im so excited for the ep ily cewer so excited for ur career

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

[. -- --- - .. --- -. / .- -. -.. / - .... --- ..- --. .... - .-.-.- / .. -- / -... . --. .. -. -. .. -. --. / - --- / ..- -. -.. . .-. ... - .- -. -.. / ... ..- -.-. .... / ..-. . . .-.. .. -. --. ... .-.-.-]

oasis

spotify

instagram

violence w/ d0llywood1 + quannnic

walk

nose

prod: @janeremover
-
LYRICS:
i've been getting so mad at the wrong things
built up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
now i'm single mother stressing out like crazy
and i gotta feed my baby

i don't sleep enough for this
i'm way too fucking weak for more of this
it's like i'm waking up with thieves that take the piss
by robbing me of all my stableness

in fucking fact, i yelled at two sweet girls
because they talked too loud
you should have seen their faces
they looked like their dogs got put down

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

and in fucking fact
last week i lost my shit
all cause my friend said shut up
thus, i cussed, called him a prick
i ruined an entire friend group cause of it

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

at this rate
i'll be a monster before halloween day
just give me two days
and i'll make shit look like the rapture

i just screamed at a friend through text
then i poured gas to burn the bridge faster
there's not a king of self destruction
(so) i can't wait to become the master

the thing i feed is kicking me inside
and all i gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies
and i can't remember the last time that i blinked these eyes
i'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to 5

versions of me

you don't know how it feels
to tell my friends that i had a bad day
almost every single day

most of them don't ask anymore
they just assume that i'm not okay
they don't even stick around anymore
it's the end of the world for me

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
for doubting everyday

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
and they'll laugh when they sail away

it happened again prod. jane

Advice prod toby fox

prod me and @vvvincenttt
inspired by spies

friends

prod me and ello i played the guitar :D
huge shoutout to all my friends/fans who made this year the best

a new start

https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA

@notlieu
produced by me


i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

@notlieu

when i walk around
stop it now u know that i wont learn
i been trying for a minute
but ill end up in the dirt 

dont they love to see me hurt
im so tired girl 
im blemished
u try to forget it but im worse 

and she say she wanna talk
on the ground u couldnt walk
i was right here

and i get it
im so dumb
i was walking with a gun 
fall victim to what i fear

get up
stay by me
not poison

id watch 
while u leave
so broken

and id be
what u need
for a moment

and u watch 
as i bleed
but im over it

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry



it's my world
i cant do no harm

stream

california w/ lieu

stop listening to this song

prod wayza + ragedrugg
with @trustt + @prkrblu + @1crusafix

lyrics:
@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

@trustt
why u mad
is it cuz im different?
fuck fuck fucked up
i can't see 
think i lost my vision
they gon talk down bitch
i never let that hit me tho
see me goin up rn?
i can't fold rn
ima stab u in the back 
ima make sure that u down
ima pull the knife right out
and i know that makes u mad
and i know that makes u mad

@prkrblu
uh-uh-uh-i-i be making money now they mad
i-i-i aint gonna listen that shit trash
uh-uh-uh-uh-i-i i be blowing off the map
u-u-u u be in ur twenties calling me a faa-bleep
im  with ellie we gon fuckin spin yo block
feel like crusafix cuz ima paint ur blood like ross
made that boy retire like its mo$h
and i feel like prkr plz go get a fucking job

@1crusafix
empty out da clip, hunnid bullets through his neck
steady talkin shit, u talkin shit up on da net
pockets fat like peter griffin
codeine what im sippin
tryna runaway, but my choppa got the distance
why u mad, ah-ah-ah-uh ah-ah
why u madd, ah ah -ah-ah-ah-ah
(wait)
why u mad? is it cause' I'm in my bag,
choppa shooting out, ill turn dat bitch into a tag. 

@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

a new start

cewer

Recent comments

a

viixian

motui

mio (<3)

Related tracks