Who made this beat ive been trying to find it

悲しいs o r r o w

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

not my greatest work but I needed to make this b4 I exploded

take me back to last july (prod. skellington)

Prod. Ryini Beats

https://open.spotify.com/album/6g99YaIkXS9B1iBeMWE0q2?si=f734407593734aa7

[Chorus]
How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna feel like I'm okay anymore
Writing bops when I'm sad
Feeling like I'm men in back
Trynna rap, i got no flow
And I dont wanna feel like this
Cuz I know that you dont really love me anymore

And how can I feel okay
When I am so afraid, that you'll come back and I think of you


It's hard to love me, yeah baby i know
I got no one that I call my own
Just need somebody to hold me more close

How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

how can i feel okay?

summer anthem anybody?
featuring @ejcarrmusic
produced by @kingtheta
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
a hundred fifty miles
we drove this week
we didn't sleep

i'm living for your smile
cuz life’s been bleak
i'm counting sheep

to fill my head with all the
good instead of bad i'm such a mess
i shouldn't be but i'm stressed out

save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now im stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
i’ve finally got a hold

(evan)
it’s been a while 
don’t wake me up 
i think i’ve finally had enough 
don’t be the one to call my buff 
cuz now my face is branded with a smile 
they say i’m hidden in denial 
so what it’s nice i’ll stay a while
save me i’m going crazy 
caught in the between 
it won’t erase me  

(decks)
save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now i'm stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
i’ve finally got a hold

(both)
five, four, three, two, one
we've only just begun (x3)

so say less and talk more
what else do we fight for?
you’re all that i ask for
so say less and talk more
(five, four, three, five four three two one)
WOOO

(decks)
save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now i'm stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
(so say less and talk more)
i’ve finally got a hold
(what else do we fight for?)
i got it under control
(you’re all that i ask for)
i’ve finally got a hold
(so say less and talk more)

under control (feat. evan carr) [p. king theta]

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under control (feat. evan carr) [king theta]

https://soundcloud.com/loveauras
https://soundcloud.com/alainite

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6raV4QRkN00Q2SsJpSIejx?si=e79bb4ea57aa4e41

amv:
https://youtu.be/fuwS6VjlHqg

lyrics:
try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

up so early in the morning, check my texts, yeah i been
tryna distance myself from all these things, yeah i been
waiting for a clearer sky, yeah i been
i've been holding all this back yeah i've been scared to share it
i need you all on your own yeah I'm so tired of sharing
so wont you pick up your phone and tell me you're still caring
it's all gone dark still i sit here staring
i'm waiting for your call (x4)

try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

auras - disconnect, part 2 (ft. alainite)

arrowhead

all that i know

But its okay
pulling out the 9, i don't know what to say
i was in a bad place, moving in to bad days
i was feelin like a looser, you could see it in my face

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
ill be makin lots uh noise, till im stuck inside my grave

it gets cold in October
the air reminds me every year, the day that we got closer,
don't try to loose my mind
I been manic here at times
but the way the shit was goin, couldn't see me a surprise

thought that I would die
ima man in a disguise
i been hiding all my feelings, same to u, you didn't try
couldn't see the signs
you said i should die
sad to say i think i loved more each time you would disguise
you hated me at times

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
and ill be makin lots uh noise, till I'm stuck inside my grave

i got demons in my head, and they makin me feel dead
i don't wanna be upset, you could see it in my head
if you tried a little harder, youd be next to me in bed
i was feelin pretty led, led into distress

yeah this time you wanted me to leave you lone, but no one said
i was cheating in my head, i was finding ways to spread
cause ive known that you have hated me for years, with that said
ima leave you in the dirt, and think that we have never met.

GRAVE (prod. nvki)

Beat prod by: sorrow bringer 
Written and performed by: popularreject 
Artwork by: briz

acid bath (p. sorrow bringer)

wifed you (i lied)

Prod. Yung Xander
—————————————
Lyric Samples:
Juice WRLD - All Girls Are The Same

Lost W/o U

Artist : ILUVTRAGEDY
Songwriter : ILUVTRAGEDY
All links and social medias in bio

emotionless love story

~2300~

Lyrics:

Chorus:
I'm sleeping alone again. I've been this way everynight. Never felt alone with the sun on your skin it's my wakeup call and you're my bestfriend. When the dust all falls in a place i've never been.

We aren't afraid to die. I already left my world behind on a Sunday, come out your church pews they will never love you like I do, so I do.

Verse:
She reminds me of my worst discomfort and the smell of rainfall with the fleeting thunder. All the cherry blossoms when they fall down under makes me wish and wonder worlds undiscovered.

And how am I to make sense? I don't even got change. Been a fuckin while since I got payed or got laid and while i'm only 19 i'll save up for a rainy day. Can always count on chemical imbalances in my brain. 

*CHORUS LOOP*

I Do (prod. Saba)

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

my way out

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
---
@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

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Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

SEON
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/seon_47/
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/seon47
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sADZZMvbgQIsCCkmqUYF8?si=GAy9sTfZT0mltRH95_z83g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/seon/1450454400

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Know you work for me
See you slave in the day 
Bought a car for me 
All mistakes that I make 
Still you saving me
Losing trust 
So I thought that you hated me 
You created me

I’m the one to blame used to lie lie lie
Never change ways didn’t try try try
Knew that it’s over the light to the fire
Ran away gone I was lost for a while 

That’s how I gave up it all
Left my family for a fall  
I’m so sorry that’s the truth 
Mom and dad oh I love you

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the times that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

You stayed but I leave 
Now I’m getting clean 
See things how I never used to see a newer me 

Wrote this song for you 
I’ve been needed to 
Tell you thanks for all 
You’ve done for me a growing seed 

Call me and we talk for a little while
I just need to hear your voice it calm me down when I’m in the wild
You tell me it’s okay to tell the truth but I’m in denial
Im missing being home and back when I was a little child

Sorry for the past I know I‘m failing as a son
Bet you wish you didn’t have me only having one
I will make it right give me time and I’ll be home

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

emotionless love story

cedric

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