Give It Up

Fickle Heart

Calling

I can't seem to breathe
when you speak to me
the air fails my lungs
never gets past my tongue

I can't seem to breathe
I'm caught underwater it seems
I dream of oxygen
not saturated poison

breathe in 

my words are mirror glass
fragile fractures, nerve gas
I can't seem to think
when you push me to the brink

breathe in

Breathe

I don't feel at home with you
I can't breathe out, I can't breathe at all with you

you grind on my will
pulling on the edges of my mind but I'm alone with you
you keep me under
I'll inhale your poison breath into my lungs to stay with you

oh If I stay with you
I'll split myself in two

oh is it worth it?
fighting for my sanity with histrionic moves
oh it's so worth it
when I feel your breath on my neck I forget all else but you

Doodles

Hold On

We're moving in circles
every step atop another one
we're moving in circles
But I don't mind when I see your love return

you will weather all the storms I send
keep me company until the night ends
with your lighthouse lullaby
you'll see me safely into the good night 

we're moving in circles
every wave atop an older one
we're moving in circles
I'm the coastline on the map of your love

these waves come crashing in
I know you won't let me crash in them
we're moving in circles
but I don't mind when I see your love return

You will weather all the storms I send
keep me company until the night ends
with your lighthouse lullabies
you lead me safely into the good night

Lighthouse Lullaby

I lie supine
you watch over me
but I can't
seem to find
the will to breathe
your luxurious lies

and it's sweet how you don't think that I'm ok
your sucrotic words ring out
and it's sweet how you call my name
like a sugar drop in your mouth

less now in front
the days won't heed
my halting calls
calando of the mind
we'll age at this speed

and it's sweet how you don't think that I'm ok
cause you know I'm a fucking mess
and it's sweet how you call my name
like a sin you're about to confess

and it's sweet how you don't care if I'm ok
I'm a lie that you'd rather forget
and it's sweet how you call my name
like truth you just can't accept

Supine

Days
I waited for days
to see what would become
of the messes we made

days
I waited for days
for absolution
for falling from grace

weeks
I waited for weeks
to see if the dales
would equal the peaks

months 
I waited for months
to hear you confess
to your sins just once

there's no way up
there's no way out now

I
I'm nothing but dreams
of what could have been
without all our schemes

and we 
can speak of the truth
to anyone else
but me and you

there's no way up
no way out now

days
I waited for days
to see what would become
of the messes we me made

so 
I needed you so 
but without your touch
it's time I go

Days

I 
have trouble with my sleep
I can't keep
My eyes from closing

And I
don't know what is real
I can't stop this spill
my mind's too open

and so 
I'll close
the mouth that I have

and so I'll close 
These thoughts I hold in my hand
These thoughts I hold in my hand

Trouble With Sleep (reupload)

I like music, music is quite fun. Sometimes I make some music of my own, and when I do, I put it on my SoundCloud, so you can listen to it. So that if you listen to it, you can send me a message to say "that's rubbish!" or "I quite enjoyed that!" or something completely else entirely! Yay! 
-Cec.

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