After learning a mutual friend was cheated on, Cece Grace and Becca Packer responded the only way they know how: through music. In their song All I Had, the pair explore the complexities of love and infidelity, writing from both the perspective of the cheater as well as the one who was cheated on. Their haunting voices paired with layers of acoustic guitar whisper the question that so many of us leave unspoken: "Was I what you wanted? Or was I all you had?"

Lyrics: 
I could’ve seen it coming then 
If I wanted to
I chose to look the other way
Like you told me to

Would you keep your promise
If I drove you mad
Was I what you wanted
Or was I all you had

I probably could’ve stopped myself
If I wanted to
I kept everything bottled up 
Like I’m supposed to do 

Would I keep my promise 
If you drove me mad
Were  you what I wanted
Or were you all I had

Was I what you wanted 
Or were you all I had


Lyrics written by: Cece Linardon and Becca Packer 
Instrumentation by: Becca Packer and Ava Welling
Produced by: Cece Linardon and Becca Packer
Mixed by: Cece Linardon and Becca Packer
Cover Art by: Cece Linardon

All I Had

Spare Me:

If you hold me
Will you put me down gently 
Before you go? 

If you know me 
Will my tangled delusions 
End the allure?

Cuz I don’t wanna show you my mind 
If it will haunt you 
And I don’t wanna go thru the highs 
If I already lost you

So spare me the time 
That I’ll waste learning to love you 
And spare me the lines 
That you’ll use to give up on me 
If you can’t take me 
Then spare me

If you touch me 
Will my body feel empty 
Once it’s deprived?

If you love me
Will you stay even after 
The thrills expired 

Cuz I don’t wanna show you my mind 
If it will haunt you 
And I don’t wanna go thru the highs 
If I already lost you 

So spare me the time 
That I’ll waste learning to love you 
And spare me the lines 
That you’ll use to give up on me 
If you can’t take me 
Then spare me 

I don’t wanna lose you
I don’t wanna lose you 
I don’t wanna lose you 
I 
I don’t wanna lose you 
I don’t wanna lose you 
I’d rather not have you 
I don’t wanna lose you 
I don’t wanna lose you
I, I 
I don’t wanna lose you 
I’d rather not have you 
I’d rather not have you at all

Spare me the time 
that I’ll waste learning to love you
Spare me the lines 
that you’ll use to give up on me
Spare me the nights
 I’ll spend praying you still want me
Spare me the the lies 
I’ll believe to let myself sleep 
If you can’t take me
Then spare me
Baby you can’t take me
Just spare me

Cece Grace

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