they said they want the old me but im on some new shit

how bout that?

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

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bridges

ty all for listening <3

lyric video: https://youtu.be/GsjHHHKKw7w?si=ZwmPjWpGS_8zgf0p

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

pls just talk to me
do you want me dead right on the street?
cause i
cant take this shit anymore
but i
cant stand being ignored
but you
you left me alone for hours
shouldve gave you money instead of flowers
but i didnt think that far ahead
i guess im not that mature yet

ive never been the tallest guy to you
but all ive done is try to reach that height
but im terrified of us two
you could break my bones
rip my skin
and id still run back so its cool
you always said things would get better
in time
maybe thats
just another one
of your stupid ass lies

im so tired of our miscommunications
i stay alone in my room anxiety keeps on killing me
my heart is beating outa my chest
so i lay these words right to rest
when i think about you all the time
i get scared of whats coming next

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

i guess im not that mature yet (p. nowhere valley)

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

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talk it out

This song was originally made for the PRIVCORD 2024 Cypher competition, after we realized we made a banger we decided to release it. Thank You & Enjoy!

Composer and Engineer: @ac_eaton
Producers: @ac_eaton @tansea @cowardley
Vocalists(in order): @tansea @iamnwolf @prohip @pdktp @cowardley @1fyl @ac_eaton

LYRICS:

(verse 1 - tansea)
you win.
I think I've had enough,
I know you can't help it,
but why you so damn selfish,
and I'll admit it,
I'm scared of lust,
cause it keeps goin on and on and on,
what'sthe  cause?

what I need,
is you right in my arms,
cause I can't think of anyone else in mind,
but when it's late,
I think about us,
and when it rains to lose my touch,
your all that I need,
your all that I seeeeee,

(verse 2 - n.wolf)
told you this was more than a phase,
I gotta couple comments,
still got no likes and no plays,
I know your wishing,
that my time would just rewind in a tape,
you gotta mind of your own,
and I got mine in a cage,
and the locks in place,
you say that your the same,
and I've been tryna feel your pain,
but your okay,

(pre-chorus 1 - prohip)
when you wake up in the morning I wont be there
cuz all this snows got my heart cold and i cant be fair
you're all alone and that i know just try to take care
i cant come home cuz im outside breathing in the fresh air

oh i know
that you'll go
go
go

(chorus 1 - pdktp & coward)
I just wanna fucking fall,
argus
fall,
I don't wanna give it my all,
cause I don't wanna do this all for nothing,
I know your up to something,
so you can drain my blood,
and Imma empty my cup,
cause Imma go and fall back on empty promises,

no damage control 
get out my life; now you owe 
my money & phone
and your soul that i stole 

take all my shit and you can leave
before i die and ill be free
thats enough that you wont need

(verse 3 - fyl)
feels like I've never got the time, I-
for what I wanna say,
your walkin away,
now I'm fallin on my face,
left here alone,
keep to myself anyway I can,
you said I'm selfish,
might be right,
I'm going to war with myself,
and fight it until they put me away,

(verse 4 - argus)
I'm getting full of myself,
blink once and you'll miss it,
I'm fallin apart,
in a way, hope I'm missin you,
in your bed, on the couch,
but I don't know why,
girl you know that I hate to see you cry,

and girl you know that I've been fighting for a whole week,
and I've been drummin up these songs until my lungs bleed,
you told me that I wasn't strong, said I'm all geeked,
but now I'm up standing tall waiting to weak,

your a coward

(chorus 2 - pdktp & coward)
I just wanna fucking fall,
I don't wanna give it my all,
cause I don't wanna do this all for nothing,
I know your up to something,
so you can drain my blood,
and Imma empty my cup,
cause Imma go and fall back on empty promises,

no damage control 
get out my life; now you owe 
my money & phone
and your soul that i stole 

take all my shit and you can leave
before i die and ill be free
thats enough that you wont need

damage.ctrl

damage.ctrl (ft. tansea, prohip, n.wolf, coward, fyl, argus)

written, produced & recorded by mochji
mixed & mastered by julian descure
creative direction by daniel roland

not2sober

produced: dexter yu & endie

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

keep moving motion

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

your love

produced by s7ckk

lyrics:

Everyone that left me alone, I would have left me too
But everyone that's hating on me now better check up on they girls, told her "bet, slide thru"
Damn, and everybody want to love me now, probably cause I'm still chasing it like the rent type due
Yeah, And everyone fuck with me got a blacklist
Now they want the track list
How can I lose?
How can I lose?

I been on the drugs like I'm married to them
Yes I do
Damn, and everybody want to get a bag off me caught a hook like it's "Tenkai 2"
Yeah, And I won't be tripping about a bitch
Boy, You ain't doing shit, never stress I'm cool
Yeah, You all in the comments and on my dick
Boy I could never miss, better get in school
(Ha ha)
Better not call my phone to get on the guestlist
I be in the club it say V.I.P on the section
You ain't ever get on a plane to perform in Texas
You could never get on my bitch or even my exes

I don't ever pop my shit
Fuck it, I let it pop
Sold out a show in New York with my dogs
I'm getting paid just to get on a song
I'm in L.A just to geek all night long
And I dropped my tape the same day I OD'd
How you gone top if you ain't on my speed?
Trying to get in my show on your hands and your knees
I walk outside and they fighting for seats
Better cease and desist
Call you my son, now you pleading the fifth
Every night I got drunk, I woke up with a bitch
Your girl glued to my bed like I'm scratching an itch
Fuck it, she don't even want a bust down
Brodie check the score, that's a touchdown
One from the Bronx, we in uptown
Ain't jack it then so what's up now?
Text but I can't feel the buzz now
You all hear the gun sounds?
Bitch I'm at gold sounds
Your shit getting old now
Always with me where it goes down
They gone hit me for the low down
You wanted war, better switch up your loadout
I lay my life on the line every day for this
Talking crazy, put your face in it
Roll another, then we facing it
Too versatile so I can't fit in
Laid up with your baby mama, cat got my tongue
Can't believe I got a gat on this drum
I can't see, I drive the cat when I'm drunk
Brodie thought this fucking gas was a skunk
(Huh)
About to face me 2
I used to run from the jakes in school
Still eat the pill if it's laced, it's cool
If you put that to my face, then pull
Better run for your life when I pull it
You all better grip on your pipe when I pull in
Dropped out of school, baby I'm not a bully
Smoke from the barrel, my name on the bullet
They want to take me out, they call me lil' Kennedy
I'm on the stage and I'm geeking on Ketamine
I been bathing in the blood of my enemies
Paper chasing, baby now you're just dead to me
Claw my eyes out, I'm a feeling-less entity
Feed me poison, I eat anything fed to me
Feeling joy, but I can feel that you envy me
You don't want to be like me I'm a memory

I been on the drugs like I'm married to them
Yes I do
Damn, and everybody want to get a bag off me caught a hook like it's "Tenkai 2"
Yeah, And I won't be tripping about a bitch
Boy, You ain't doing shit, never stress I'm cool
Yeah, You all in the comments and on my dick
Boy I could never miss, better get in school
(Ha ha)
Better not call my phone to get on the guestlist
I be in the club it say V.I.P on the section
You ain't ever get on a plane to perform in Texas
You could never get on my bitch or even my exes

How can I lose?
How can I lose?
How can I-

HOW CAN I LOSE?

an apology letter to those who i influenced to do wrong p. lil biscuit
lyrics - 
I don’t feel the cold
on a wednesday 
passed out shawty 
on the curb where she left me
bottle full of medicine 
full now it’s empty 
your the to type say 
that you love when you hate me 
last 2 years been fun 
I enjoyed it 
soon I’ll be 18, 
wish I could avoid that 
you moved on 
I wish I could ignore that 
move my mama out the trenches 
girl I wish I could afford that 

and i dont wanna be the type to force nun
looking at u and it feel so wrong 
it was 2018
i was rolling off a bean
and it hurts so bad 
because of me youre a fiend 
and i know that i used to say its optional
but last night i ended up in the hospital
but i aint gonna die im gonna rip my ivs
im on a death race going fast
going high knees
and im so so sorry what i did yea
i dont think im ever gonna do it again
and im so so sorry what u been thru 
all in my head i think im playing pretend

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