I be wishin to be based
Woudl b cruel to be stupid fame
Tho I ’ll rather rely to be lame
on the run with no fuckin fan
Even tho inside I’m in pain
would always kinna cry fo sum help
And today I smiled for my friend
N I said to them if they can
Give me ride for kawai uwu land
Tho I really really didn’t say
I just smiled and bein fake
folder filled with porn idc
No sex tapes
cus it makes me depressed
eat pussy for lunch hooked on my ex
I need to be stayin dull in here
In my room alone with no care
But I’m more more more surrended
When I was alone back then
Lookin me in mirror feelin baked
Was out every nite 4am
For a solo lone headphones goofy dance
Was cryin same time wit no shame
Pushin my wits n tots for the best
No for loosin my cutie hair
Was shinin light n then no stress
I was playin when now I kinna hate
The past feels weird it makes no sens
wishin to go back 
When i was hell

snare test cool

the worst beat pack of '24

in the hill

under the tree

all night

prod me and @1trauma

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlnuACFxnMk

be myself again

riverside

four walls

still losing sleep

trainwreck

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They say fake it til you make it
I dont think Ill even fuckin make it
Through the night Im shakin 
Through the day contemplatin 
Ways to make it end
Its a nightmare Wes Craven
I think God must be hatin 
I feel forsaken 

Feel like Im in hell
And I kick it in the #hill like Heather Mason
I cant handle all the demons I been facin
But I can roll up this loud n then face it
I dont wanna
Wait longer Im not patient 
Im so sorry I didnt live up to expectations
Suicidal thoughts in my brain invaded
It feel like I been cursed from creation 

If I 
Say I love you
Hope you already know
Even 
If I 
Take the leap with my eyes closed
I been
Runnin on love
Ina life devoid of hope
I been 
At the end
Many times so damn close
I dont
Have dreams
I just wanna decompose 
I dont 
Wanna hangout
I wanna hang from a rope
I can 
Barely walk outside 
I find it so hard to cope
Screaming
On the inside
#outside Im all alone

be myself again

enabler

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