i miss when cloud rap came out this shit reminded me of it

SATCHEL - THINK 2 MCH

Notes To Self

Stalk Me 151 To 170

nihil

i cant even tell whos a foe and whose a friend
i dont want u now but i rly want u then
i dont kno myself but i still can play pretend
do u wana call me all on my ios

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost—
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt
i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt

i was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream
i was mixin drugs dph ya OTC   
back in summertime, ya like back in mtc
i lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit

i was calling your phone but i lost all  your trust
but it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun
i was in the psych ward and it felt like a month
i dont wana kno, all the things ive done

wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung
numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become
we were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young
i been staying golden, i had you really numb

texting me like all night but i can not respond
call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone
call me on my cell but im never gona feel
fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasnt real

she still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead
but now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend
i was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again
sippin otc now im waiting at the end

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ prod blackwinterwells

Empty Out Your Heart | 999

Lil Shark - AWESOME

dusty dick
https://www.youtube.com/user/cevah

smooth your soul at the mdma palace

prod by @notmorgn

lyrics:

baby let me show you that i’m not worth it
i can show you that i’m not perfect
if you can see through me
can you find the missing piece
i think i lost it when i lost you
i shoulda kept you but i tossed you
i think about things i’m not supposed to
i think about if i never knew you
it’s pretty sad where my mind goes
rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
i wish i felt alive
i wish i felt the knife in my back that night

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

and i bite my tongue
cause i know that you’re lying
too many reasons
just not to fight it
plus i got too much thoughts
if i add another
i might really combust
i can’t even move
when i think too much
and when we turn up
i think we drink too much
you say that i suck
cause i don’t hit you up
it’s not what you think
i just don’t wanna get hurt
all your friends
think you’re the best
behind that mask baby
you look depressed
i know you you know i saw it
undressed you look so flawless

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

smooth your soul at the mdma palace

cevah

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