mr.whiplash // Get Bent (self prod.) #Trying..

in the hill

all night

another pill

four walls

still losing sleep

trainwreck

https://soundcloud.com/1trauma
https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1

They say fake it til you make it
I dont think Ill even fuckin make it
Through the night Im shakin 
Through the day contemplatin 
Ways to make it end
Its a nightmare Wes Craven
I think God must be hatin 
I feel forsaken 

Feel like Im in hell
And I kick it in the #hill like Heather Mason
I cant handle all the demons I been facin
But I can roll up this loud n then face it
I dont wanna
Wait longer Im not patient 
Im so sorry I didnt live up to expectations
Suicidal thoughts in my brain invaded
It feel like I been cursed from creation 

If I 
Say I love you
Hope you already know
Even 
If I 
Take the leap with my eyes closed
I been
Runnin on love
Ina life devoid of hope
I been 
At the end
Many times so damn close
I dont
Have dreams
I just wanna decompose 
I dont 
Wanna hangout
I wanna hang from a rope
I can 
Barely walk outside 
I find it so hard to cope
Screaming
On the inside
Outside Im all alone

Cursed (prod. traumadol & enabler)

love_demo (esperr + sodapressed)

bad_ending(esperr)+heini

million miles a minute W/ @1rom4n (prod.BloodcryY) #cvrpge