No one wants to hear it straight
But life's a brawler and now I'm late
When I'm bruised when you're bent
It's got us feeling like pocket lint

Stars are dropping out the sky 
Midnight is screaming feeling pretty spry
Scraping by with no defense at all 
Pulling scabs off these scars to break the fall

I'm done with all the fucking games
Done with chasing echoes, faces and names
Fighting for a spark that's long dead
God bless this ringing in my head


My heart burns like a cigarette
Leaving trails that smell like regret
Ashes fly all up in my eyes 
Shit makes me want to cry

Crossed up wires and broken screens
Trying to make sense of the dreams Communication lost in the night
Screaming for some light 

I'm done with all the fucking games
Done with chasing echoes, faces and names
Fighting for a spark that's long dead
God bless all this ringing in my head

i'm done


Dear people
I hope you're doing great
I'd like to apologize on behalf of the human race

You see
You've drawn the short straw
here in this apartment 
I promise to cancel all my plans
But let's brainstorm here in this closet
Why can't I just walk away from it?

Let's all move into my shed
I don't know who cares?
Not me
I guess
I forget what I said
O, gotta find us a bed
I'm really fucking sick of people
(sick of people)

I hate small talk where I overthink too hard
tired of talking about the weather
You blew it your way
And they said my favourite phrase
"It's not what you think
Cause
That's according to me"


Why can't I just walk away from it?
Why can't they just walk away?
If there's a home
I'll find it
I'm so sick of people
 (sick of people)

Let's all move into my shed
I don't know who cares
Not me I guess
I forget what I said
O, I gotta find this head
a bed
I'm really sick of people
 (sick of people)

Close your eyes and tell me where it is
They ran away with stolen differences
Close your eyes and tell me where
I'm really fucking sick of people 

really sick of people

(In this moment,) Never been so alone
  Life spinning violently out of control 
 (All these things) 
to numb this soul 
In the end just ruined (ruined)
 took, these moments (important)
What a thing (to behold)

 Dizzy head, (don't know which way to go)
Smoking, throwing out, the window, yesterday's,  cigarettes (full of regrets)

 (The race) is definitely over and 
someone else, got away with it 
(Away with it)
Peace of mind , (all I've, ever,) ran for 
(Could not) have gotten any more lost, (or  forgotten) at this 
(Make believe finish line)

(Heard a man once say), 'that he was
homesick, for a place that no longer exists
Thought,( 'nothing more could be that sad')
Those words, (come back now),
 in an incredibly evil twist

(Songs in this head) are so loud (loud)
Like in an over worked old fashioned jukebox 
(Out of time,) sliding and skipping, for an Overaged crowd 
(Can't seem to find a way), to put it all down 
Filled with empty, self-reflective, (non important) Importance 
Hate the idea, of ever (wearing that crown) 

If there were) two choices left, (please)(leave me out,) don't count a vote cast 
 left to this insecure, (selfish mind) it
will choose the wrong way (every time)
(For us)
without a doubt
(Without a doubt)

out of control

This traffic in my head makes me miss our sleepin time 
But I'm takin 
It in 
I completely denied the crime 
Trying to travel, out of this state 
(Of Mind)
doesn't help because you're there with me in my brain
It's an easy hell from where I run away
From here
to a stain (On the mattress)
Memory can't quit your face
And the love of you

I hope you're sleeping 

Hi
Hello, 
Bravò
Yippee- yo
Ride on, 
Head on
Heartache
That's right
Stand off
There's still a little me in me
The me thought,  to be dead
(Now) 
All the summer love and the lightning bugs are clear 
(Still stains)
Still pretty, feeling better again 

I'm confined, trapped in this space 
still be pretty when I'm dead
And gone away 

Must've been the lightning
Thunder with the rain
What was I saying?

I really miss you
Oh
I guess I'll miss you
Oh
How much I miss you
Oh
I just might miss you
(Couldn't take a hint; can you give me one I took the bait)
Oh
How I miss you
Oh
Do I miss you?
Do I miss you? I miss you
Oh
I miss you

Look at me 
 ' The man who sold the world '
Didn't think that I'd ever meet someone that loves me, like me before
Becoming quite unfurled
knew better, 
than looked
 at the score 

So warm
So open yet heavy on his shoulders
Expressive 
Noted for exaggeration
For feeling every feeling 
At the same damn time 

Yeah

Okay
You get it
But 'til the end


But don't fucking keep my colors
In a box
Need to get to sleep now 
Going to try more shots
Don't think I think about you 
(I don't think I ever could)
Don't think 
(Don't know if I ever would)
Don't think (I think about you)
(Don't know if I ever should)
Baby
Baby

I'm touchy with my past
He makes me say "I miss him" more than I ever had

[

really miss you

that chick / I really miss you. (rmx & mashed)


Watching the rain hit the floor
 the cat chased away in fear 
Broken glass under the door warned you to stay clear 

Your pace is fast now believing in the lips (that)
Without even asking he took last night
Don't let those shoes fail you now 
 
Please, when you leave, 
Don't slam, the damn door   
it might really benefit you to try 
to keep 
From 
Losing 
It 

Put the whisper in your pocket
Go on, get on down the road 
Don't wait for fucking daylight 
(Hope your shoes don't fail you now)
Add up what it is to you
Then subtract the time from Midnight 


Forever destined to swim in this stew 
(looks like)
it's a good time to leave be sure next time 
It's good to not believe In any of these crimes

Take care of it, now please just let me dream 
Walking up, then headin home 
No  worries, thank you 
we don't need anything, nothing more to talk about 
We all know now why you live 
In a drought
And this lean, (lean)
 
Getting real tired, of living life according to you and Your nightmare 

already useda fine tooth comb 
No problem I will not slam the 
God damn door 
HOPE TO NEVER SEE YOU LATER 

please and hope

Dcr34

I'm sorry, Alice 
For all the hurt I have caused
Words can sometimes fail me
I say the same for God
 (striving to make it right)
Everything I have ever let go of 
Feels 
These
Claws


in the cold ass shadows, I wander alone,
Echoes of your voice,  memory of your  moan.
In a Fun house 
(full of smoke and mirrors) 
dancing around this regret,
In this night, that will not end 
Feeding on dried  sweat and tears 
(good judgment) is starting to bend
In 
The
 End

I bet we fuckin forget 

I'm sorry, Alice 
For all the hurt I have caused
Words can sometimes fail me
Same thing for God
 (striving to make it right)
Anything, 
I've, (I've)
Ever
Let go
Of
Feels these Claws



Smoking cigarettes, looking up at a cracked, hollow moon 
my spirit dies,
echoes of your voice,  memory of your  moan.
fallen down and Up against the wall 
climming somber, out of old skin
my mind in disguise. (Just push it all down)

walking the graveyard of all the broken heart's, I've left behind (past deeds,)
(Striving to make it right)
Haunted by whispers, long ago eyes lookin up in tears 
I see your face, this soul it feeds, my dear
(My dear) it feeds
In the  light, my heart's unrest, beats loud 

I, (I), I

CAN'T

SLEEP 

(Lost in the night,) 
 and in your lean 
a cursed quest.  
(Striving to make it right).....


these claws

I don't know how to feel  
about any of it anymore

Anyhow there's nothing left 
Nothing (nothing) 
as I now see
nothing comes with a price

And I'm priced out 
And I'm priced out!

Outlaw country, in my mind 
Punk witch-house, on my lips
 I can't tell him about this bind 
Just need to get a grip
I'm afraid to burn
 this last bridge

But I'm (i'm) I'm

Starting to get over it!

Jesus, is not for free
The fruit is all bruised now left behind rotting on the tree

(Just like me)

My contact high is gone 
I forgot about this one
 (that one) This one 
 (this one) 
Want to be left alone on the lawn 
Just want to bake here in the sun
let my skin blister and burn
till it's all gone

Help me,

I (i) I need a match 
I'm (I'm) I'm
going to burn it all down

 Nowadays it's all up to you
 sick of looking at your frown
 it's just what you mean

About freedom from the nightmare
 Hey, I'm not trying to fit in your lean Anymore

I'm (im) I'm
going to burn it all down 
(Burn it all down) 
This last bridge

this is the last bridge

I feel as though his views are shit
and I know she's been told 
(Best believe)
They know now it gets hard
to just get on down the road 

Go sit down 
and look at the ground
I'm sick and tired
of the bold

(Sit down)

Your words all fail now, falling silent somehow still loud
 don't mean 
a Fucking 
Thing (now)

No whispers left in the air,
empty memories (everywhere)
I said, "Sit down, and please 
Keep your eyes
On
The
Ground"

stay with me 

Floating forever in our stew,
 (lost in time)
walking a fine, line, and so damn tiered 
(Of repeating your mind)
I wish they could remember 
but let's say it again, 
it's a good idea 
 "To not believe in any of these crimes"

Drinking, smoking way too much
Drifting through a haze of dreams 
wandering the night and smacking into walls
holdin onto to dead moments that seem,  
to never disappear 
(Might be time for some balls)

I feel his view's, are shit
and I know she' been told 
(best believe)
They know now it gets hard,
 to just get on down the road

Go sit down 
and look at the ground sick and tired
of the bold
sit down 

forever through a fucking haze, 

looking, searching, for a glimpse of days,
where youth just seemed to call
 light meets night and dreams die
I'm facing 
face 
to 
face 
what I cannot hide
(Eyes on the ground).....
What I can not hide
(Face to face)





tuesday


Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm wasting my time
Waited so long
(To long)
Feel like I've lived 
(In this line)
 To long now 

I have a feeling 
this is a  waste 
(of our time)  , Wasted time 
have a feeling 
Have a feeling  (this is a waste of our time)
Damn it man
I have a feeling 

(have a feeling)
This is, this is

A waste
 Of our 
(TIME)...

What did you just say?
I'm sorry I was spacing hard
I'm just so bored 
Think I need a vacation

I have a feeling 
this is a complete waste of our time
I have a feeling 
 is a fucking waste of our time

(Damn it man)
I have a feeling that 
I have a feeling this
(this is a waste of our time)
Fucking complete waste of our time
(Wasted time).....

i have a feeling

They were the match
And you were the rock
Maybe (yeah probably) 
we started this fire
 sat apart
And watched that shit burn 
In this landslide 
(Of chaos)

She  said
"We should be better
But we can't go together"
So let them take my broken heart
And go away
(Hit the road)

He should be better
But we can't go there together
 said
"My dear
What will we do now
We've seen our love turn to ashes"
(I guess)
"Grow alone,
 with someone new"
I said with a smile
While my poor heart slowly crashes
(To the ground)

She said
"They should be better
But we can't go there together"
So let them take my broken heart
On your way out, please 
(Don't slam the God damn door)
And go away
(Hit the road)

We should be better
But they can't go together
They said
"My dear
What will we do now?
We've seen our love turn to ashes 
(I guess)

"Grow alone,
 with someone new"
I said with a smile
While my poor heart slowly crashes
(To the ground)

He said
"We should be better
But we can't go together"
So take my broken heart
And go away
You know about the door 
(Just go away)....

what now


Baby
I, (I), said
Baby
It was all a dream
had a mind of mine
I, (I), 
was gonna take some time
(It was just lying to him)
It was just a state of mind
Look at the fun

Best

Believe
In
(The lines in your nightmare)

It was fun


Falling
(Fucking)
Falling
It was all a dream

(I), I, 
had a mind of mine
was gonna take some time
(It was just lying to them)
It was just a state of mind
You, (you), you
Look at the fun 

Best 

Believe
(The whole time)

Had a mind of mine 

were we making the whole wasted wish 
The whole time clings 
In Service of our need

were making the whole thing 
Run faster than they could breed 
(Not easy-to-use)


It's (its), 
all in your head, (But)
She thought I was dead

Yeah
It was all in your head
You thought I was dead
They're all walkin and the damn tared

(Had a mind of mine)

were we making the whole wasted wish 
The way it just clings
In Service of our need
We, were  making the whole thing 
Run faster than they could breed 
(Not), not, (easy-to-use)

It's all in your head (but)
They all thought I was dead

Yeah
It, (it was), it was all in your head
You thought I was dead

(Had a mind of mine).....
Of mine 


all in your head

All that we see (or seem)
Is just a dream within a dream 
(All that we see) or seem
Is just a damn dream within a dream 
(Dream).......

Was it all ever real?
the way you (allowed me to feel)
All the promises you made 
on that cold December day
Washed in time it's all forgotten 
Time (Just wasted),  time 
Forgotten 

 I can still feel the grime 
All in a days dream 
(All in this boys' day dream)

With you (with you)......
There was always cold rain 
Like ice in my bones 
For you
 I was in love with all the pain 
(Lovely pain)

Daydreamin of My . tombstone
You became my escape 
(want to die without you)
The way you made me levitate 
(Made me levitate)......

Was it all ever real
The way you 
(allowed me to feel).......
All those promises you fucking made 
on that cold ass December day

Washed in time (all forgotten)
Time, (wasted),  time 
Yet I can still smell the grime 
(All in a days dream)
All in a Boys. day dream 

Standing on this wet sidewalk all alone
Grey skyline blinking through the mist
with just a. broken phone
Wasted promises in my gripped fist

Those empty feelings 
I would see in your eyes
(In your eyes).....
They now live in me
(In me)...
With All along ,(with all along)
(With all along).....
Your hollow lies 
(HOLLOW LIES)!!!!.....



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that chick

Caught in the midst of my own 
swirling, dirty schemes
Floating through my mind like  whispered day dreams 
(Spinnin around)
 A  life spent searchin for the real reasons 
wasting away, buried beneath my lack
Of selfish, shattered self-esteem

How could I become such a cloud of steam?
Floating through, your head like, a forgotn day dream
 (Spendin my whole life like a little leaf)
Wasted away, [on the ground], beneath my lack 
of selfish, confused, belief 

Fell on the day when the Fall came
Floating in thier air,  
Rain knocks me down, south in the yard
 (end of the game)......
Rusting in the grass (the rest) of this story
is, hearsay

Come along, the road is long, never the same 
Turn the page, a journey through 
(these day dreams)
Walk the path, 
Never
 The Same. 

(Oh, oh)
Yeah!

Please stop raising your voice
It echoes 
Don't you think it's too far?
For him to hear her anyways 
Don't you let it fade away 
Now, (Now)
Now
If you feel
IT......
You know it won't be long
And it won't take a while

(Yeah)!
Yeah!

If you see us
Don't you dare decide now to think it's wrong?
Don't You, dare fucking, Think it now 
Put it All away 
No time for thinking 

Why'd you have to leave? Why'd you go away?
 remember when you told us you would stay and walk with us through alleys of dark decay
Guess it is just forever hearsay 

Check this out, Genius 

On the other side
On the other side of the bold 
The grass is never greener 
(Absolutely no good)

I hope you think of me
Tell me
Is it true what you used to say?
Walking down alleys dark in decay 

Now, (Now)
If you feel.......It
 and you know it won't be to long
 it won't take a long while

oh,
(Yeah)!

And if you see me
Don't you think it's wrong
Don't You, dare fucking,  decide its wrong 
(No time to fallout about it)

There's no need to lie or pretend
'Cause I can feel the cold again
Like ice in my bones 
There's no need to lie or pretend
'Cause I can feel it 

Now, (Now)....
Now!

You know it won't be long
And it won't take a while 
oh
(Yeah), Yeah.....
If you see us
Don't you think (it's wrong)
Don't you even think 
IT.....


it won't take a while


I want a new duck
One that won't try to bite
One that won't chew a hole in my socks
One that won't (quack all night)

I want a new duck
One with big webbed feet
One that knows how to wash my car
And keep his room (real neat)

Quack quack quack quack quack, 
quack quack quack quack quack
(Quack) Quack, (Quack) Quack, (Quack)

One that won't raid the icebox
One that'll stay in shape
One that's never gonna try to migrate (or escape)
Or I'll tie him up with (duck tape)

I want a new duck
A mallard I think
One that won't make a mess of my house
Or build a nest (in the bathroom sink)

Quack quack quack quack quack, 
quack quack quack quack quack
(Quack) Quack, (Quack) Quack, (Quack)

One that won't (raid the icebox]
One that'll stay in shape
One that's never gonna try to migrate or escape
Or I'll tie him up (with duck tape)


I want a new duck
Not a swan or a goose
Just a drake I can dress real cute
Think I'm gonna (name him Bruce)

Quack quack quack quack quack, 
quack quack quack quack quack
(Quack) Quack, (Quack) Quack, (Quack)


I want a new duck.......
I
Want a
New 
Duck 
(New Duck).......
 Quack quack 


want a new duck


You know that whole living hard thing 
is great
Till it isn't 
Waking up with nothing left 
sure, think by now I would know better 
(nothing comes for free)
That high preformed the perfect theft 
And put me right down on my knee
Broken down and 
my wallet 
is empty 
 
It's not that the timing
was wrong
I just really liked
hitting that bong
Promises 
Come 
Easy 
(when times are flying)
I need to put down the bottle 
 sure do get greedy
doing some, ol' fashion death defying 

looking, ( back at me )
A broken, washed-up pirate
staring down  fifty 
What you got to say for yourself 
 Jimmy?
The road is a little to long now
to just turn and sail away,
Sail away....

Anyway 
(There's a fire )

So there it is again 
My old buddy rock bottom 

Let us go ahead and begin 
Sleepless nights (I got them)
I'm done for real this time
No more  death defying 
(No more).......

Looking, (back at me)
A broken, washed up, pirate
staring down fifty 
What you got to say for yourself  
Jimmy?

The road is a little to long now
to just turn and sail away 
Anyhow 
(there's a fire on the bow)...
This time 
 
(I'm done for real)

Unless of course 

Your Buyin
Unless of course 
(Your buying)
Anyone seen my wallet  ?




broken down


Well, I'm starting to smell time, (Again)
 cooking my neck
It's been brewin' (not  a  long while)
(Oh)......
Yeah 
the Ol' taste of regret

They all got money to burn
And many noses to grind
Watchin life twitch and churn 
Slightly out of control 
(He is Running out of time)

I, (I), 
don't know what they want
But he wants to know (right now)
Can't we all just get along?
And she said with a smile 
"Til it's time to get out,"

Well, I'm starting to smell time, (again)
It's turning my hair bold 
been dripping (not a long while)
Not 
we can't go back there now 
She says with a smile 
(Nothin to do anyways)

Cause it takes what it takes
(And it takes what you got)
It can fill in the dark spaces 
(If you don't have a lot)

We, (We),
don't know what they want
(But he wants to know) right now
Can't we all just get along?
She says  with a smile 
"It's time to get out " 

Watching life Twist and Churn.....
Slightly out of control....
Time to get out 

time to get out

Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay
Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay

All my lovers had a bit of devil in them
I'm the only one who don't have any problem with it
Guess that explains why I'm the one who's never been picked,  
been waitin' for a bitch with a good head on her shoulders
(oh)
Yeah
(Anyhow at least They all got nice tits)

All my friends are into things that I'm not really into
No one likes to party
(this guy gets loose)
So fuckin' sorry
(My apologies)
Excuse you
Now you're into yoga and the cryotherapy
(Now sick of bein' zen)
Can we go back to last June?

Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay
Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay

If I didn't fuck it up
I'd probably never write a song
Says...
The therapist in my head 

"Get in your zone"
If it wasn't for the drugs
Then I would never get along
( was trippin' on the shrooms)
woke up in a room
Where they don't play any disco
(Fuck not now)

Ain't that all the rage
Right? Let's rage ( get angry)
All right
'Cause the place is nice
But the people all suck
So sick of the people 
Everybody is a sad fuck
Then the lights go up and the room goes black
Now I'm feelin' alone
Get me outta here
Bring me back

Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay
Oh
Really? Oh
Shit
Okay
(Shit Okay)

Then the lights go up and the room goes black
Now I'm feelin' alone
Get me outta here
Bring me back

oh really


Come on and light this up
Come on and burn me down
Turn me into dust
When you come around
can you hold up when you've grown-up? and friends don't want to be cool anymore

(You know, I don't mind)
 can't help but breathe this in
(Then smiled), and 
whispered, 

"This is going to ruin your life,"
 can't help but let him in
Oh

Come on and burn me down
Oh
Come on and light this up
Oh (yeah)
(burn it to the ground)

(You know I don't mind)
can you hold up when you've grown-up? and friends don't want to be cool anymore

You are 
An absolute smoke show
can't help but breathe them in
(In this company).......
I can't help but let this in

She put her hand in mine
Said "Boy
You better hold on tight"
Then smiled and whispered
"Babe
I'm gonna ruin your life"
And I said "You know I don't mind"

You know, I don't mind 
You
Are an
absolute smoke show
I can't help but breathe THIS in
(this company)
I can't help but let her in

 can't help but breathe this in
can you hold up when you've grown-up? and friends don't want to be cool anymore
In this company (I'm comatose)

can't help but let them in
He leans in and whispers 
"I'm gonna ruin your life,"
And I said "You know I don't mind."

Oh
(Come on and light me up)
Oh
Come on and burn me down
Oh
yeah 
(burn this all down)....yum

absolute smoke show (comatose)


Sit and talk with you all night
watch your face
see your eyes reflect in the street lights
Is your mouth even moving
(I'm not sure)
Just nod my head like I concur
No idea now

We haven't left this room in days
 all I know is that I blame you.

I know it's not ideal
But this is real
Why try to make it real

She says
"Look around
Man
If it wasn't for this
What the hell else would we be doing?
Its never goin'  be perfect
(So fuckin' sorry)
So we should 
make the best of what we have left

There's so much space in  (our outer space)
 No room for my doubt and this falling faith
like a  candle wax stain now,
 to late to remove
So I have decided (to stain you too)

Ain't had a shower in days
Don't know what I would do without you
were never ready to face
What happens 
When
It all 
Falls 
Through

She says
"Look around
Man
If it wasn't for this
What the hell else would we be doin?
It's never goin to be perfect
(So fuckin' sorry)
So Let's make the best of it"

They came over and  brought a couple friends
brought a couple bags of (somethin' to be lit)
brought a box of incense
Now 

We're makin' scents
I don't know where this is goin' 

Lookin at her I say
"Ain't you tired of this?"

Looked right back at me and said 

"Not even in a little bit
And if it wasn't for this
Really?"
(If it wasn't for this)
 
In  complete disagreement, (filled with laughter)
"What the hell else would we be doing?"
Come on man...
Lightin up.
If it wasn't for this 
(what else would you be doing)....
Be doing 

if it wasn't for this


Hey it’s me
Your broke-down, orphan 
inner child 
What’s it been like since
A whole week ago 
You got back in that state of mind 
(Trying to be kind)
Don't forget to take the shelf 
And what is left of the elf
Down 
(Down)
Be kind 

Do you still say "forehead" instead of "foreskin" 
 Cleaning up the mess 
time to begin  
Say "I love you" like it's morning
To random people (again)
When you’re parked in (in) 
your  blue darkness 

Everyone says it was better that they () left me (behind)
But I was the only friend you had this whole time (trying to be kind)
Why’d you have to go and get on that merry-go-round 
Now you’re nowhere near me
 lost your love 
Remind us to check the lost and found

Hey it’s me
Your broken heart
What’s it been like since
We were pounding drinks 
in this smoke filled 
dive bar

Do you tell them you don’t have a boyfriend
But you’re going to have a girlfriend
Since they get mad when you don't
Use it like they're warning 

Hey it's me 
You're beat up ego
Everyone says you belong on this 
Breaking your face, with a kiss 
Didn’t think you’d come back someday but I did (but I did)
I will knock it off one day 
Don’t you miss the me that didn’t mind crying
I'm done now
 Tired of trying 

hey it's me, (taurus moon remix)

3:26  a.m.

Damn it man, 
Why only in these moments 
do I view 
to see what it is, all about

4:21, (4:21), a. m.

The gravity of it all
pulls me in a drought 
north up in the sky
Bare, 
Unzips itself
seemingly, leaving me to die

5:20,   a.m.

Nope nevermind I figured it out

Something to do 
with a cigarette Ash
And my lighter in your pocket 

6:36 
a.m.

What phase is the moon in
right now?
Is there a particular planetary plow?
Can't seem 
to find my center 

That pull really storming 
now becoming 
A state of mind
(now becoming A state of mind )
(Of mind)

7:47, (7:47)  a.m.

And, if you have no 
real opinion 
 I have no stock in it (really) 
Anyway 
(Anyway)

But, ummm?
but, (but)
ummmm?

but, umm

but, ummmm,


won't think about you every day (anymore)
Turns 
Out
you're not the one that got away
(had a change of heart)
with our past 
there's nothin', I , would or wouldn't fix
Happy 
Now 
 knowin' I will never get your fix

'Cause you did everythin' that, I, 
 said you would
(did every thing) that you said you wouldn't 
 everythin' 
(that I said you would)
 (everything that you said you wouldn't)

I, (I), 
 don't dare think about you anymore 
(You)
Were Such a beautiful chore
(don't think about you) 
won't let my mind slip back in time
'Cause we both know the fault was never mine

But you did every fuckin thing (that I said you would)
 Everythin' , that you said you wouldn't 
(Did everything)
 that I said you would
  everythin' that 
I said
You 
Would

So
What am I supposed to think?
 Anyway (way)
(You tell me I'm wrong)
So tell me now 
What am I supposed to think?
Any 
Way
Made me laugh writing this song 
So tell my fuckin' future 
What is he supposed to think?
(hittin the bong)
In every way
So tell me chick 
What am I supposed to think?
Any Way.....
tell me you cheeky chick 


tell me


She wore a fur coat in the summer heat
Makin' me shiver
I can hear the humming of the I 5
In my dreams, flowing like a river 
Those that say the rain don't stop here
Try staying in the summer time 
when everythin' is hot and on fire 
the smoke pours down on me
(It never stops pouring)

just tryna find a little Light at the end of this tunnel
I've been countin' down the days like a hostage 
Marking them down on a cloudy closet wall
Drinking alcohol with a funnel 
tied up with these chains
Oh, how much longer do we need to stall

Once again (ended up in this lean)
tired of staring down a dark hole 
(Maybe even), Tryn' to get clean 

Ooh
This is spinnin out of control
(got everything I want),
 Anything
 I could 
 Ever
 Ask for
and still feelin' alone
Can you hear the beat playin' in my head 
hear them all singin' along ?

 Just tryna find a light at the end of this tunnel
been countin' down these days like a hostage 
Marking them down on a cloudy closet wall
Drinking alcohol with a funnel 
tied up with these chains
Oh, how much longer do we stall
 
oh
Staring down the end of this dark hole

Oh, how long till we find 
Find a little fuckin' light
(tryna find a little light)
Oh, startin' to get a bit tired 
Of finding solace in this bottle 

He wore a fur coat in the summer heat
Makin' me shiver
Can not escape the humming of the I 5
(In my dreams)  Flowing like a river 

They say the rain doesn't stop here
Try stayin' in the summer time 
When Everything is hot and  on fire
(the smoke pours down on me)
never stops pouring down 

 Just tryna find a fuckin' light 
 been countin' down the days (like a hostage)
Mark them down on a closet wall 
Oh, stuck again in this lean 
Dear God 
 

a little light

Baby
I, (I), said
Baby
It was all a dream

had a mind of mine
I, (I), I
was gonna take some time
(It was just lying to him)
It was just a state of mind
Look at the fun

Best

Believe
In
(The lines in your nightmare)

It was fun

Falling
(Fucking)
Falling
It was all a dream

(I), I, (I), 

had a mind of mine
was gonna take some time
(It was just lying to them)
It was just a state of mind
You, look at the fun 

Best 

Believe
(The whole time)

Had a mind of mine 

were we making the whole wasted wish 
The whole time clings 
In Service of our need

We, were making the whole thing 
Run faster than they could breed 
(Not easy-to-use)

It's (its), its 
all in your head, (But)
She thought I was dead

Yeah
It was all in your head
You thought I was dead
They're all walkin in the damn tiered 

(Had a mind of mine)

were we making the whole wasted wish 
The way it just clings
In Service of our need
We, 
were making the whole thing 
Run faster than they could breed 
(Not), not, (easy-to-use)

It's all in your head (but)
They all thought I was dead

Yeah
It, (it was), it was all in your head
You thought I was dead

(Had a mind of mine).....
Of mine 



state of mind


Dear people
I hope you're doing great
I'd like to apologize on behalf of the human race

You see
You have drawn the short straw
here in this apartment 
I promise to cancel all my plans
But let's brainstorm here in this closet
Why can't I just walk away from it?

Let's all move into my shed
I don't know who cares?
Not me
I guess
I forget what I said
O, gotta find us a bed
I'm really fucking sick of people
(sick of people)

I hate small talk where I overthink too hard
tired of talking about the weather
You blew it your way
And they said my favourite phrase
"It's not what you think
Cause
That's according to me"

Why can't I just walk away from it?
Why can't they just walk away?
If there's a home
I'll find it
I'm so sick of people
 (sick of people)

Let's all move into my shed
I don't know who cares
Not me I guess
I forget what I said
O, I gotta find us
a bed
I'm really sick of people
 (sick of people)

Close your eyes and tell me where it is
They ran away with stolen differences
Close your eyes and tell me where
I'm really fucking sick of people 

if u know, u know


Just listen 
Please stop 
I don't want your, 
Two 
Cents
anymore 
Have no idea how you make rent
Yep, most the time, you are pretty 
damn dense
My friend

Please stop 
Just listen 
O, 
tired of your head always coming up missin
We have heard it all before
Knockin' on my door
(Please stop)
O,
Least it's not slammed 
anymore

Why must you learn everything the hard way?
Told them not to touch it and you did anyway
Know you are, 
not an idiot 
O, yeah 
And you know what they say?
"The smart man learns from his mistakes
But the wise man learns from (the mistakes of others)"

Gonna make my own mess now 
O, (O)
I'll start the argument (every time)
Don't know how you deal with the stress
My friend

Think I'm on to somethin' again 
Heard the truth from a drunk bum
Rippin' off the bandaid 
Jumpin' , whatever, say when 
Think I'm about done

I don't want your,
 Two 
Cents
O,
Have no idea just how (I make rent)
I can be really Fuckin dense 
My friend

Why must I learn everything the hard way?
Told us not to touch it (did anyway)
I must be a special kinda idiot
O, yeah 
You know what they say?
"The smart man learns from his mistakes
But the wise man learns from, (the mistakes of others)"
Yep, we are pretty dense 
Yes, we can be real fucking 
dense
My friend.....


the hard way


This photograph, taken years ago 
of good times
Hangin with a bunch of one-night stands
can't be their under cover
anymore 
I can still smell (the fucking grime)
commin out of every pour

It's a land of heavy sighs and 
My
Shaky 
Hands 

Lookin at this picture
(I can smell) the, 
Yeah....
O,
Takin a look, (Lookin at),  this look back
can't you still feel all the grime?
O
O, yeah 

Let me be the centerpiece
but really you should be
In the center of this piece
after all its your lean

Look at me
(don't be so shy)
You're lettin go too easily
Please try to hang on with more 
(of the things that got us by)
Need you to leave me, aside more 
(of those good ol' days)

These words have always brought us back to life

Looking at this picture
Smiling
 at a 
Good 
Time 
 smell the, 
Oh...   yeah.....
Lookin back at this 
at this 
can most definitely smell (the), 


this picture of better yesterday's 
can still feel all the grime 
Taking a look back 
(at this picture)
standin with a bunch of one-night stands 
Smilin at a good time 

We all can smell the.....Cigarettes and vodka
..YEAH!
Cigarettes and vodka
OH,   oh....
Cigarettes and vodka
Yeah....!
Cigarettes 
and 
Vodka
Oh, oh.....
Yeah.....

Oh...
Yeah....

c & v


Hey it’s me
Your broke-down, orphan 
inner child 
What’s it been like since
A whole week ago 
You got back in that state of mind 
(Trying to be kind)
Don't forget to take the shelf 
And what is left of the elf
Down 
(Down)
Be kind 

Do you still say "forehead" instead of "foreskin" 
 Cleaning up the mess 
time to begin  
Say "I love you" like it's morning
To random people (again)
When you’re parked in
your  blue darkness 

Everyone says it was better that they () left me (behind)
But I was the only friend you had this whole time (trying to be kind)
Why’d you have to go and get on that merry-go-round 
Now you’re nowhere near me
 lost your love 
Remind us to check the lost and found

Hey it’s me
Your broken heart
What’s it been like since
I was pounding drinks 
in this smoke filled 
dive bar

Do you tell them you don’t have a boyfriend
But you’re going to have a girlfriend
Since they get mad when you don't
Use it like they're warning 

Hey it's me
Your beat up ego
Everyone says you belong on this 
Breaking your face, with a kiss 
Didn’t think you’d come back someday but I did (but I did)
I will knock it off one day 
Don’t you miss the me that didn’t mind crying
I'm done now
 tired of trying 

broadcastin' to you from a top this hill. forever fated to pretend,
 all songs for better or worse,
 written by chad (ex. not your girl and dcr3, sacha totally has those)
 all songs mixed and arranged by chad and the kick ass vision at suno. album cover photos by chad. rock on.
chadbunton85@gmail.com 

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