The Upload 9

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guess i fucked up that too

artwork @astrosux
@sendflowrs 
lyrics:
(kanashi)
ive been
waiting...
things are never changing
my mental state is still degrading...
and they all wanna switch up
tryna fight? put ur fuckin fists up 
and they all wanna talk 
but they dont wanna get none
try to walk the walk
but when u see me u gon' run 

u cant hide behind your little screens for too long
for too long

and u know it kills me!
i just wanna try to get along!
but these idiots make it so damn hard
and im sorry if i come off like an asshole
its just that ive got a lot of scars from ppl just like you
fake ass bitches in plain view
yeah you cant fool me 
i see right through 

i see right through!
i see right through you  !!


(sendflowrs)
i see right thru u
i dont wanna talk i just wanna fucking get offline
the shit that you do 
stresses me out control alt delete my life
look at your posts
you say you hate drama but u doing the most
fuck that, ur toast
fuck all ur friends theyre fuckin jokes

lemme calm down

i try to get along with you 
u talkin shit on all i do
like what the fuck is wrong with you?

i try to get along with you,
discord soldiers, all of you
lile what the fuck is wrong with you?

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too long ! [+sendflowrs & xmichaelwarren]

bite down on my neck

⛥ѕανιηg⛧gяα¢є⛥ ƒт.кєηנι

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

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over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

dont exist

Twitter: @xandersux

lyrics:
I gave you my all
And you don’t even call no more
you don’t even call no more
Just wanna say what’s up
But you don’t give a fuck no more
You don’t give a fuck no more
I gave you my all
And you don’t even call no more
you don’t even call no more
want you to say what's good
but i don't think you would no more
but i don't think you would no more

Damn
Silence can be so cold
feel were just getting old
to deal with all these games
Im sick of always being stoned
growing apart is part of growing up
and I hate that a lot
after everything we been through
I'm barely a second thought

Damn
I wouldn't know what to say
I still wait for the day
we speak again I know we can't be friends
and that shit is such a shame
maybe when i'm fucked up i'll give you a call
and you'll be fuck up and hang up
after everything we been through
I'm barely a second thought

2nd Thought (Prod. Young Taylor)

Lyrics:
Feelin like a low down, ghost town, leave em on the road now
Packed up all your stuff, and you left me all alone, My flow, it goes, you dont keep it on the low
I can tell girl that you want me cause you leakin through your clothes

Got a bottle full of gin, while I'm locked up innis bih
Cause I'm 'fraid to go outside, shawty you know how it is
Better not breathe in the air, that you poison when I'm there
Cause I'm choking on your lies, and you know that it ain't fair

Baby you dont gotta cry tho
You still by my side tho
Always gotta wonder now what's runnin through your mind tho
Maybe we'll get high tho
Laugh about good times tho
Up until I panic and I pass out on the ride home

Cause I know you'll keep me, safe-from-all-of-this
And I know you'll lead me, close as I can get
You cant see me reach me, pour a cup of gin
But I'm faded lean be, spilling down my chin

Lowdown

lowdown

Rip Jonathan Meristil, I love you bro <3

Mix & Mastered by: yung van
Cover art: JJ Meri x yung van

I fucking died the day I watched you go (Prod. nathanspeiser)

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

Tired (feat. JXVE)

FIRST TIME I GOT IN THIS KIDS BOOTH I SPIT THIS IN ONE TAKE. love

two tone

a song i did with Brandon a while ago. enjoy :)

#emorap
#rap
#sadrap
#alternative

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