darks n its cold, ask me how i am as if udk

(^_-)-✰

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

on all platforms!!
@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

https://youtu.be/NRHGuxyo9ew

@e13venthirteen
@hialyx
@haveonlyonechance

lyrics
shawty called me said she think im next up
i just popped a perky in my red cup
i was down bad now im flexed up
what the fuck is sleep i cannot rest bruh
lately i cant even count my checks up
still i cannot seem to pick my head up
pussy really thought that he could press us
dont he know i keep the smith and wesson
adderall and acid starting to turn into a habit
i dont give a fuck about a thing bitch im just laughing
learning as im living im just swerving and im crashing
whatever u want i promise u already have it

whatever you want ft eleventhirteen (alyx + tenoji)

sometimes i wonder how i got here
all these pictures i put up up on my wall
wanna tear em down i try not fall
i put the phone on the table dont wanna trip everytime we talk everytime that u call 
i dont know what what i would do right here if i lose you its not clear

girl tell me is it for real
girl tell me is it for real

i want nothing
girl im tryna be more than u ask
u could start with giving it back
and leaving the rest past

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

(blxty)
girl take a good look at my face
i make it so obvious
don't turn your back on me
and side with the audience
i know i'm not perfect
tell me someone that's perfect
i promise no one is perfect
they like blxty why u do that
u call me stupid to my face girl i knew that
you tell me you miss me lots, well can you prove that
well, can you prove that?

girl we gotta work something out
like i dont wanna talk about nothing else
i wanna be inside your house
girl we can talk it out
ur always all up in my head
i wanna get u out

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

detachment +blxty (yandere)

Happy 2020 
@lil4c

https://twitter.com/xxsudi
https://twitter.com/deadshawdy

Enough

Enough (prod. lilac)

TRACK 3/3
L.S.D : LESS SUNNY DAYS 2.21.2020

Days ft. osquinn (prod. pitfall)

i need a break (prod. pitfall)

goodbye 4 now

@prodpitfall @ddertbag

you dont exaggerate or anything
like
t t t
tell me what u want im not tryna be a nice guy
dirty cup with drugs and u know i paid a high price

i think im connected its the wifi
im starin at the sun its such a bright light

he wanna gamble w his life he might die its not my fault
im prada steppin on this ice it might crack ik u dont have my back

u know i need 1 more chance
makin ur diamonds all dance
magic one wave of my hands
bad debt was paid in advance

was paid in advance
my diamonds dance
u couldnt like it
ik youll never mind it

drugs in my email (brr!)
no we couldnt talk thousand meters away
i could never live w ur face in my head
i think im off better off dead

u got cigarette breath
and it looks like ur friends hate me
tried to play the game the right way
now u treat me like a baby

foam is flowing from my mouth
this uber thinkin that im crazy
made a plea for peace and comfort
now my demons actin shady

never asked for much from no one
i think im chosen
to the lay the roses out on anybody who bespoken

The Lighthouse (2019)
Ephraim Winslow, well now he got a.. spiffy clean slate.

And Thomas Howard.. well, he don't.

No prospects.

Exaggerated [or, No Prospects] (prod. pitfall x ddertbag)

immolation!

enemy w/ blackwinterwells, orchid, kuru, & wido (prod. 4am)

@sanriorose
@blackwinterwells
@mkne
@prodcozin

story ft. dolly & blackwinterwells (maknae x cozin)

art by 8485
prod @69845 @januaryyy

spotifyeeeeee
https://open.spotify.com/track/7IFqcJvqi9uf2GX8RxuZJC?si=q73q7b32SEeuFp2OtjoW3Q

SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG (mandy+jxlyy)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

enemy w/ blackwinterwells, orchid, kuru, & wido (prod. 4am)

chach (@imchach)

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