You like songs? Then prepare to be disappointed.

Reading books in the sun,
Fall asleep and wake up for your run.
Your daily routine disgusts me.

Lecture us after noon.
Tell me off while we're leaving the room,
At least today you talked to me.

So many tiny voices they tell me,
So many little whispers they haunt me.
I could just go home 
Do better boy 
I could just go home

Eat your meals all alone,
How could I be so wrong?
You'd be a fool to lose him for me.

Cry all night in the dark
When he's left after leaving his mark.
It's sort of sad that you like me.

So many tiny voices they tell me,
So many little whispers they haunt me.
I could just go home 
Do better boy 
I could just go home

And keep it together.

Panda eyes the next day.
When I see you I never know what to say.
Maybe today you'll notice me.

But it was too much to hope,
Left me feeling so low.
Someone like you could never like someone like me.

Beach Blues

Mixing gets weird for some reason but whatever. 

He could take you dancing for the whole night 
And it would make my heart so sick.
I've provided nothing in your whole life
So the clock can just tock and tick and tock and tick
Til I'm so sick.
Think I'll go to bed and sleep in til three
And never get out again.
What's the point in thinking I could be much more
When I'm never like other men?
They've got their friends.
I've got my shame,
And I'm to blame.

For the simple things I'm helpless
Throw me in the fire.
For the little things I'm useless
I'll just dream for awhile
While you hop on another boat
I'll drift along out here.

Another year or two and I'll be shipping out,
I never meant much to you.
Somebody so ugly and they made you laugh
Someone who hasn't heard the news.
You've nothing to prove.
Nothing to lose.
No fixed value.

For the simple things I'm helpless
So throw me in the fire. 
For the little things I'm useless
I dream forever or never or awhile

While you slip through the cracks of my fingers
The truth about you dear it always lingers.
No one wants a mess.
So I'll clean up your mess.

I could take you waltzing
But it wouldn't feel right,
So I guess it's fine to just
Be friends.
Somebody so ugly and they made you laugh.
Someone who could cause so much pain.
You've nothing to gain,
No lion to tame,
No love remains.

Boogaloo

short and shit, written during a period of writer's block, repetitive and vocals sound weird but this is all just an experiment anyway.

So it took all summer, 
So it's getting warmer,
So you're better off with them.

So your back is breaking,
So your skin is aching,
So the Sun will have his way.

So you're all just children,
So you've done the wild thing,
So don't you miss your dad?

So you laughed about it,
So they're all your own kids,
So don't you know they're bad?

Soon they'll be kings when
Autumn is waking.
The fling of all flings:
It's yours for the taking.
They'll lose their wings
And man will be helpless.

So you'll carry them home.
So you're my own pilgrim,
So can't they just behave?

So you've shed all your tears,
So it took sixteen years,
So what a crying shame.

So you're never picky,
So your lips are sticky, 
So nothing to celebrate.

So you miss the snow and
So you miss the poets
So this calls for more champagne.

They'll take their turns and
Man will be helpless.
Whole city burns.
Man will be helpless.
Love will be earned.
Man will be helpless.

Man, we'll be helpless.

Magnetic

if you like hearing inhalation drenched in reverb and echo effects then you're in for a treat.

Suppose I never got to see you,
Suppose I never got to care,
If I listened to the rain at home 
Could I pretend you were there?

Suppose I was less sentimenta,l 
Suppose I did something for me.
If I pretended to be selfish
Would you think about me?

Don't stop. I like you
And I don't know what I should do
I've got feelings again.
Don't leave, I like you
And I don't know what i would do
I've got feelings again.

Suppose that we moved to the seaside,
Suppose I even was your friend,
If I pretended we were shellfish
Would you still leave at the end?

Suppose I think too much about it,
Suppose I never think at all.
Maybe you could just ignore me
And tell me when I went wrong

Don't stop. I like you
And I don't know what I should do
I've got feelings again.
Don't leave, I like you
And I don't know what i would do
I've got feelings again.
 
But they're just passing emotions, 
And I've never craved your devotion, 
But I don't want to feel all your eyes 
Staring at me, glaring at me,
Don't look at me.

Suppose I stayed up very early, 
Suppose I never ever slept,
If my night eyes ever tricked me
Could I pretend I'd been kept?

Suppose that I was very nervous,
Suppose that talked at your shoes,
You never listen to me anyway.
It's only you I could lose.

Nico

sounds bad mostly because I knew if I didn't upload it as soon as it was recorded I wouldn't upload it.

Temple's been broken for days.
Cracks in foundations as
Skin fades to grey,
As night bleeds to day. 

Undeclared, I was impressed,
Words they spill out on to Your
Favourite dress
Whispers of "you need a rest"
"she needs a rest"
"oh what a mess" 
"it's for the best"
Back to bed I'll go

Please don't
Believe it's been easy without you.
Please don't
Believe it's been easy, I swear.
Please don't
Believe it's been easy without you.
Please don't 
Believe it's been easy to care.

Gown

collabo wit the elusive ConGib on glock and bass.

I'm so tired now Monday's come
I spent all of yesterday dreaming 
I'm so tired now Monday's come 
I spent half of all my days drowning at home 

Big Wave come drag me
Down to the sea floor!
I don't want to see her anymore.
Search the grey coast
For all that you've lost,
I just don't want to see her anymore.

Don't be so ugly to me
Don't be so ugly to me
When the week starts again
And I've lost all my friends
Don't be so ugly to me

Leaves can turn for all I care
Stuck here for two weeks breathing fake air
Leaves can turn for all I care
The pavements all glitter 
Til I stumble out there.

Big Wave come drag me
Down to the sea floor!
I don't want to see her anymore.
Search the grey coast
For all that you've lost,
I just don't want to see her anymore.

Don't be so ugly to me
Don't be so ugly to me
When the week starts again
And I've lost all my friends
Don't be so ugly to me.

Songy Song

written and recorded in early 2011, decided I like it again, put it up, it's not great but it's sorta interesting. 

Hello,
I've been searching for the
Things that I just can't ignore,
And I've been there and back and
There again.
Talk to me so sweetly and
I will leave discretely
Just back home to My
Nothing, to My Bed.

Colourful nights,
Exotic lights
Just don't compare to 
Black and white.
I'm stuck to my sheets and 
No-One cares.
Don't you call me crazy,
I just don't see the point you see
Of grasping in the dark
When Nothing's there.

Sit inside with
Nothing Dreams, and
Go to sleep where
Nothing seems to know
Or even care about My 
Name.
People are so cruel to you-
Don't get me wrong! 
I would be too
If it would make me popular for a
Day.

Hello,
I've been searching for the
Things that I just can't ignore,
And I've been there and back and
There again.
Talk to me so sweetly and
I will leave discretely
Just back home to My
Nothing, to My Bed.

Plastic

Beginning of 'Bedroom Jokes' series. Experimental Songs that are poorly written/recorded but have something about them that I like. Sorta like if you half-ass a demo. Technically all my songs are bedroom jokes. 'Plastic' was a preliminary to the 'Bedroom Jokes' series. I feel (Stones) is the perfect example of a bedroom joke.

Another Year I spent inside
Another day I'm my own bride
Oh the months I could've cried but
I didn't this time

Another year I spent alone
All the time I waste at home
All the clocks and the perfect tone
I tried to stop this time

Pretty me 
I'm so petite
Pity me 
I'm at your feet
What could I have said to
Change your mind?

Awful weeks
And awful still,
I'm awful weak
And where's the thrill?
Darling, I bare you no ill will
I'm just happier alone.

Another Year I spent inside
Another day I'm my own bride
Oh the months I could've cried but
I didn't this time

Another year I spent alone
All the time I waste at home
All the rocks and the perfect stone 
I threw them all for you

Bedroom Jokes #1 (Stones)

the 'Bedroom Jokes' series begins with two-parts. The only way this song is related to #1 is that they were both written and recorded in the same two hours. 'Ugly Singers' refers to me and specifically how terrible I sound in this song. The title is a joke. The song is a joke. I put effort in to this.

"When that baby's in my body
I want it to grow and grow"
When that feeling's in my gullet
I can tell that you'll explode
Of course I'm happy when I vomit
Now I know you'll like me more
Little baby in my body turns 
Me inside out 

What's it gonna do?
What's it gonna take?
What's it gonna think?
What's it gonna make?
What's it gonna be when I grow up?

We can paint each other's portraits
We can paint each other's eyes
Mine will sink in to your sockets
Yours will burst right out of mine
Shaky fingers make me nervous 
Although there's a charm to yours
Hands that stutter make me worthless
Turns me inside out.

Bedroom Jokes #2 (Ugly Singers)

This is an experiment made from a loop on a Boss DD-20. The bass and rhythm guitar are part of the same loop. Everything else is recorded the same way I usually do it. I like this. I think it sounds like a ghost on a beach and he's having a hard time but then he sees some waves and it cheers him up. Should probably note that the lead guitar is a one-take improvisation.

"Don't give up."

***okay so this song is weird in that depending on how you hear the loop it can be two different songs but only one of them sounds good. This song should be in Fmajor, but because the fading in of the bass motif is pretty bad it can sound like it's in Gmajor, but the vocals and lead guitar are recorded in Fmajor so it sounds wrong. Basically the high-sounding bass part is the first part and the low-sounding one is the second part and sometimes, if you're not in that frame of mind, it can sound the other way around.

Bedroom Jokes #3 (Red Peach, Part of the Family)

More of a song than the Bedroom Jokes so is independent from the series.

We watched the water 
Make little ponds for all the bugs
The skitter scurry
Made me feel like I was loved
The plashing feet and the 
Autumn in your hair 
The grass was mine and it seemed
To whisper "just stay there"

Like I had anywhere to go

Even if I'm not yours
I'm my mother's baby still
Even if I was cured
I don't think I'd ever leave my windowsill 
Even if I was sure 
I'd say I'm not myself

When I get happy
I can Feel
It
Slip away 
The only thing 
I knew how to do because
I don't know how to say or 
Speak or Feel or
Think
Aloud 
All the magical 
Tragical 
Dayglo fantastical 
Heart attacks your
Life has been.

Even if I'm not yours
I'm my mother's baby still
Even if I was cured
I don't think I'd ever leave my windowsill 
Even if I was sure 
I'd say I'm not myself today

Heart attacks and 
Heart asleeps and 
All this sleep will 
Make you weak
I'm not saying sorry

Blood Jumps

City soul sucking in the Golden Age
Sleet winds cut and children suffocate
Always fought oh so fair
Always caught in a prayer
See you slinking door to door
Just a stranger I want more
Don't your dry your baby blues
I knew it was you we would lose

Hardly a boy never a man
I guess this means we're friends again
Ever so coy but always so bland
I think you forget yourself
Silence creeps in all my things
I would buy you diamond rings
See you lurking at my door
I think I could teach you more

Baby didn't know it cuz baby was dead 
Lately all I do is kill myself in my head
Baby didn't know it but you heard what I said
I really wish you'd show it

Clearing my head sit on top of the bomb
I know I forget myself
Mull it over but nothing is wrong
We just need to know you're coming back.

Baby didn't know it cuz baby was dead 
Lately all I do is kill myself in my head
Baby didn't know it but you heard what I said
I really wish you'd show it

Novelty

Instrumental thing I made last February 2012 for my brother for some computer thing he was making. I do not know how to play this anymore.

Waving (I Can't Play This)

Thousands of miles and 
Poems are all we have and all that I can do is
Hope that I don’t throw up
Maybe I was sad when you 
Crept in to my bed and you kissed me on the head and said “don’t you ever grow up”
I could call you crazy I could call you charming I could call you baby
Or maybe I should shut up
I could live so simple or I could be a symbol of another nothing just waiting to
Show up
But then she kissed me and called me bambi and myheart was in a mess
I wore her favourite dress
But you bit me and called me baby and how could I resist you tied me to your wrist
Thousands of miles and poems are all we have and all that I can do is tell myself to
Shut up
Maybe I was sad until you crept in to my head and kissed me in your bed and said “don’t you ever grow up”
But then she kissed me and called me bambi and myheart was in a mess
I wore her favourite dress
But you bit me and called me baby and how could I resist you tied me to your wrist
But then she kissed me and called me bambi and myheart was in a mess
I wore her favourite dress, 
But you bit me and called me baby and well you know the rest I tore your favourite dress, the lipstick was a mess
Thousands of miles and poems are all we have


Bambi (For You)

I want to see if I can write songs gooder.

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