Lazy Vocals

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//私たちは奇妙です//

thank you guys so fucking much for the endless amount of support
we're reachin' milestones i never thought were possible
it's only uphill from here
i love you ♡

https://genius.com/guardin-guardin-x-yung-van-lets-just-keep-walking-lyrics

cover art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
https://goo.gl/asxd7w

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guardin x yung van - let's just keep walking

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i wanna thank every single one of you from the bottom of my heart for every single like, comment, message, etc. that you go out of your way to send to me. it's incredible to know you guys are out there. i know this is different from my usual direction, but bare with me. i love you guys.

peep the music video here
https://youtu.be/VoUc7Fp9rQU

//わたしは、あなたを愛しています//

♡

visuals

into the trees

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//お祝い//

i just wanted to thank you guys so much for helping me reach 3k on here as well as 1k on youtube. i never thought anything would get to this level. i've got big things planned for the remainder of this year, so stay tuned. i love you guys.

also, genius won't lemme post the lyrics to this one for some reason, so here they are

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i don't wanna fade away
pour that liquor for my bae
we just wanna celebrate
gettin' faded fly away
stackin' plays all day 
stackin' plays all
i don't wanna lose faith
in everything I'm doing great
cause all i do is hate
on myself, what i create 
got the man in the mirror lookin, blank
got the man lookin' blank

lost in my head 
counter intuitive 
making a mess 
you know how i'm doing it
i'm caught in a web
twistin' the thread till my thoughts are all dead 
all of my friends live inside of my head  
some of them under my bed
fuck what they said
imma make my dreams come true
fuck the anxiety, depression too 
20 already & feelin so blue
imma just fight till I cop me a coupe
whippin' my wrists like i know what it do
sparkin' that spliff watchin' halloween 2
baby you makin' me feel so brand new
constantly shifting my hue
i just want you in my life for a life time
baby girl you are my enzyme
breakin' my walls, yeah i rise & i fall
& i'm blowin' these clouds as a pastime 
run with the feelings i feel
my mind is not so ideal 
shaking his hand to reveal
i'm grippin' the steel
alienated from all that is real 
i do not feel
anything that you fulfill
runnin' the game with my skill 
you think you know me, yeah you never will
i am the canvas & you are the frill
you oughta chill
destroy you bitches i will 
fuck with the set cause it's trill 
you've just been sleeping on me cause i'm ill
sweepin' on me like a spill
i'm whatchu feel


yeah you're wasting my time 
with your pretty little lies
i can see it in your eyes
& we all wanna die
but the devil's too shy
i don't wanna testify
you're the perfect lullaby 
tuck me in when i cry
fall asleep, you & i
got me feelin' so high 
like a spirit in the sky
never good with goodbye 
i don't want that
pretty baby maybe you could come solve that
run away, gone astray, i don't know man
in my veins, numb the pain when you come back

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lovesick lullaby (prod. by neverday)

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//ファントム//

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTjOt3IGA30

just a lil' somethin' to hold you guys over for what's in store in these next following weeks. i love you guys so much. thank you for everything. be sure to show hk some love as well.

s/o to valarice for the inspiration

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danny phantom (prod. by hkfiftyone)

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//私の時間は終わった//

lyrics

doormat

produced by @beatzera

cover art found at https://vskyevaz.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

i been tryna switch up my lyrics
and fixing my mixing sometimes u cant even hear it
im hit with a blessing sometimes i cant even see it
i smoke so much potent i swear i practically breath it
i should take it easy
i choose not to
coat the blunt with keef u see me dip it like some fondue
i could sing a song and tell u everything is possible
but i dont want to
im not even fucking done yet
how im spose to say that when i aint even blow up yet
it didnt fucking happen so u couldnt say it does yet
u say tomorrows sunny but u cant even see the sun yet
fuck im kindov upset
i see how we acting and i think we better off dead
fuck it ill go first just put the bullet up in my head
i could clear my thoughts with just a little bit of meds
or i could clear it all and take a lesson from the lead

everything i make is fucking shit
i mean how cool can multiple voices really get
every single drop is always just what u except
9tails making music just for crying in ur bed

bitch im making fucking music bout the thoughts inside my head
tired of my problems u should drop a track instead
i make all my shit for me im barely getting bread
get the fuck out of my messages with all the disrepect

u know i really dont deserve it
as for all the lyrics bitch i hope u fucking learn this
and i dont need the fame and fuck the tours this aint purpose
this aint  no small loan of one million bitch i earned this

i hope u heard this
i fucking earned this

ill try to explain (prod. beatz era)

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

spotify

i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

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//私を保存する
//見せて

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https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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trafalgar (prod. by hateful)

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fly (prod. by covinos)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

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//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
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i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

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blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

follow mewsyc

home (prod. by mewsyc)

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//もういちど私を愛して//

this hasn't gotten any easier for either of us. if you're reading this, just know i will always love you. you'll forever hold my heart & i'm sorry it still beats for you.

lyrics
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so baby tell me that you love me
tell me anything instead of nothing
i just wanna hear you speak again
even if its just the air you're breathing in

i know that you wont ever want me
but a boy can hope i cope by smoking palm leaves
the ghost of what we had is floating in the smoke
i cry every night about you i'm a fucking joke

i'm a fucking joke
texting you at 2 wish you'd reply but you don't
what the fuck is going on i really do not know
said you loved me yesterday in a few days you'll say you don't

tell me that you love me

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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

lyrics
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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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trust me (prod. by redrose)

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

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//古いルーツ//

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https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
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it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

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old roots (prod. by deckwine)

produced by 9TAILS and G9

lyrics:

Slimey tires
Bros on the road
Pacifier 
Weed that I smoke
An Audemar cost more than my home
Scuffed attire when I'm playing shows
Fight the fire
You might get smoked 
Look at my soul
Look at my health
I got no time to waste
Look at the holes in my face
Look at the holes in my clothes 
How the belt couldn't stay on my waist
Losing weight when I'm upping pace
Torontos home but not today
I copped a bnb in la
No vacay
Business trips no suit no fade
People looking over like how he on the plane
Man lookin like he hasn't got a dollar to his name
Not yet
Flows wet though
Flying out the boy not something you regret
On god yo
Coming for the man no macho
Present weird future looking odd no taco
Then I drop
Then I drop
Two weeks till I'm jaded uh
Needa step it up
60 to the ceiling yuh
I'll make you feel the feelings
That I been fucking feeling
I know you'll never wanna try it once it show you love
Roll one up
I think I gathered all the feelings I need for a heater
Camera action 
I don't practice 
I just fuck it up
Muck it up
Fuck a favour ion really wanna deal with ya
I'm peeling ya
No healer
That's just frank as fuck
Im tank as fuck
You fake as fuck
Stay down like duck
She snapping ya
Right after she blow me like duct
She told me you're a cuck 
Fuck man that must suck
She says you find it tough
Tough like math
Light a woods up watch it bubble like bath
Night weather
Owl flying off the sweater
Bed wetter 
She don't mean no accident she sending pictures over Instagram
She askin for the homies @
He tap
She got the whole squad on it like a business plan
He don't wanna hurt you
But he don't got time to see you
Try to get back stage new venue
No one out here gonna lowe you
Homie got things that he values
He putting on for the team
It's in his blood like he sheen
That man been chasing the dream
NV

Lazy Vocals

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