You Will Live Forever In My Heart 
I miss you always and I feel your energy around me all the time, there’s not a moment when I see your sister and I don’t feel you near.
I’m happy that you and I spent twelve years with each other, your soul is a part of me and I am grateful that I can put my soul into my music so that our energy will never be lost. I love you leia, may you rest easy in the peaceful meadows🕊️🦋💖

This album is dedicated to leia my cat who passed in june of 2024
Every single part of this album is made by me, from my soul, just listen.

Lyrics will be posted on apple music and on genius.

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OSAMASON Ft. Iayze ( Prod . Cettiworld )

Sosa Flow (prod Swish)

Prod/mix/everythannnngggg by me

Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

We could run away
I been up all night 
Tryna get a new strain

Yk I’m gonna wait
I need me a second to know I’m awake

Got a new option
Purple or da green 
I ain smokin on toxic

Where do we ever have to go to lock in
But I want peace and I wanted a new whip

Ay yk she tryna smoke up yea
Im say bet and go to roll one yea

We could really do like so much yea
You werent ready I feel so dumb

We all face our challenges 
Idk why you manage it 
Y u so mad jus put the stick up
Like idc im gonna flick up

Talk to me nicely
Feel like i be crumbling apart that’s on the high key
I been so stuck gotta do it jus like Nike
Gotta run it up 
I stay in my bag n dive deep

Gotta swim so fast to catch the current
I know that it’s gonna be jus fine it’s rly worth it

Never took a xan 
I know that I can
I be anxious as a bitch I’m hopin that I land

Runnin out of time
Gotta get what’s mine
I do not be lyin 
What’s up with you mind 

We could find out 
A lesson to be learned hopefully I grow out of it 
I try to be so much my guard had finally said fuck it
I hate the way that I’ve been feeling tho I try to love it

Wish you could see in my house
Don’t wanna know which way that I really wanna go
 I cannot understand or even take a fucking joke
I need me just a bit maybe just a couple tokes 

Bitch I’m back smoking gas
Couldn’t see straight thru the glass
Gimme that show a rack
I don’t wanna see yo back 

What you need don’t copy
Fuck the Z-lo and the oxy
I don’t know what’s in yo body
Sippin weed I’m feelin sloppy 

Bitch I’m tryna go back to the south
I was in a new state n I never wanted out
I don’t know if ill be ok when I go home
I think it’s too late now bc I miss my other soul

Get me on some new shit
I can’t get enough
I don’t wanna lose this
I been feelin stuck

We go up get 2 big
 only bein one
I say how I blew it 
Tho I was fuckin up

Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

I just wanna kiss you on your lips
And I wanna grab you by your face
I rly wanna see you sit
Can I pls jus grab u by your waist

And we fly together like some butterflies
And honey I don’t wanna make you cry
I wanna hold you for my every night
Cuz in the day know we see eye2eye🪬

in the hall

Marchin Ft Jace!

prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me🙏

Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees


We just need to find our peace
I’m slowly surely crumbling
So far away 
I hope you wait
I thought you would’ve called today

Who woulda thought that I’d hit the ground n make an impact 
No I ain doing too well thought you were an empath
The seasons they change and I wanted to 
Bring myself down to the earth
Thought maybe by now I would break a lil more and end up in a hearse

I been so stuck
And I do not know what to do
I wanna be real
I wanna be me
I never wanted to be you
I’m stuck in a wave of delusion
Yea this ain’t feeling like a pool
I feel like I’m constantly drowning 
Like Sisyphus stuck in a loop

I been so lost
Ever since I left my house that day
I think it’s been like way too long
I was crying when I stepped into the gate


I just gotta let my shit out cuz, I jus been chillin but, shit, it gets hard ykwim, and everyday sometimes it feels like a struggle but, i jus gotta get thru it fr.

I thought i was doing better i was wrong
Roll another one I ain’t smokin out the bong
Do not hmu I been workin on a song
I don’t really give a fuck like what you going on for

Wish I could see everything you needed from me
I spread my wings like I never could’ve stayed the same for you

Too many things on the table 
It was either you or being stable
Why Dey lying to me like a fable
Makin all dis shit bc I’m able

Take another risk
N it backfired
Idgaf bout what you think you wear a wire 
N I’m sippin onna cup
And I’m smokin on these drugs

I ain doin ok
I ain’t tryna fuck it up
I’m tryna thug it away
I been tryna do so well 
But ik I gotta wait
I been tryna disappear
Yea I been runnin away

We could really fuck around
For the moment
Never lookin for me til I go away
Talkin bout a hit we gon find a way
I jus wanna know what’s on my mind today

Keep it real
Ion even front
You can pass me
I don’t wanna hit the blunt

I be tokin on that green
Only smoke runtz
And I got a big bag
Then I fucked it up

I be speaking on the real real
I be takin all these thrills 
Tryna run away I cannot escape this
I been tryna find out who I am to the basic


Man I keep it so real in my fuckin music like I don’t be faking shit cuz
I jus wanna be myself and I’ve had issues with that like
Keeping it fucking real
Like knowing who I am
I can’t keep absorbing myself into other shit 



Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees

out the window

prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me

too many lyrics for sc :(((

into the garden

I love u tracy❤️ prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me🙏🦋

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday

Had me going to your house I jus wanna go with it
Now I’m lying on the floor knowing that something is missing
I just wanna be myself I don’t wanna stay hidden
I keep track of all the time I go a million miles a minute

Yea I’m in the red
I really just want me instead
So many lil things that I said
I hope you don’t wanna feel dead

Yea yk I’m makin that music
This power don’t wanna abuse it
I been taking my time 
Making my mind
Know that I don’t wanna lose it

Step into realityyyyyyyyyyhyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee
I don’t wanna go retreeeeeeeeaaaaaeeeeeeyyyyyt

Step to myself gotta stick to myself
I don’t know you rly well
I jus care about my health
Yea what you gonna dooooouuuu
I’m talkin to youuuuuuoooo
Yea youuuuuoooo

R-r-run straight back to the moment
I-I-I need peace no I cannot oppose it
What you feel I hope it flowin 
I jus wanna grow so much and it’s showin
Run to the trees I care so much
I don’t wanna know what’s in your head so what

Yea so what 
I don’t wanna go down that lil
Rooooaaaad
I’m hooooommme
Take my time I’m slooowwww
What did you say thoooo
Hold on lemme get my cooooaaat

Whats it gonna beeee
No pressure
Why you being meannn
Go tell her
Runnin to the back of the room in the cellar
I-I-in the cellar

Yea I wanna knowwww what’s inside my heart
I really wanna make my art
I know I’m gonna go so far
Maybe I can-maybe I can be my star

Iiiiiii know I’m so nervous
But I know I’ll be ok
These things mean so much to me
I’ll see you anyway

Whyyyy did you have to say that
I said I didn’t care about you
I take it back
I’m sorry for the negativity
I smoke way too much weed
I’m gonna be so kind I’m watering all of my seeeddds

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday
🌙🌞✨

in the moment

Everything anything and all done by me❤️

Freestyle💯

Bitch I’m high as fuck
Spend 2 thousand on whatever
That’s what’s up
Personality distorted give a fuck 
And my world is spinning I don’t care too much

I don’t give a fuck about a thing
Sippin muddy on me like it rain
I got bad influences on my brain
Why you talkin all that shit about yo chain
Keep it real

Why am I going to bed
Blowing on weed and I’m
Hoping I never wake up
Too many words in my head
Too many things that I wanna say
But I cannot

Rly jus wanted to feel
Why u keep on lookin at me
Tryna tie a knot
Know that I keep me a steel
Got me a muhfuckin Wesson 
And keep me a Glock 

I don’t got a real stick
But I got a bladee
I’ll put it in yo stomach
THIS IS A CRY OUT FOR HELP
You cannot see me cuz I heard you coming

You need my help like hell no
I couldn’t help myself first
Catch me in the woods like I’m gone
But it coulda been worse

I been goin thru it like
I hurt myself
And I ain’t even mean to
N I’m paying the price for that shit
Fr

We gon put u on a tv
Kick back 100g 
And some psilocybe 
I been stuck inside my house
It’s been more than 2 weeks
I know that these fucking drugs will be the death of me

I don’t wanna know you (fr)
Why you tryna link up first
I been getting all these bad habits 
I’m tryna put em in reverse
Learn a lesson like I told you
Couldn’t even make it work
I gotta smoke up so damn much
They tryna leave me inna dirt

Got a new life tryna fuck it all up
I been splitting way too much
It’s like I cannot round up
Only one inside my head
But I cannot add up
Light it up I’m seeing red
Marijuana in my blood

I jus need a best friend
Used to be my best friend
Then I jus went back to my lil house 
And now there’s nothing left
And I got it tatted on my skin 
I only need myself
Know you only wish the best
I rly hope you’re doing well

What’s the moral of the story
Got a few bands 
Why you tryna hold it for me
Gotta get a grip on a real deal .40
Stick to myself ion even got a shortie

Got pack no spray
Ion even got no room for the fake
It’s a brand nuwave
Gotta keep it real 
I don’t wanna see yo face 

Don’t got no money I’m rly jus tryna run up to the bank
Don’t got a blick on my side you surrender to my face
Rly jus needed a ride don’t give a fuck if we late
Thought you would stick to my side 
But you reel me in like bait

When you’re dealing with loss
You gotta understand that there’s things at play that you can’t control
And that’s the hardest part of accepting

Told you in a minute uh huh 
Wish that you would get it I’m stuck
I been too stressed out like what the fuck
I been makin memories I can’t remember 

I wish that I could forget
All dis lil trauma on my fuckin brain
I know that I’ll end up dead
My thoughts are killin me
I’ll blow my brain straight thru my head 
I got it distorted
I’m feelin like 808
I know that I left
I been tryna move out 
Fuck rent

What’s up witchu
Said fuck it and made it official
I be so real about this shit it’s fuck up 
Need a tissue

I can’t remember like what’s the problem what’s the deal
It was in December like now I’m barely feeling real
I took me a shroom and I was so creative I need it all back
I let it infiltrate my fucking mind
And it jus helped me accept a lil fact

Know I gotta take my time
Cuz I’ll be alright 
Making this shit on a mac
I was doing so damn fine
Losin my mind
Stepping on shit like a muhfuckin map

I jus been ranting and raving
Like shoutout my twin thas raven
Gotta stay true to the art
I rly don’t wanna be famous

Fell in love with audio
Makin that shit and I pack a new bowl
I cannot stay with you like adios
Get da fuck out ion need new road 

20 stack up in my mind
I jus need my hands
This shit ain’t do nothing bro
Im finna try the xan 
Rest in peace my heart it broke (LLLEIA🕊️)
When I heard the news
I been feelin so depressed
No it’s nothing new

(First 16 bars again soundcloud won’t let me fit it all🖕)

keep it real

60 Min With plaqueboymax

Striked The Scat

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too many vox for sc :((

alive inside my heart

DNMNO (aizeksnyc + gentvh)

prod me 
bigtingz only mehn 
volume 1 
next soon inih

6 FEET

i hate politics prod me

Rehab prod me

prod: @enzortiz
m/m @ch3ckr

(Chorus)
All alone I’m by myself
All these drugs are bad for my health
Pray for the day I’ll see some wealth
My only true friends are ch3ckr and 12
All my dreams hella shit I shelve
I don’t even know I’mma live that long
And I can’t go back and right my wrongs
Only thing I love is this fucking song
Rather be alone than see you again
Smoking this dope I’m in my zen
My ink is blood when I use my pen
Wanna take it back to way back when
When I thought of you as my best friend

(Verse)
My best friend, my best friend yeah
And I still feel the same old pain
Doing these drugs just cloud my brain
We were never meant to meet on this plain
Guilt got me trapped in hell like a chain
Demons in my head, I keepem in vain
Trying to forget with this mary jane
Gotta move on, gotta move past you
Listening to guardin and I feel so blue
All we ever had was all I knew
I’m alone again, yes it’s true
Sick in my head like I got the flu
Gonna start again, gotta move past you yeah

(Chorus)
All alone I’m by myself
All these drugs are bad for my health
Pray for the day I’ll see some wealth
My only true friends are ch3ckr and 12
All my dreams hella shit I shelve
I don’t even know I’mma live that long
And I can’t go back and right my wrongs
Only thing I love is this fucking song
Rather be alone than see you again

all alone

all alone (enzortiz)

“good grief”

i walk in gr8
I walk in gr8
I walk in bettr than I did yesterday
its true.

despite my face, i know ur fake
i know it.
i walk with clones i walk with clones. i walk them
u dont need me.
u dont need me at all.

ah. its a lake far from here
where we first kissed
i love it
try to forget it
u dont.

fly like some robins
posted up cus
we dont give a fuck cuz
we run this up
you don’t even know me
you never did bra
you just be talking
in the snow bruh
i feel like a swisher. like a swisher
I feel like I’m higher
higher than you
ima fuckin boost boost boost
push it push it push it
ima fuckin boost boost boost
push it push it push it


feel like iverson
when I jump, you b clawing at me
yes iam in hell, in the pit
I can’t rly see
i cant rly see
but i trust
ican trust your vision
trust you just because, you’re a friend
you’re a friend of me
wherever we go. by ur side
im right by your side
i identify. burn my lungs
burn my fucking eyes
we plan to go fly. fkn fly
hope we fkin fly
i don’t wanna die
i don’t wanna i don’t wanna die

go
lets go.
(you dont)

i walk in gr8
I walk in gr8
I walk in bettr than I did yesterday
it’s true.

despite my face, i know ur fake
i know it.
i walk with clones i walk with clones. i walk them
u dont need me.
u dont need me at all.

keep it real

ch3ckr

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