Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
You did it again again 
Fucked it up 
You’re drinking again again 
Yeah you’re fucking it up 

I watch the sunset down 
As I get let down again 
Pick up some really bad habits 
Some might even call me tragic again 

Oh good my mindsets low 
List of my problems grow 
I wouldn’t wanna meet me now 
I don’t blame you for leaving 
Oh yeah to top it all off 
I blame you for my breathing 

I blame you 
The shit you put me through 
Wonder if you’ll put me through it all again

Why’d you come back 
Was it to finish me off 
There’s no pain like that 
The way that you cut me off 
You could’ve aired me
I would’ve called it a night 
You said you loved me 
But then again you do lie girl 

OVERDOSE 
I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN 
IM THE ENEMY 

OVERDOSE 
YEAH I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
NOW IM COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED 
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN
IM THE ENEMY 

THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN

WATCH AS THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN 

[PART 2]

You say that you got me 
Okay 
When it gets rough 
Why don’t you play 
Your snaky attendance 
You don’t show your face 
I’m fucking falling 
My best mate is calling 
Oh wait 
I’m hiding 
I’m dying 
I’m crying 
I go through the motions 
Holy fucking shit these emotions 
Yeah FUCK
Just leave me alone 
don’t call my phone
The last time you’ll hear me is through a ringtone

Comatose

Art by @kaizenmuffin on instagram

LYRICS
I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

It's been a long run for me
but baby don't run from me
I don't wanna see you go
always gotta make a show
all the times that you'd cum for me

all the times that you'd cum for me...

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

Broke The Vault (prod. Allrounda beats)

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Lyrics
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Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

I'm the voice in the back of your head
Covered in roses and buried in red
I'm the thing better left unsaid
Crawling from your mirror when it's 3am
Oh I'll be in your nightmares, don't you worry 'bout that
Challenge me I'd say to date 'less you tryna fight back
Rip yourself to pieces it's all part of my plan
I'm the thing you're feeling when this breath is your very last

I'm coming in for the kill
When your life ain't real
Nobody told you how to feel
So you're perfect for the deal

Won't you take my hand?
Sign your name into blood oath pacts
Why you look at me like that?
Close your eyes let it fade to black

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

They don't know your name
Show your face and medicate
Money like bandages
It's hurting when it's ripped away
Inspect the damages
There's nothing left to emulate
Watch yourself disintegrate
Who cares about you anyways?
I fight myself so much, I swear I'm 'boutta catch a case
Locked up spending time, Inside my mind like every day
Hop up in the whip and swerve like I try miss the pain
My life ain't no movie I can hear them laughing at the play

'Least I know that it's a comedy
My life is a joke and the joke is I'm a wannabe
And every thing that I wanna be
Ain't it just so funny when I'm nothing like I ought to be
Yeah I'm choking but not audibly
I'm the biggest fuck up in my life like I thought I'd be
Never shouldn't've got here so horribly
Honestly I just wanna die at the thought of me

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

Young Kid

Original

Young Kid (Cover) [Reprod. Scar$]

s0cliche - Cryptocurrency

prod. ocin

In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In my dreams I can’t forget 
In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In their dreams they can’t forget 

Calm down it’s just a game 
Lights out and isolate 
I’m stuck here in my brain 
I can’t control your actions 
You, no you wouldn’t get it 
Up again, girl can you feel it 
Now I can hear them saying 
Fuck your life no you’re not fitting in 

No love in sight 
True love, true crime 
Come get inside 
My paradise 

Calm down it’s just a game 
Lights out and isolate 
I’m stuck here in my brain 
I can’t control your actions 
You, no you wouldn’t get it 
Up again, girl can you feel it 
Now I can hear them saying, 
fuck your life no you’re not fitting in 

where did this all begin? 
Girl, will you let me in? 
True love I’ll bring 

In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In my dreams I can’t forget

true love

Slit Sanity - Don't Cry

Convolk anxiety!

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His new album bangs <3

Rivilin
--
change up where did I go wrong I just
messed up sinking all day long I’m just
sick of being used all wrong I'm just
watching myself waste all away

change up where did I go wrong I just
messed up in my brain so long I can’t
feel much anymore I’m gone Im just
watching everyone leave me again

I can feel the presence between your in the distance just watching
stuck in the space of the walls where depression left you hungry
grabbing on my mental state those drugs did no good they take
the emotions out of my best friend left him hollow inside

cus I see you dancing between
memories of us on lean
one thing leads to another yeah I see you fitting on the couch over there
eyes fluttering, hands in a fist I didn’t wish for all of this

ring around the rosy, down here it’s so lonely 
I can feel the cold biting my neck every time I picture you
twinkle twinkle, little star I never made it that far
I see mental illness has defined me through the eyes of you

when did I ever learn to quit
I’m sorry I can’t be there
when did you learn to not exist
I feel like this is my fault

--
Sepha
--

Things were Lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed 
those slopes I was to climb 
now exist to demise 
Things were lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed
Paralysed
Paralysed
Things were lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed
Paralysed
Paralysed

On the view from the side 
Recline in my back seat
the streets flutter by 
I’m on the 
On the view from a height 
Isolated lonely street
The birds runnin wild
I’m on the

Scared by the shadows
scared by the light
Scared of your movements
consume in spite 
Scared by the news they say
Scared that you’d run away 
Scared that you’d run away

Being Used (Ft. SEPHA.)

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$LOTHBOI SOCIALS
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Lyrics:

RIVILIN:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think im gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.

Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat
At depression, you say its always been your friend
But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent 
I never got the messages that you say you sent

Large debt, small head, you say, I left 
Repetition, cant see for everything you blame me
What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft 
You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be


There’s a swell building up inside my chest
They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best
Living a lie, no I didn’t try
My mental state is a joke

It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions
Say my life’s not fact just fiction
You know its these issues you know that I miss you
I don’t wanna live that life man

Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking
Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily 
Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me
What do you know about me when im breaking

Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far
Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars
Xanax yah, losing uh
All I do now is dissociate.

Make me up from something worth saving
Break me till im just worth hating
Chemical overdose
Drowning under losing all hope

A spiral that never dies prescription ghost
You take control and I’ve lost the choice
Of where I could have been
Without you.


$LOTHBOI:

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

I’m spiraling
From Quarantine
I’m drinking red
Mixed wit a bean

Hit a 80 g
Cuz Ima fiend
Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b

And I met your parents when I was high as fuck
Then you played with death and I had enough

Fuck your suicide
You cut me up
And I know you wanna see me hit the buck

I ain’t bout that shit
But I got a fix
But I’m tryna quit
Cuz I ain’t bouta kick 

I ain’t bouta bitch
That’s a fucking mess
Cuz I been thru trauma
And that’s a fucking bet

So hit a lick
Then I hit a sip
Then I hit a bitch
But I ain’t hurt her bet

I been locked inside
For a couple weeks
And my phone been ringing
Its the devil b

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

Prescription Ghost Ft. $LOTHBOI

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

Certain Evil members
---------------------------------
@slitsanity [ Slit Sanity ]

@rewitch3r [ Griefpastor ]

@kxxiv [ K.xxiv ]

@kara-kari [ Karakari ]

  GRIME SH!T

Slit Sanity - Don't Cry

𝕮𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝕰𝖛𝖎𝖑 (Certain Evil)

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