Coming Back Home - freestyle (prod. Twisted Dev)

Fantasy (official audio)

ive been quiet for so long, longing for someone to take the blame
heartbreaks lookin just the same, when they love to say my name
girly on the bed, girly on my floor, money on my mind
and thats the shi that makes my time, hanging with too many people
faces i dont recongize, faces i cant say are mine, people putting on disguises, like a ball, me and her never danced, never friends
no new friends, isolated from the public, on my own
thats how i stand, giving chances like some answers
but i still have all my questions, where my answers
i meet someone and we talk, yea we call, like whats ur name
whats ur hobby and ur dreams, just so i can twist it out
just so i can use ur secerts, and use them right against u
baby this is not a chat, this is me just listening
thinking where i couldve been, they tell me to chill
kinda hard when its just me, all my thoughts are getting bigger
wheres the nail in my coffin, wheres my coffee in the morning 
i got work, so i got money, i got bills, so i need more
going out with all my peeps, so i need more inside my wallet
and these girls are lining up, need a cut of what i make
need me here and need me there, wtf i need my space
but when im off, just doing me, sometimes i get close inside
and dont know what to do, stressing hard about my life
grandpa died infront of me, he was always working
but providing, thats what makes me wanna grind
have a family, is such a dream, but my options arent the best
i had gave up on a life, but i just want another chance
another chance to see whats great, another chance to risk it all
spin the bottle, of depression, who to blame inside my head
but ik its just me, we make mistakes, lingering over everyone of them
is how i get inside my space, losing all my cells, losing all my brains
need a break from all my pain, but only with this pain
will i see my happiness, will i see my aftermath
will i see my sun again, will it ever shine on me
will i end up,with someone who knows what i want
who knows what i did, to get here in this position to talk
no one baits a eye until you start breaking away
small pit inside of my town, the lowest student who didnt do shi
thats me, no future if i decided to repeat my actions
took a couple of tries, but i manage to figure
that deep down, i suffer inside, because of my quick action
to wanting to settle down with a quick nut bitch
who i didnt see as a two face bitch, hiding her feelings so well
i was trying to decide if my paranoior, is striking again
like my jealosy is showing again, if she sees my insecurties
shell see, its so easy for me to leave you, yea i get attached so simple
but i can pop this off like barbie, switch faces im becoming another one, so many faces and so many mistakes, hard to play match up
even in a room of all my exs, trying to piece togehter the fallin image of me, my mental state going down, i just wanna be home
i just wanna feel like a kid, no not 13 again
just wanna feel like im on top of the world
where problems were fading, just like weed when were smoking
no takes or breaks, the only thing on our mind when were kids
is how i would pass my test,now im focus on other things
that turn my hair into grey, sometimes i just dont feel ok
relationships never last, friendships burn to a crist
and in my last moments, the only thing i can say, was it worth it at all

Another Night(Prod. by MrBeats)

heartbreak in Arizona

A song about some things I’ve been going through lately, how I’ve been feeling throughout it, and showing that I still won’t give up!

Sick N Tired (Prod. GordyBEATS)

Fetti Moola

i've been looking for something in my life 

am i crazy tho, fuck feelings

maybe the mind i maybe the life uh maybe the getsuga maybe the line oh 
maybe the mind o mine o maybe thats why i feeling low i feeling low low low low 
maybe the mind o mine or maybe the line ya maybe the mind o mine or maybe the life of mine maybe thats why im alright baby thats why i feel alright right right right right

am i crazy tho, fuck feelings

enie moe monie moe feeling like im emo oh, running oh, turning oh, feeling like im fiendin hold, crumbing brain, melting down, feeling like im dying no, priotize all my health , but i dont want to listen no

i dont agree, devil on my mind, why dont i show you everything i been thru 登三宝殿胜承三宝殿 uh 说什么登三宝殿不登三宝
catch me outside all eyes on the me 水月镜花 numb cold with the pain
看什么 pet i constipate uh
管什么 leh i constipate uh

maybe the mind i maybe the life uh maybe the getsuga maybe the line oh 
maybe the mind o mine o maybe thats why i feeling low i feeling low low low low 
maybe the mind o mine or maybe the line ya maybe the mind o mine or maybe the life of mine maybe thats why im alright baby thats why i feel alright right right right right

Maybe

SS Louisiana

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new style
ON ALL PLATFORMS
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