.

Let it go.

Leave it alone.

No one knows.

It's alright.

It's ok.

Cdogstar says 

It doesn't matter.

Birthday more or less.

And all of that.



JUST WORDS  Rock and roll Ska edition

JUST WORDS  rhythm and blues edition

Watch the pink Fink fly high in the sky

Pink smoke in the air, a curious sight

Pink flamingos, with their grace

Pink flowers, with their delicate lace

At me you wink with eyelashes pink

a pink mink fur coat 

oh yeah pink clothes

Pink, it's a color that's so grand

From pink paint on the walls, to pink sand

Pink, pink, it's all around

A color that's playful and profound

pink it's here to stay

So pink you have to blink as it  brightens up the day

What do you think 

Yes

My favorite flavor is pink

Pink lemonade, a refreshing treat

A sausage link from a pig that's pink

Wash your hands in a pink sink

Cuz there's a kink in the hose

That Waters everything

Pink that grows 

And oh don't forget the pink boat

Yeah pink keeps the world spinning 

Finally 
Your beautiful pink lips when you are grinning 



I ONLY THINK PINK

In the heart of the digital metropolis, where algorithms danced and pixels painted dreams, there existed a enigmatic entity known as Cdogstar. A digital nomad, a weaver of abstract realities, Cdogstar traversed the vast expanse of the online world, leaving behind a trail of cryptic messages, ethereal soundscapes, and thought-provoking visuals.


Venturing into the sonic labyrinth of SoundCloud, one could stumble upon Cdogstar's sonic sanctum. Here, amidst a symphony of abstract sounds, reggae rhythms, and experimental compositions, Cdogstar's musical spirit found its voice. Each track, a sonic tapestry woven with threads of cosmic inspiration and philosophical musings, invited listeners to embark on a journey of auditory exploration.


cdogstar's YouTube channel, "Cdogstar Knowhole," features a collection of videos that showcase their artistic vision, including abstract and experimental works. The channel's description states that it is an "inner look at abstract insanity" and encourages viewers to "put it out there even if it does not exist"


the abstract visionary, the purveyor of knowledge, continued to weave its intricate web across the digital landscape. Its presence, a constant reminder that in the ever-evolving world of technology and creativity, the only limit is the boundless expanse of the human imagination.


Overall, cdogstar is a creative force that pushes the boundaries of artistic expression, often incorporating elements of spirituality, chaos, and the unknown into their work.

3/18/2020

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