im 3 seconds in and i already want to shoot myself

iv. (feat. DUI) [Prod. VariouZ]

Need Top {Feat. Roaki, Yung P, E$PO} (prod. Roaki and Red)

LYRICS:

[Intro]
Can I, 
Get a fortnight that'll last me a lifetime, 
Something to hold me down while I'm clutching my lifeline, 
Something to change, my mind, before I fuck around and skydive out the exit it's too early for all these goodbyes

[Verse 1]
Like,
I've already lost the self esteem and the sanity, 
I think we can agree the weed makes for better managing, 
Uh, 
But I'd rather just pull through with some good vibes 
Cause who really need drugs when love is the best lullaby? 

And I ask myself like "Who am I?", 
Collecting all these questions though the answers I may never find, 
Spending all these hours high as shit'll never rectify, 
All the mistakes I made, I say as the smoke's in the sky,

[Hook]
And you know I come down fast, 
I crash hard 
Because it's hard here tryna escape something that ain't started, 
Do I know what's best? 
Should I keep inhaling the smoke with all the shit still on my chest?

[Verse 2] 
Hit me harder, 
Driving reckless, crashes the impala, 
In my section riding with a death wish, 
The devil wanted to salsa, 
Hit me harder, 
Sit me down and tell me I matter 
Until it’s engraved into my brain, 
High enough to go to Mars but I'm just Saturn, 

These bars see stars, 
See-saw, my guard, oh God, my heart too flawed, 

I’m the farthest thing from perfect,
But that’s shit’s for the urgent, 
And I think this might be worth it, 

[Hook]
And you know I come down fast, 
I crash hard 
Because it's hard here tryna escape something that ain't started, 
Do I know what's best? 
Should I keep inhaling the smoke with all the shit still on my chest?

[Outro]
Can I, 
Get a fortnight that'll last me a lifetime,
Something to turn these sad rhymes into some sunshine, 
Something to turn my brain off, allow me to unwind, 
I'd love to love myself and see the good when I'm so blind

ANNUAL CHECKUP

Fortnight (Hit Me Harder)

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Way Back (prod. JRoes)

dumb shit

dirtyas$bish (ft. DiorDev)

groovy (prod. The Main)

Lavish

HIGHRISE - Dandy Prod. (GabsOnDaBeat)

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recorded.mixed.mastered @ North VIllage Recording

Dreamin

groovy (prod. The Main)

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