i havent showered or shaved in a week
i havent eaten much of anything
and ill stretch this out my best, and if hands reach out I've been trained 
to run my fastest.

its time i was honest with myself, i'll provide for you and noone else,cuz i knew how to love you so well, the red lines around ur neck i could tell.  that smile you smiled was for nobody else but me cuz i earned it myself, we made a little heaven and hell, the two go together so well

and the trees look dead and you say it's sick it makes me smile, and the sun won't come in my blinds and i'm sick of holding things in.

you wore that like a necklace so well, you went and fought the cards you were dealt, you can shed your skin and leave behind shells or let a candle burn until the whole house it melts. 

we made a little heaven and hell, the two go together so well just like choking.

Necklace

i brush my teeth if i aint to depressed and in that case i might even get dressed
upwalkin at 4am mangled dead cat friend. I've been told to get therapy but i don't want attention no more from anything. i wanna wear sunglasses and shop at Target all day i wanna be calm i wanna be sane.  they never held it. it's kept in the mouths of wayward whores or in the beds of the newly divorced. how can people be so full of love. I'm sick of people who wanna understand everyone… i like u so i brush my teeth and i smile when u look at me, there's a razor inside my palm and i don't know how to explain that to anyone cause they never held it.

Holding

sorry i didn't come on over tonight, i went out and got to stoned to stoned.
but i thot about how we met up on the docks that one time, you took off your shoes and got glass stuck in your toes.  

and every night this week, you've called me up crying. it's been months since i disappeared and i can't honestly tell you where.
the streetlights i pass shine on dead birds and trash all the way to your little place.  i gotta stop somewhere first to meet a guy then get cigs, you said u made dinner but i aint hungry. 

 and every night this week you've charted down and schemed.  you're a scary culdesac, don't wanna be here but i don't wanna turn back.  i'd have to climb through the trees and crawl down on my knees, under covered moon, over fruit covered disease, how you cover your head up in cotton sheets from a world grown from spoiled seed.  we were siamese and they skinned us alive, cute through the backs of our hides, we were inseparable they tore us apart at our sides.  no one has gotta go so the other can thrive.  and it'll be me bitch.

i'm gonna go get robbed on the projects block, though everything they have is nicer than anything that i got. and if i act brave and the attempt is botched i'll probably end up getting shot and ill hit the cement when i fall, and the assailants will probably run off and every time i turn to chalk, you keep on trying to call.  and my blood will creep and branch out like veins with brain matter hosed into storm drains. and it's really okay, i was never that smart, dumb boy from earth now depart into the hands of god… so you

so you can go on babe, so you can find love, so you can hurt babe, so you can shake, so you can scream babe, so you can fuck and so you can hate.

Siamese Death Pact

i am stumbling to somewhere clean. i am covered in leaves. i broke your heart, like an art, i stole all your CD's. I am going home to be alone, i won't pick up no phone. i am stumbling to somewhere clean. bye bye bye baby.  begging was just the beginning.

begging's just the beginning (MASTERED)

wed climb thru da park fence n watch the kids play tennis. ud ignore ur friends phone texts we rolled joints from pages of the bible. go to midnight movies don't let go of my sleeve carve names in trees my girl never get away alive.  the trashcan filled up with us. bloody tissues and dixie cups why looking at them pregnancy tests over and over every month u go thru 10. u can get mad u stupid bitch and run out mad cus i know u run back cuz ur my girl.  ill kill anyone who try to take u from me, ill make them bleed.  i live to watch you breath in and out just like the food you eat.  i watch u smile when u dream but I'm the anchor 4ever tied to ur fucking dumb feet. 

my girl

Drunken Dreamboat Boy

ever since then ur breath misses your chest. bobby pins to the nape of your neck my floors a mess, the shepherd to the sheep that he tends like your body is to a bed. a snowy hill slides a sled like a junkie nurtures death.

Your Very Own First Place

destroy her;

  just take what this mean to you
and strip it hard u need the proof
his eyes are wild and hard to see
just like you go,  the sun to rays

its all it was, its all the love, bleeding for you again
its on the Rug

disowned to starve, but a gun to go, the love is ripe but it's old.

and you take the lies and this means to her
a starving body knows it hurts

its only night, preform the highs, born to destroy yourself, defy.
destroy the night, destroy defies.
so ya can watch yourself, despise.


and you take what this means to her
and rip it dead in the frozen hearse
 and i knew there  was grounds for a heart
to might go down to help ya cry
and raise a fuss in your rotten form
devise little flies more and more
devas in a mosque more and more   
devise, give up, more and more
and you take what you have with him
and you throw him scraps like an African
and drop the lines within your harm
theres nothin beneath the fuckin heart


destroy her

im just really high and made a song quick bored

Country Boy

(follow me at www.soundcloud.com/harm-10)
i dont tell ppl 'no i dont wanna hangout cus i hate myself and i know ud try to relate but you cant and ull never understand and youre nice but i really really think i might kill myself sometimes and you shudnt wanna be friends anyway cus ill steal from u or hurt u and u shud go away

convict gypsy

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