This is my first recording . Beat was made by RRAREBEAR. Melody and lyrics are mine. Hope you like it. Cover Art by Katimi

Lyrics

 Verse: 
How toxic did our love get that my heart fails to beat right?
How suffocating must it be that we are dying together?
Memories of wandering waters leave my head dancing in questions
I want our hearts to be healthier but I’m afraid not together 

Chorus:
Its alright Its okay 
we can work it all the way before dawn.
With our lies
In this phase 
We can work it all the way before dawn.

Baby 
tonight
its alright for you to leave.
Maybe 
sometime 
in our lives 
again we’ll meet.

Verse2:
I’m sorry I could not make this work no matter how hard I tried
I’m sorry for giving up way too quickly before you tried.
If it makes it any better, our memories were not in Vain 
Go meet her 
Meet that someone that makes your heart feel at ease.


It’s alright it’s okay
Baby
It’s alright it’s okay 
We don’t have to make it work.

Toxic

Toxic (Beat by RRAREBEAR)

Train Lobby

Usually, I struggle with body insecurity and my love for food. It is a struggle convincing  myself that being a few kg heavier isn't all that bad. So this song is a reflection of how I feel or view myself from different perspectives.

CAN I JUST SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE RRAREBEAR'S BEATS? yeah.. okay. I love your beats. 

Lyrics my own
Cover art by Katimi 

The Way We Look

Verse 1:
Reflections irk you so 
They show you all the things that stops 
your smile.
From shaky hands to feet 
and mockery that finds its way 
from within.
Look at her spewing all her inside out.
Tear filled eyes achy head 
sore throat that shows how much she tried
to catch the running feet 
of beauty and inner content.

Chorus
I know (I know I know)
Oh Oh Oh Oh oh oh oh 
Sadly I know 


Verse 2:
Growling stomach 
inner thoughts 
that compensate how much you starve and waste.
“Imagine all the beauty you’ll see when you are just a little bit
a little bit lighter”.

Chorus:
How sad 
You have become so sad
How come you came to hate all that you see?
How come you continue to hurt yourself?
Skinny thighs and skinny hearts are happiness to her
Skinny thighs and skinny hearts are happiness to her
How sad. 

Bridge
You have become so pitiful
You have forgotten how to love yourself
You have become so pitiful 
and it makes me so so sad

chorus:
How sad 
It makes me so sad
I wish your obsession doesn’t lay you in a coffin
I want us to not be anxious about the way we look 
So sad.

The Way We Look (prod by rrarebear)

Last track before school starts. Thank you to those who have liked and criticized my songs so far. It has been appreciated.

Monologue (prod. by RRAREBEAR)

Guess I am back with a new one. Been trying to fully assimilate into the university culture so i apologise for the long hiatus. Now further on into the meaning of the song. It is about fighting through struggles and working hard ‘fight oceans and waves’. Making mistake and getting back on your feet in order to convince your self and the world that you are indeed working hard. The anxiety of the whole cycle of hard work and disappointment while trying to keep in line with this ever-changing world. Hope you enjoy it and it sticks like a lullaby in your head. 

Lyrics
Fight oceans and waves
fall on your head
to seem like you try
Forget what you want
and not what you need
to get by in this life.

Somebody has to listen to see

Fight oceans and waves
fall on your head
to show that you try
Forget what you want
and not what you need
to get by in this life 

Sometimes arms seem to cover my chest
-squeeze it

Fight oceans and waves
Forget what you want
Fight oceans and waves

Stay awake 
while moving through oceans belts
Stay awake
 keep moving through oceans belts.

Oceans and Waves

Oceans and Waves (prod. by Rrarebear)

I find clever ways to fall
Without looking too far ahead
Within a moon quite lonesome
I find clever ways to fall

I find bitter words with ease
Armed with intent to defend
Stationed in-between the two of us
I find bitter words with ease
 
Even in this labyrinth 
I won't lose hope
I’ll let the ocean lead me to you

I go blind when I am with you
I cannot accept your care
A love you wish I would consume
I go blind when I am with you

I know that I deserve the world
I’ll like to sail its spheres with you
With interlocked hands, please bear with me
I know that I deserve the world

I’ll try with every strength
To have To hold
I’ll let the ocean lead me to you

Waning Moon

Waning Moon(prod. by 8ROKEBOY)

To everyone who waited this long for me to upload a song, my sincere apologies and thank you for your patience. The motivation to record a song or the satisfaction with a song has been hard to come by. So I'm uploading this without thinking twice and I hope you like it 

 Lyrics

Focus on your work don’t drag me into hypotheticals
Close your eyes ‘cause I love the way that it shines
Quit the excitement and your interest in telling me your day
Stop it ‘cause I love this part of my day

Hmm
I’ve become confused
When in front of you
Catching feelings too soon

Casually waiting being mindful of my frame of mind
Your friendship makes it hard to discriminate
A clear distinction I am bound to misinterpret 
‘Cause I think of us together in some way

Hmm
I’ve become confused
When in front of you
Catching feelings too soon

Catching Feelings - Single

Catching Feelings

Catching Feelings (Prod. Lee)

Benue Born Proudly Nigerian. Music is like an anti-depressant for me. Hope what you hear here feels the same to you. 

For Bookings/enquiries contact: odkatimi@gmail.com
Email: ceciliaolong12@gmail.com

Cecilia Olong

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