ur music always has been able to speak for me when i couldnt find the words its been so comfortning to know theres someone out there you can relate with on such a deeper level <3

maybe its bc you cant be in your own skin

ive been crying to all ur songs for months man everything is so unbearable but ur shit helps so much man just being able to relate to someone in such a painful situation man i wouldnt wish this shit on my worst enemy

i swear the stress is getting to me and yeah my mental breaking^_^

ch2rms - minori (177p, fk)

ch2rms - give up on me, im a lost cause [1rxmi + jayee]

Lyrics:
I’m so toxic and the worst yeah im all of that
My confidence is super low yeah its falling back 
Caught up in my own ego yeah i know im wrong 
Open to vulnerabilities yeah its my fault 

You keep rubbing salt inside the wound but you know its gone 
Blaming yeah myself im ripping out my hair im falling off
Posting all this cringe, depression stuff i just need your love 
I just want your attention yeah im pushing up 

I’m super yeah annoying keep 2 myself 
Trying super hard not to speak, annoying yeah as hell (me)
I know my presence yeah is bothering you, yeah im trying not 
Holding yeah my breath so you dont hear me, yeah im trying not 

I know im the worst and im trying hard not to be 
Tryna keep my crush under suppression but you on to me 
Me just liking you makes you uncomfortable, im sorry me 
Saying sorry to myself cuz im really weak 
Hate myself for liking you oh no it aint likewise 

Feeling super desperate for a touch yeah im finna cry 
Text you yeah a whole entire paragraph im vulnerable I-
Open yeah myself up im vulnerable right

We going back and forward she keep leading me on 
And imma take the bite cuz i needy beyond 
Gripping yeah my heart i feel the pain right inside
I dont feel important omg i feel the spite

if i could i would stomp my head out. (sydney)

lyrics:
u said u alone but u mean it too
i swear to god im at the lowest 
yeah i cant believe it 
crying up in all my songs 
looking at my demons 
you pleading to me omg 
like you didnt mean it 
im at my lowest point 
i swear the stress is getting to me 
and yeah my mental breaking 
oh my god its getting through me 
im about to end it all 
i swear to god i cant do this 
im thinking about
on my life yeah i wont be missed
i can't be happy 
what is this? i want some simple bliss 
yall dming me and telling me you relate 
if you relate then omg 
yeah you worse than worse 
i guess then me and you (yourself) we stuck 
yeah its like a curse 
u wanna throw up really bad u wanna end it all 
you lookin at your entire life  
yeah its about to fall 
i think i get i think i get yeah im overdue
i try my best to stop i cant yeah i cant compute

isolated prod sydney & vnmpire

i might be dropping something with tropes soon

@vampiremutual
@vampiremutual
@vampiremutual

so much discomfort (sydney)

back 2 back

both beats r prod by @prodsoma

@tropes777 thanks for the carry

the whole ft tropes (soma)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6PHdIHK0oMrFmgda9tCoN2 All platforms///


2k3lifestyle™
[Production handled by none other than @gostupidcj and @ayooquis respectively.]

in the recent evolution of the @2k3lifestyle™ agenda the original creators have once again banded together to collect a few new "instruments" to be experimented with. This specific piece of composition has been tinkered with meticulously for over a year to release a fresh work of art that has ben given time to marinate now been approved for release unto wider public

Instruments used consist of @zootzie @i9bonsai @exodus1900

[@Zootzie] (°.𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"pipes .. pipes, pipes who u like thts a sign, sign, kick em out, cant, wake up, blood, in my eyes, fake, in disguise, throw him in the fire, when we fina fire? i keep the steel on me yah, are u feelin me now, walk wit a pipe, hit yo mouth, u dont wanna fight, u gon die, LSD right on my tongue, we goin dumb"

[@i9Bonsai] (°.𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"ima turn my back2it all
u cnt evn right ur wrongs
pt urself knowin right wher u fall。。
i wnt b lookin out 4 no call

hw can i fl bad ab tht ¿
n hws it my fault u so attachd
u puttn puttn on this mask
gta get away from it at last

pick it up n runaway frm all of it
tell u wht i gta do just 2 tell u all again
no r u listenin? no i dnt wnt u listenin
n b tryin come back cuz its a miss"

[@Exodus1900] (°.𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"Don’t try to wear my name jus like ya dirty shoes, but I always play the fool I always try 2 keep it cool, but I still get accused I want nothing 2 do with you, sweet like perfume I had to pursue baby what’s your curfew I kno it won’t hurt to let me screw, it won’t hurt 2 let it, it wont hurt to let me boo I won’t hurt 2 let me it wont hurt to let me thru (2x"

[@zootzie] (°.𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"pipes .. pipes, pipes who u like thts a sign, sign, kick em out, cant, wake up, blood, in my eyes, fake, in disguise, throw him in the fire, when we fina fire? i keep the steel on me yah, are u feelin me now, walk wit a pipe, hit yo mouth, u dont wanna fight, u gon die, LSD right on my tongue, we goin dumb"

Pipes³ - Zzzootzie Featuring. i9bonsai & EXODUS1900 (CJ808³ + QU!$⁷)

ch2rms & tropes - floors (angelino + avoid)

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

isolated prod sydney & vnmpire

ch2rms

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