You Will Live Forever In My Heart 
I miss you always and I feel your energy around me all the time, there’s not a moment when I see your sister and I don’t feel you near.
I’m happy that you and I spent twelve years with each other, your soul is a part of me and I am grateful that I can put my soul into my music so that our energy will never be lost. I love you leia, may you rest easy in the peaceful meadows🕊️🦋💖

This album is dedicated to leia my cat who passed in june of 2024
Every single part of this album is made by me, from my soul, just listen.

Lyrics will be posted on apple music and on genius.

houses

OSAMASON Ft. Iayze ( Prod . Cettiworld )

Sosa Flow (prod Swish)

Prod ch3ckr yada yada I do it all 💕

I hope you know that I don’t want you back
I’m going forward I don’t need a bag
I wasn’t trippin when I took a stab
I’m in recovery I’ll take a nap

I was runnin to the back smokin a 3.5
I was hopin you would go makin me wanna die

I was tryna get a 3 smokin on way too much tree
But now that I can fuckin see all I wanna do is be 

Be myself
I do not need yo help
I need a couple hunnid buck im flyin to you well,
I know we so in luck no I don’t give two fucks
Cuz I was tryna figure out if I was feelin love
Like we could feel more 
I needa heal a sore
I know that we could figure out like what’s the deal or
I’m doin this n that
I’m only lookin back cuz I know that I’m goin up and I can’t get a flat 

Ay ay what’s the deal yea
Trippin and I’m so still
Yk I keep it real

Mf run up on me 
Got a lil 40 keep it tucked yea
Ain been makin hella sounds but
Yk it’s up it’s stuck

I jus rly wanna know like what’s inside your head
Ik we gon figure this shit out straight to the end

Yea ik you wit it
And we both got our tickets
I really know that we will go so far
Know that’s the mission

Yes they ask me who are you
Like bitch what’s up

There’s only room for two
Like sweetie you in luck

I don’t got no other plans but you I’m so in love
No I cannot understand how I could fuck dis up

What in the fuck did you tell me to do
I’ll do it right now
I cannot wait to go take me a shroom
We goin up we go down

What’s up with my head I know that I got ptsd
I can’t wait to have you in my arms then we go back to sleep

Please
Don’t
Spiral

Go back up the stairs and 
Thru the door

And I’m
Really
Tryna
Understand

I’m thinking maybe just a little more

I’m thinkin like what’s up
I know that I would do like anything so we go up
What’s up on my head I’m feeling something and it’s love
I know that it’ll be ok 
 want you the only one

And I want you in my session
I wanted to get me a bag 
I take me a turn n I’m keepin a weapon

I be doin way too much I be so down bad
It’s less than 2 more weeks til I can see you 
I do not wanna go back

I would spend like every band that I jus stack up jus for you
I got me like 500 bucks

We could make another plan and I could have another mood 
We could go up on the run

What did you tell me to do I wanna go to the roof
I couldn’t tell you what’s up cuz I was here showin my truth

Gimme a mfuckin minute cuz I promise this
I wanna go so far I won’t even hit me a lick

I hope you know that I don’t want you back
I’m going forward I don’t need a bag
I wasn’t trippin when I took a stab
I’m in recovery I’ll take a nap

I was runnin to the back smokin a 3.5
I was hopin you would go makin me wanna die

I was tryna get a 3 smokin on way too much tree
But now that I can fuckin see all I wanna do is be

thru the door

Prod/mix/everythannnngggg by me

Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

We could run away
I been up all night 
Tryna get a new strain

Yk I’m gonna wait
I need me a second to know I’m awake

Got a new option
Purple or da green 
I ain smokin on toxic

Where do we ever have to go to lock in
But I want peace and I wanted a new whip

Ay yk she tryna smoke up yea
Im say bet and go to roll one yea

We could really do like so much yea
You werent ready I feel so dumb

We all face our challenges 
Idk why you manage it 
Y u so mad jus put the stick up
Like idc im gonna flick up

Talk to me nicely
Feel like i be crumbling apart that’s on the high key
I been so stuck gotta do it jus like Nike
Gotta run it up 
I stay in my bag n dive deep

Gotta swim so fast to catch the current
I know that it’s gonna be jus fine it’s rly worth it

Never took a xan 
I know that I can
I be anxious as a bitch I’m hopin that I land

Runnin out of time
Gotta get what’s mine
I do not be lyin 
What’s up with you mind 

We could find out 
A lesson to be learned hopefully I grow out of it 
I try to be so much my guard had finally said fuck it
I hate the way that I’ve been feeling tho I try to love it

Wish you could see in my house
Don’t wanna know which way that I really wanna go
 I cannot understand or even take a fucking joke
I need me just a bit maybe just a couple tokes 

Bitch I’m back smoking gas
Couldn’t see straight thru the glass
Gimme that show a rack
I don’t wanna see yo back 

What you need don’t copy
Fuck the Z-lo and the oxy
I don’t know what’s in yo body
Sippin weed I’m feelin sloppy 

Bitch I’m tryna go back to the south
I was in a new state n I never wanted out
I don’t know if ill be ok when I go home
I think it’s too late now bc I miss my other soul

Get me on some new shit
I can’t get enough
I don’t wanna lose this
I been feelin stuck

We go up get 2 big
 only bein one
I say how I blew it 
Tho I was fuckin up

Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

I just wanna kiss you on your lips
And I wanna grab you by your face
I rly wanna see you sit
Can I pls jus grab u by your waist

And we fly together like some butterflies
And honey I don’t wanna make you cry
I wanna hold you for my every night
Cuz in the day know we see eye2eye🪬

in the hall

Marchin Ft Jace!

prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me🙏

Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees


We just need to find our peace
I’m slowly surely crumbling
So far away 
I hope you wait
I thought you would’ve called today

Who woulda thought that I’d hit the ground n make an impact 
No I ain doing too well thought you were an empath
The seasons they change and I wanted to 
Bring myself down to the earth
Thought maybe by now I would break a lil more and end up in a hearse

I been so stuck
And I do not know what to do
I wanna be real
I wanna be me
I never wanted to be you
I’m stuck in a wave of delusion
Yea this ain’t feeling like a pool
I feel like I’m constantly drowning 
Like Sisyphus stuck in a loop

I been so lost
Ever since I left my house that day
I think it’s been like way too long
I was crying when I stepped into the gate


I just gotta let my shit out cuz, I jus been chillin but, shit, it gets hard ykwim, and everyday sometimes it feels like a struggle but, i jus gotta get thru it fr.

I thought i was doing better i was wrong
Roll another one I ain’t smokin out the bong
Do not hmu I been workin on a song
I don’t really give a fuck like what you going on for

Wish I could see everything you needed from me
I spread my wings like I never could’ve stayed the same for you

Too many things on the table 
It was either you or being stable
Why Dey lying to me like a fable
Makin all dis shit bc I’m able

Take another risk
N it backfired
Idgaf bout what you think you wear a wire 
N I’m sippin onna cup
And I’m smokin on these drugs

I ain doin ok
I ain’t tryna fuck it up
I’m tryna thug it away
I been tryna do so well 
But ik I gotta wait
I been tryna disappear
Yea I been runnin away

We could really fuck around
For the moment
Never lookin for me til I go away
Talkin bout a hit we gon find a way
I jus wanna know what’s on my mind today

Keep it real
Ion even front
You can pass me
I don’t wanna hit the blunt

I be tokin on that green
Only smoke runtz
And I got a big bag
Then I fucked it up

I be speaking on the real real
I be takin all these thrills 
Tryna run away I cannot escape this
I been tryna find out who I am to the basic


Man I keep it so real in my fuckin music like I don’t be faking shit cuz
I jus wanna be myself and I’ve had issues with that like
Keeping it fucking real
Like knowing who I am
I can’t keep absorbing myself into other shit 



Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees

out the window

prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me

too many lyrics for sc :(((

into the garden

I love u tracy❤️ prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me🙏🦋

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday

Had me going to your house I jus wanna go with it
Now I’m lying on the floor knowing that something is missing
I just wanna be myself I don’t wanna stay hidden
I keep track of all the time I go a million miles a minute

Yea I’m in the red
I really just want me instead
So many lil things that I said
I hope you don’t wanna feel dead

Yea yk I’m makin that music
This power don’t wanna abuse it
I been taking my time 
Making my mind
Know that I don’t wanna lose it

Step into realityyyyyyyyyyhyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee
I don’t wanna go retreeeeeeeeaaaaaeeeeeeyyyyyt

Step to myself gotta stick to myself
I don’t know you rly well
I jus care about my health
Yea what you gonna dooooouuuu
I’m talkin to youuuuuuoooo
Yea youuuuuoooo

R-r-run straight back to the moment
I-I-I need peace no I cannot oppose it
What you feel I hope it flowin 
I jus wanna grow so much and it’s showin
Run to the trees I care so much
I don’t wanna know what’s in your head so what

Yea so what 
I don’t wanna go down that lil
Rooooaaaad
I’m hooooommme
Take my time I’m slooowwww
What did you say thoooo
Hold on lemme get my cooooaaat

Whats it gonna beeee
No pressure
Why you being meannn
Go tell her
Runnin to the back of the room in the cellar
I-I-in the cellar

Yea I wanna knowwww what’s inside my heart
I really wanna make my art
I know I’m gonna go so far
Maybe I can-maybe I can be my star

Iiiiiii know I’m so nervous
But I know I’ll be ok
These things mean so much to me
I’ll see you anyway

Whyyyy did you have to say that
I said I didn’t care about you
I take it back
I’m sorry for the negativity
I smoke way too much weed
I’m gonna be so kind I’m watering all of my seeeddds

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday
🌙🌞✨

in the moment

60 Min With plaqueboymax

Striked The Scat

prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me

too many vox for sc :((

alive inside my heart

DNMNO (aizeksnyc + gentvh)

prod me 
bigtingz only mehn 
volume 1 
next soon inih

6 FEET

i hate politics prod me

Rehab prod me

prod: @enzortiz
m/m @ch3ckr

(Chorus)
All alone I’m by myself
All these drugs are bad for my health
Pray for the day I’ll see some wealth
My only true friends are ch3ckr and 12
All my dreams hella shit I shelve
I don’t even know I’mma live that long
And I can’t go back and right my wrongs
Only thing I love is this fucking song
Rather be alone than see you again
Smoking this dope I’m in my zen
My ink is blood when I use my pen
Wanna take it back to way back when
When I thought of you as my best friend

(Verse)
My best friend, my best friend yeah
And I still feel the same old pain
Doing these drugs just cloud my brain
We were never meant to meet on this plain
Guilt got me trapped in hell like a chain
Demons in my head, I keepem in vain
Trying to forget with this mary jane
Gotta move on, gotta move past you
Listening to guardin and I feel so blue
All we ever had was all I knew
I’m alone again, yes it’s true
Sick in my head like I got the flu
Gonna start again, gotta move past you yeah

(Chorus)
All alone I’m by myself
All these drugs are bad for my health
Pray for the day I’ll see some wealth
My only true friends are ch3ckr and 12
All my dreams hella shit I shelve
I don’t even know I’mma live that long
And I can’t go back and right my wrongs
Only thing I love is this fucking song
Rather be alone than see you again

all alone

all alone (enzortiz)

“good grief”

i walk in gr8
I walk in gr8
I walk in bettr than I did yesterday
its true.

despite my face, i know ur fake
i know it.
i walk with clones i walk with clones. i walk them
u dont need me.
u dont need me at all.

ah. its a lake far from here
where we first kissed
i love it
try to forget it
u dont.

fly like some robins
posted up cus
we dont give a fuck cuz
we run this up
you don’t even know me
you never did bra
you just be talking
in the snow bruh
i feel like a swisher. like a swisher
I feel like I’m higher
higher than you
ima fuckin boost boost boost
push it push it push it
ima fuckin boost boost boost
push it push it push it


feel like iverson
when I jump, you b clawing at me
yes iam in hell, in the pit
I can’t rly see
i cant rly see
but i trust
ican trust your vision
trust you just because, you’re a friend
you’re a friend of me
wherever we go. by ur side
im right by your side
i identify. burn my lungs
burn my fucking eyes
we plan to go fly. fkn fly
hope we fkin fly
i don’t wanna die
i don’t wanna i don’t wanna die

go
lets go.
(you dont)

i walk in gr8
I walk in gr8
I walk in bettr than I did yesterday
it’s true.

despite my face, i know ur fake
i know it.
i walk with clones i walk with clones. i walk them
u dont need me.
u dont need me at all.

thru the door

ch3ckr

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