idk how I sound anymore and it's getting harder to even hear my own voice think thoughts most of the time so I hope this is decent

same shit different 16

not my beat but i had some things to write. credit to mavi for motivation.

five minutes writing from the bottom - ceejay better

sampled audio from movie Perfect Sense (2011)

mv: youtu.be/yLYO73u5LuM

lyrics:
all my thoughts stick to truth with little permanence,
the fabricated idea that it's worth holding onto, molds and perishes in time. 
i form calculated response's to comfort my own conscience and it's drawn a new reality that's easy for me to believe. 

i was cold the other day and it reminded me of you
the sensation of change, outside of
numbness,
the delight your conversation in dilation of my silence 
was it me who wanted us to end? 
in different hours of my affixed exhaustion, 
i remember how calming your voice became
deep in eachothers routine 
you sang like broken glass to my itchy
skin
i remember how cold the paint was as you covered me like bload, 
i went to work in the same clothes the next day...
-cjb

ceejay better

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