addiction

haunt me

i just wanna know where the world goes
cos nowhere feels like home
and this the world we live in 

and i just wanna call you 
tell you that i miss you
where'd you go?

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where'd you go?

it's my birthday thanks a lot
you won't say sorry cos you forgot
now it's your time to feel heartbreak
since you dumped me on mothers day

am i alive or am i  dead
can't feel a thing inside my head
am i alone?
cos i'm not scared
pick up the phone
are you there? 

you would always try to hide
from all the demons you kept inside
and i just wanted to see you smile
not forever but for a while

am i alive or am i dead
can't feel a thing inside my head
am i alone?
cos i'm not scared
pick up the phone
are you there?

mothers day

you never made it easy
for me to care
and i still have your beanie
i wear it everywhere

call me when it's over
all i need is closure 
cos i don't want no problems
i've said it all before (x2)

i hope
you find
someone that can treat you just right
(just right) (x4)

when it's over

perfect

where am i going 
what does this mean
you're stitching me up
then tearing the seams
there's more than it seems
when it comes to you
you're draining my heart 
'cos its something to do

you said you would change
but you stayed the same
because i was different
now you act so distant
now you wouldn't call for me
you said its too much
you've got no time 
i guess i wasn't enough

(i guess i wasn't enough)

so i'm giving it a rest
i learned to forget and keep my mind in check 
all these friends they come and they go
and tell you you're the best
when you struggle to tell em a thing that's on your chest
thats why i always stay indoors
so i can lock it out 
keep your laughs and smiles and pouts 
as i hold onto my self doubts

(as i hold onto my self doubts)

you said you would change
but you stayed the same
because i was different
now you act so distant
now you wouldn't call for me
you said its too much
you've got no time 
i guess i wasn't enough

don't believe a word i say
i only have my self to blame

too much

call me like the old days
i'm tired of this fake craze
you told me i'd go far
used to sleep in my garage
break and enter to my heart
said you knew it from the start
that this wouldn't be
so easy

push and pull like always
told me i should stay away
and all this time i'd struggle
you fade became more subtle 
cos i don't wanna change for you
but i will
happens every time i try to rebuild
you're complicated help me out
how'd something so nice go so foul?

call me like the old days
i'm tired of this fake craze
you told me i'd go far
used to sleep in my garage
break and enter to my heart
said you knew it from the start
that this wouldn't be
so easy

and all this time i wish i could go back
spend summer with u in our beach shack
but i guess those days are gone
think i gotta move on
cos you weren't bluffing
i can't do nothing

call me like the old days
i'm tired of this fake craze
you told me i'd go far
used to sleep in my garage
break and enter to my heart
said you knew it from the start
that this wouldn't be
so easy x2

help me out!

used to spending time on my own
cos life was easy before u came along
poison ivy lining your coat
i hope you change your mind before u go

and all this time i slept in
hoping i could start again
i wanna be your best friend
head wakes up starts to spin
cos i won't 
fix up my brain
stand like a man
it drives me insane 

feels like i'm so blind
to any signs that you give me

used to spending time on my own
cos life was easy before u came along
poison ivy lining your coat
i hope you change your mind before u go

poison ivy

guitar by clara mchugh

hit me up like you did
when we were talking
lights go out inside my head
am i sleepwalking?
if home is where the heart lies
then i am homeless
wishing time would pass by
and you would notice

cos i would always hide from the outside
wishing of a way that i could get inside
and sometimes i still feel how i used to
cos nothing seems the same now that we're through

i'll ignore you like i did
when you were snoring
with your head right on my chest
every morning
cutting ties won't pull me back
i thought you knew me
clearly you don't know what is best
we're only human

cos i would always hide from the outside
wishing of a way that i could get inside
and sometimes i still feel how i used to
cos nothing seems the same now that we're through

you've done it now
you won't get out 
you always scream and shout
why's it end this way?
run for home
no lights on
write another song now you're back with someone else
why's it end this way?

cos i would always hide from the outside
wishing of a way that i could get inside
and sometimes i still feel how i used to
cos nothing seems the same now that we're through

sleepwalking

(vocals & production by changing cleo)

you just wanted something that i couldn't give
stopped me from the love that i was falling in
is just a game
or is this real
can you see my pain
how does it feel

just move your feet 
and stay in time
she told me i would be alright
lets put our differences off to the side
tonight i wanna feel alive

you just had to fuck me up and say we're friends
all of this is stupid why do we play pretend
so im all alone
sitting at the dance
wishing i could feel the touch
of your two hands

just move your feet 
and stay in time
she told me i would be alright
lets put our differences off to the side
tonight i wanna feel alive

you said you needed space
and i just needed time
you should've seen your face
like what you said that night 

just move your feet 
and stay in time
she told me i would be alright
lets put our differences off to the side
tonight i wanna feel alive

alive

(vocals & production by changing cleo)

i don't wanna say it but its true 
i really wanna fall in love with you 
so in love with everything you do
i wish there was something i could say
to make u change your plans and maybe stay
cos everyone that I love fades away

i wish i coulda known from the start
that all the nice guys finish last
i shouldve maybe put you on blast
i gotta try to learn from my past 
gonna run away from home
travel from coast to coast
really try and do the most
ohhhwooahhhwoah

i don't wanna say it but its true 
i really wanna fall in love with you 
so in love with everything you do
i wish there was something i could say
to make u change your plans and maybe stay
cos everyone that i love fades away

funny how it passes with you
i probably shoulda thought this through
realize what i had to do
but its different cos i'm dipping out 
yeah
level up no more missing out 
yeah
best way to get these feelings out
yeah
making movies like I'm paramount 
yeah
not as tragic now I found you out 
yeah

i don't wanna say it but its true 
i really wanna fall in love with you 
so in love with everything you do
i wish there was something i could say
to make you change your plans and maybe stay
cos everyone that i love fades away

stay

(vocals & production by changing cleo)

how do you do that?
play it so damn cool
with your hair messed up
n' your swimsuit down at the bottom of the pool
your so nonchalant n' chill
can we run off to the hills
i'd ask again
but i fucked up
hanging with my friends popping pills

cos i was different from the other guys
i swear i never meant to make you cry
it's almost better if i stay inside
just save your breath i know you need some time
you need some time

how do you say no?
when all your friends do it
i never thought i'd say it but
i wanna tell em go n get a fucking grip
because i'm on my own tonight
why's this happen every time?
they say just enjoy the ride
wondering if it's worth the fight

care too much about how you're feeling
ripped my fan right out of my ceiling
i understand now that you need some help
(need some help)
count me out with that outside pressure
i tapped cos i learned my lesson
gave it up cos i want you and no one else

cos i was different from the other guys
i swear i never meant to make you cry
it's almost better if i stay inside
just save your breath i know you need some time
you need some time

peer pressure

(vocals & production by changing cleo)

i was on my way 
down state
had to see your face
i couldn't wait 
try n tell you something that you wanna hear
cos you were tryna think of ways to disappear

no one gives a damn
when you are down
it's only when you're happy
that they want you around me
is our time up and all but gone?
i thought i'd take some time
and write you a song

sunday sleep ins
that's with you 
push away the thoughts
of the monday blues
dreaming of a saturday in love
tell me all the things you're thinking of

i swear that i could sleep
all day
your always on my mind
when i'm awake
cos i remember nights out on san remo pier 
i held you in my arms 
when you would cry your tears 

cos life's too short
and so unfair
we've gotta help each other 
get from here to there
is our time up
and all but gone
i thought i'd take some time
and write you a song

sunday sleep ins
that's with you 
push away the thoughts
of the monday blues
dreaming of a saturday in love
tell me all the things you're thinking of

monday blues

produced/written/performed by changing cleo

i’m in trouble
make it double 
cut it up 
think that we should be a couple
your'e the one 
thinking we should make it subtle 
you're the one
you're the one yeah

i got baggage 
you got yours too 
feeling average
i'll be home soon 
i’ve been stuck here 
for a couple weeks now
out in LA
seeing what it’s all about

and what am i missing 
think i’m in need of assistance 
hating the distance
thinking i need to dismiss this 
and what am i chasing
sitting alone in my basement
feel like i’m breaking
gotta find ways i can save this 

i’m in trouble
make it double 
cut it up 
think that we should be a couple
your'e the one 
thinking we should make it subtle 
you're the one
you're the one yeah

and i’ve been waiting
at the station
from a lack of
communication 
you don't know how long i've tried to fix this
you're a problem think that i should ditch this

am i tripping 
got nothing else to envision 
on the list and 
don’t even fit the description 
and what is this all for
starting to lose my persistence 
yet i backed off
admiring you from a distance

i’m in trouble
make it double 
cut it up 
think that we should be a couple
your'e the one 
thinking we should make it subtle 
you're the one
you're the one yeah x2

trouble

produced/written/performed by changing cleo

and i don't wanna complicate
i've been waiting far too long
imma sneak out my back door
just in time for the rising sun
do you deal with pain just like i do?
i walk around this place looking for old clues
my minds racing face down in your old pool
hold my breath hate myself but that's old news

so where do i go and what do i do with you?
i'm hating this place thinking its time to move
you're always tryna break the rules
i bit off more than i could chew

do you know just how it feels?
when you're falling down the hills 
you can tell it's not for certain
i'm telling you you're perfect
and i know that you were broken
when you held both arms wide open
how can you be so damn caring? 
i swear that you're a blessing
ohhh oh

so where do i go and what do i do with you?
i'm hating this place thinking its time to move
you're always tryna break the rules
i bit off more than i could chew

(i bit off bit off oooo)

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Chew

produced/written/performed by changing cleo

follow me on instagram: @changingcleo

i don’t wanna say hello
think I’m better on my own
(myself)
say goodbye
no i won’t pick up the phone, yeah
kinda like being
i kinda like being
alone

i’m so much better off now that ya gone 
you never quite knew what was right or wrong
wish i learnt quicker what was going on
i put up with your shit for far too long 

no one thinks twice that’s life
it’s alright, it’s alright
and you asked if i’m alright
i’m fine

i don’t wanna say hello
think I’m better on my own
(myself)
say goodbye
no i won’t pick up the phone, yeah
kinda like being
i kinda like being
alone

i think ya kinda mad cos you know that i’m right
you gotta sharp mouth and a poisonous mind
gave my everything for the final time 
hope you find some happiness inside this life

you only come back to seduce
it’s true
it’s true
and this time round i’ll refuse 
refuse 

i’m so tired of the fighting 
think we’re better off living in silence
had it down to a science 
poking at my heart no screen no stylus (x2)

i don’t wanna say hello
think I’m better on my own
(myself)
say goodbye
no i won’t pick up the phone, yeah
kinda like being
i kinda like being
alone

alone

hey
it’s really nice to meet ya
id like to take a picture
of your pretty face
you
said to take my time 
or pay the pretty price
i didn’t think twice
 
i sold my heart 
for gold
i said that i was sorry i don’t do what im told
you said you don’t care
but you do
made it pretty obvious when i came through

but i was on the back foot running from home
looking for a place i could call my own
but you weren’t taking no for an answer
hidden from the light like a backup dancer
but all i wanna know is how it felt
when you held hands with someone else
did he take your breath away?
like i did on our first date
 
i sold my heart 
for gold
i said that i was sorry i don’t do what im told
you said you don’t care
but you do
made it pretty obvious when i came through

gold

@guccihighwaters

lately i've been walking on thin ice
making bad decisions maybe i should think twice
see you in my feed should i hit like
i dont understand life but it's alright
even though im doing fine im feeling distant
seen no friends in a while and damn i miss them
gotta set some time aside to try and visit
aint no choice i can make i've gotta fix this

this aint a cry for help
i think i can help myself
and dont get stressed out
ill call if things go south
(south south, south)
(south south, south south)

when shit go south i tend to miss you
i separate myself away from all my issues
baby i don't even know me 
before you get close you should listen closely
cos i dont know whats wrong with my head
i stayed up late on every night that you left
stop being me know i wish you the best
i keep our picture in the back of my head

this aint a cry for help
i think i can help myself
and dont get stressed out
ill call if things go south
(south south, south)
(south south, south south)

im not scared
of being misunderstood
i dont care i dont think i ever could
its not fair 
im being everything i could
i dont care if you want me either way im good x2

this aint a cry for help
i think i can help myself
and dont get stressed out
ill call if things go south
(south south, south)
(south south, south south)

south (ft. guccihighwaters)

and i
have gone cold
there’s so much inside of me
that i don’t know

and you
won’t go home
there’s nothing here left for you
just some old bones

there’s so much inside me
that i do not know yet 
have trouble deciding
on what I should do next 
i call all of my friends up
and tell em I’m sorry 
for being a nuisance
my mind is a flurry 
it’s okay it’s alright
you know that you hate me 
so don’t waste your own time
i decay in my mind
as time flies i try find a place ill be fine

im feeling cold
you won’t let go
im tryna fight it
i wanna sew 
my own soul
on someone not me

changing cleo

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