this makes me feel back in the old school days, thank you for making me feel really young again.

prod by me

produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

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move on

produced by soju!! @buginfestedfloorboards (go follow them rn)
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ty for listening :)
[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

lieu - harvester

so much

wanted

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

black and blue (2021 scrapped)

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

produced by me
made in september 

project next

lyrics:
and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

from you

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

single off the project (3 of 4)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer

produced by me
supporting guitar by soju
mastered and additional production by @notlieu

lyrics

walk in and walk out
and get in and get out
youre what i want to be around
push in and push out
and get big and be loud
youre what i want to cry about

youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

ive been so bad at pushing for no push back
youre slipping through my fingers
and i know everything goes so fast
it makes me shiver
can you reconsider (it)

no youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

be loud

demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

so much

cewer

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