Song laced with pure pain and agony 💔💔💔

yay another song, this literally matches w/ wut i feel rn

i hope she gives you all that was meant for you

prod. me

all of this fighting left me in a frown
who thought it would be you whod make me drown
building me up just to cut me back down
with our type of love, i guess it was bound
you never cared when i bled
its not like you even cared for attempts
feel like my life's hung with thread
you cut me down, it never ends

toke up some strong wish i was gone
without somebody, i am no one
how could you give him more right from the start?
its like you never even cared about my heart
i feel like i dont wanna be me no more
kinda hurts, but i guess just cause
now im feeling like i cant take no more
and i dont think a secondwindd will come

secondwindd 你怎么能从一开始就给他更多呢？

produced and mixed by me

im on them drugs
thought you was the one cuz you once was
you been in my head like way too much
i been m.i.a like way too much
i just wish it wasnt lust

im in the trap
im stacking too much
i need you back
i dont care what it cost
she wish me well
but im already up
i guess you win
bcuz ive already lost

you still miss your ex 
i could be next one
i bet im better than last one
in my new car i drive it like nascar
and my new girl she fuck me like pornstar

im in the trap counting up reds
smoking reds 
boy we know you smoking rej 
smoking rej 
fuck ICE and fuck the feds
fuck the feds
im in the stu counting up bread wishing we never met

prod. peril

mixed + mastered by me

lyrics:

i hope she breaks you apart
the way you've done me wrong
for the sake of my heart
i wanna see you fall
and it's not really like me to wish that on someone
i think i lost myself finally

i moved on,
moved on from you.
i won't lie
i screwed up
for giving my heart to you
i do not miss your smart remarks
and when we talked 
you felt so far apart
you should've just told me i'm not what you want
all those lies that you told me i know who you are
all that we need is time
i thought we were soul tied
i hope she breaks your heart like you did mine
ohh
it's alright, it's alright

i hope she breaks you apart
the way you've done me wrong
for the sake of my heart
i wanna see you fall
and it's not really like me to wish that on someone
i think i lost myself finally

i hope she breaks you apart
and you'll regret it all

you know i loved you right?

i hope she breaks you apart

i'll do it again and again
i'll be by your side every time
will you ever ask for more?
are you willing to wait?
oh, i don't think about me
i think about gazprom 
think about-

көрдүм эн ыраас харахтаргар
ха-ха-харахтаргар
көрдүм эн ыраас харахтаргар
я вижу все что я тебе отдала

national anthem

https://soundcloud.com/taylorswiftofficial/dancing-with-our-hands-tied?si=bd1c8e4e7bc74a04ad21c92e6f850d56&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

diegointhedark - Bad Feeliing

prod. peril

i couldn't see the signs perhaps i was just blind
i wish i could read your mind that way we would be fine
but i can't do you favors
maybe i just won't see you later
and i bleed, constantly,
look for closure, on my knees
make me freeze, desperately
i should leave, i need some sobriety

why, why, why do you think you're mine?
cause it's over
why, why, why do you waste my time?
you've gotta get over it

i let you in too many times i think i've mastered it
i feel so sick baby don't you know what you've done to me
i cannot fathom what you've done
don't worry it's only just begun
tell me where you are i don't know where you have gone
i seen the signs they told me you are not the one

why, why, why do you think you're mine?
cause it's over
why, why, why do you waste my time?
you've gotta get over it

get over it

whats her face

@jequya
was supposed to be on the album/tape but didnt make it
(lyrics)
dont ever dare to make contact me u were never like me to begin with
stay in your place i want nothing to do with u come back cause i stay winning
realize ive always been having the swag everyday is a new beginning
idgaf within all of this drama im only for me n my meaning
u dont know 
(what i know)
on my own 
(all alone)
and if im gone 
(are you fine on your own?)
 and when im in pain are you willing to wait?
i believe me in
dont need u to believe in me
u call it mental illness i call it something so clean
fuck all your pointless conversations what does this all mean
dont know why youre scared of me?
i dont know what u think of meiiiiii dont know what u think of me
(why do u assume im mean?)
you dont know what ive seen-the things i see in me
allofthedrugsiconsumeisntme
allofmyfriendaredeadwhyamitakingmorechemicalsjusttofeelsomesortofway
yeah its getting in my way
im on top the bitch sway
i was the only one in my way
i got trust issues dont what to make
of you and i dont know what i could say

jequya - ulaqu

prod. wisssery

mixed by me
in loving memory of my sweet dog r.i.p

you took him away
the nights are long
and with you gone
it wont feel the same

roll the dice, the dice
im the one u kept eyes on
you were my only firearm
i cannot feel when youre not home
no goodbyes, goodbyes
it's you who i relied on
and it's true that i'm not as strong
i cannot feel when you're not home

you were my hero
i can't think straight 
it doesn't feel real

so quiet..
it feels so quiet
it feels so quiet 

roll the dice, the dice
im the one u kept eyes on
you were my only firearm
i cannot feel when youre not home
no goodbyes, goodbyes
it's you who i relied on
and it's true that i'm not as strong
i cannot feel when you're not home

you were my hero
this doesn't feel real

cecil

TAPE OTW. 
https://discord.gg/j8gMd2KmHC
never thru rose coloured glasses

true_ς๏ɭ๏ยг

prod. wisssery

sleepless nights, don't feel right
i wanna be your cycle
all the time
i don't care as long as i'm next to you
i hope she gives you all that was meant for you
once i felt your touch i wanted to go back
i know that i'm not much yeah i already knew that

[hook]
i should not go back
i miss what we had
the pain is all i have
it's the only thing that lasts

[6x]
JUST FUCKING TEAR ME OPEN
I WON'T LET THE WOUND HEAL

[4x]
DON'T YOU SAY THAT WE'RE OVER 

[hook]
i should not go back
i miss what we had
the pain is all i have
it's the only thing that lasts

all i feel is pain but atleast i can feel

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all i feel is pain but atleast i can feel

celosa

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